Life without a mother's love.
Just as I was busy going around Durban restaurants and offices dropping my cv I got a call from my uncle I was annoyed but I remembered that he never calls unless we have an emergency I answered
Him: Ndodakazi come home
Me:I was just dropping my last cv I'll be driving back now
Okay I was now confused what's happening when did he get home I mean he lives in cape Town so when did he get the chance to be here so fast what could be happening why the sudden rush
Me:Uncle K what's wrong what's happening
Him:Ayanda I will explain when you get home drive safe.
I heard sobs from the background and he hung upI thought of my father okay lemme call him maybe he will explain. I kept on calling but went straight to voicemail I drove down to Fahrenheit executive lounge and nightclub I dropped my CV and drove back homeI was surprised to see most of my family around i mean this people never visit unless there is something serious. I walked in and found my uncle
Me:Uncle K what's up
He looked at me with pity eyes and I knew from then that something was up is dad okay wait I left him alright he was super healthy when I left what could be wrong
Me:Uncle where is dad why is he not picking up my calls.
When I mentioned dad everyone in the house cried and I walked to his bedroom only to find things removed Uncle K walked in
Uncle K:I'm sorry Ndodakazi your father left
Me:"No he can't leave me like mama did he promised that he will be by my side till I find a job he said alot of thing we even had plans no.where did he move?I need him to explain why how could he do this?noo uncle K tell me you playing one of your pranks".I laughed and he shaked his head
Uncle K:Ayanda you father did not move or anything beside he died
Uncle K:Ayanda you father did not move or anything beside he died my brother is dead.
He was now emotional wait did he say dad died oh no what could I have done to deserve thishow could God forsaken me like this did I do him wrong for him to punish me like this? first it was mother now dad .
I went down on my knees and cried screamed my Uncle's wife came and hugged me so tight that I couldn't even breath I couldn't believe that after everything I went through after pain and suffering surviving without mother while she's alive and this happens for a while I thought I've found my break through I thought that maybe just maybe things are gonna be okay between me and dad.