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Nomthandazo

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Him:"Hayi! hayi! haibo Nomthandazo!" his eyes were popped out

Me:"Its true she is your daughter Im sorry Im only telling you now"

Him:"This is one of your tricks isn't??" 

Me:"No of course not!"

Him:"You forgot that I know you Nomthandazo I know you more than you know yourself!" 

Me:"Well you are bluffing yourself ke buti coz if you know me so well you would see that Im not lying to you. Lindelwa is our daughter!" 

Him:"Haibo but how?"

Me:"When you sleep with a woman without protection and ejaculate insid..."

Him:"Dont fuck with me Nomthandazo I know that!! I want to know how do you know she is my daughter you were also sleeping with Fezile!" He yelled

Me:"I counted the weeks. Dont act all surprise now you know very well that Fezile and I hardly made love."

Him:"Oh Jesus no! You are lying!" He put his hand on his head

Me:"You can do a DNA test if you want to. She is staying with Thenjiwe" 

Him:"Why you didnt tell me? Hayi I dont believe you!!"

Me:"I didnt tell you because I thought  Fezile would  love me the way he love my sister if I bear him a child but it didnt work" 

Him:"You are so evil Nomthandazo you used me!!" He snorted

Me:"I didnt force you to sleep with me Mondli!" 

Him:"You seduced me dammit!" He pointed at me angrily

Me:"You were giving me the attention that I wasnt receiving from my husband  I couldnt help myself. There only time we had sex was when he was drunk. That was not working for me." 

Him:"You used my love that I had for you!! You knew very well that I loved you Nomthandazo and I wouldnt refuse to have sex with you kanti you were under a mission God woman!" 

Me:"No I was not under a mission I was just enjoying what my husband couldnt give me the next minute I found myself pregnant Im sorry" 

Him:"Why pho you didnt give us a chance??" 

Me:"I loved him Mondli I wanted him to love me the way I did to him but he couldnt. I guess that love hey we love people who doesnt love us and be blinded to see the one that truly love us. Im sorry" 

Him:"Oh my god my wife...no no you are lying Lindelwa is not my daughter!"

Me:"Your wife and Lindelwa dont have to find out about this. Just give me what I want then we are both sorted" I dont know if its still love or what he worship his wife like she is God. Surely he must be licking all the corners of her pussy. 

Him:"No no no this is bullshit Im done with you!! Dont call me again!!" He stood up

Me:"I will tell your wife we have a daughter!"

Him:"Go to hell!" He clicked his tounge and walked out. Dammit I clenched my hands furiously.

Lindelwa 

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I finished eating and put my dishes in the sink. Mxm that woman is crazy she think Im her maid or something Im not going to wash any dishes. I left them there and walked out just looking the chlidren and adults passing by. I could hear noise coming from the backrooms. There were  guys that were renting in the back rooms. They looked 21 to 23 years. I was so bored I couldnt help myself but went to them. 

Me:"Hello gents" 

"Hey" they all said at once.

Me:"Im bored can I join you" I bite my lower lip

"Yes!" They said again at once

Me:"Thanks" I sat down next to a dark skinned guy. They were watching soccer and having ciders. "Im Lindelwa my friends call me Lee" 

"Im Philasande" said the guy with a buffy body and thick yummy pink lips. 

"Sphamandla" said the dark skinned guy next to me. 

"Im Nkosingiphile" said the chubby cute guy with a baby face. Ncooh ngathi ungamhlalisa izihlathi like a baby. 

Me:"Nice to meet you guys"

Spha:"Do you drink?"

Me:"Yes of course" Spha took a cider in a cooler box that was placed next to him and gave it to me. "Thank you"

Nkosee:"Come on broer be a gentleman and open the cider for her" 

Spha:"Oh uhm sorry"

Me:"Nah Its cool" I opened the cider with my teeth and gulped down half of it. They all gave me "WTF" stares. "Did I commit crime or something?" 

Phila:"Uh no not at all" 

Me:"Mhh kudlalani?" I wasnt in interested I was just making a conversation

Phila:"Kaizer Chiefs and Pirates" 

Me:"Ohk" I gulped down the half that was left in the bottle. "Can I have another one please" 

Spha:"Of course" He gave me another cider

Nkosee:"So where are you from Lee" 

Me:"Dannhauser" 

Nkosee:"How are you related with Mrs Tee and Mr S" 

Me:"Mrs Tee is my mom's friend"

Nkosee:"Oh you are beautiful by the way"

Me:"Thanks you are so cute" 

Nkosee:"Im not a baby but thanks" 

Me:"You have a baby face nje" The other two cackled 

Nkosee:"Naqhephuka nje nina" (why are you laughing) 

Spha:"I told you to stop stealing your baby sis's formula look at you now" He laughed 

Nkosee:"Ngizokukhahlela Sponono" (I will kick you Sponono)

Spha:"Ah eh why that name now you catching feelings" 

Nkosee:"Fuck you!"

Phila:"Behave yourselves infront of a guest ninjani kant nina" 

Spha:"Im sorry Lee" 

Me:"Its cool"  We engaged in a loud conversation  as we were getting drunk cider by cider. One would swear that we have hearing problems. We were screaming at each other. I enjoyed spending time with them they are funny guys. I was horny as fuck and I couldnt control myself. I stood up and stripped for them 

Phila:"Yooo mtwana uyayenza lento mos" (Yooo baby you are killing it) I walked to him and sat down on his lap then kissed his lips. My hands were massaging his chiskop while his were squeezing my small boobs. 

"Hayi guys you are torturing us stop it"  complained Sphamandla but we didnt stop "Should we leave and give you guys a space" I broke the kiss and got up from Phila

Me:"Nah boys you dont have to leave lets all have fun" I said undressing. They all looked at me incredulously "Nahlahla amehlo nje niqinwa ama under?" They chuckled "Who is going to start"

"Me!" They all said at once 

Spha:"I said first"

Nkosee:"Haibo I said first"

Phila:"Since nibanga I will start"

Spha:"I said first!"

Me:"Whoah you dont have to fight boys. We are going to have fun at same time that what porn is for" They all looked at me amazed "Or you want me to change my mind" 

"Nooo!" They said undressing quickly. Mh Im sooo going to enjoy this. 

Ndoniyamanzi

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"Ndoniyamanzi" someone shook me as I was in my deep sleep 

Me:"Mh"

Her:"Wake up you have been sleeping the whole afternoon its time for supper now"

Me:"Im coming now" I said without opening my eyes. 

Her:"Ndoni!" 

Me:"Im coming sis Siphosethu" I heard her walking out. Tjo I was sick I couldnt even lift my head up. I was dizzy and my nose was blocked. I was breathing with my mouth. My joints were painful and I was so weak. All thanks to the damn flue. I blame Joburg weather. Its very cold there. All I wanted was to sleep and wake up when Im better. I dozed off again. 

"Hhee you thought you will run away from me until when" That was Nomthandazo. 

Me:"Why cant you leave me alone mother!"

Her:"Ow I see you have grown some balls huh" she walked towards me

Me:"Let me leave in peace please mother!" 

Her:"Peace? Peace for what?" she strangled my neck. 

Me:"Im..s..o...rry" I was suffocating I couldnt breath 

Her:"Die little bitch" I slapped her arm but she tighten her grip. I let out a small pee. 

"Ndoni!! Wake up!!" 

"Ndoniyamanzi!!" I jumped up panting and dripping with sweat. I touched my throat it was painful 

"You were dreaming" that's when I noticed it was buti Nhlonipho that woke me up

Me:"Buti" 

Him:"Hello sweetheart" I smiled

Me:"Hey when did you arrived" He sat down next to me

Him:"Minutes ago come here" We shared a warm hug. He always smell so nice . 

Me:"Thanks for waking me up Nomthandazo almost killed me in my dream" 

Him:"She will never bother you again" He kissed my hair. 

Me:"Really?" I let lose from his arms 

Him:"Yes how are you feeling"

Me:"This flue is the worse flue ever"

Him:"Im sorry did you take your meds" 

Me:"In the afternoon"

Him:"Well you need to eat now so that you can take them. Come lets go downstairs" 

Me:"Im not hungry" 

Him:"Hayi  Ndoni you cant take your meds on an empty stomach" 

Me:"I will eat when Im hungry. Tell me how did you manage to sort everything" 

Him:"Uhm I will tell you tomorrow r.."

Me:"Come on buti I wanna know now please" 

Him:"Hay.."

Me:"Pretty please" I made a puppy face. He chuckled and took a deep sigh. From that moment I knew what he was going to say was heavy. 

Him:"Nomthandazo is not your biological mother" last time I checked my ears were well and functioning okay but now they were acting funny

Me:"Please come again" He reached my hands and squeezed them

Him:"Your biological mom is Nomthandazo's sister" I laughed

Me:"Hayi buti Nomthandazo does not have a sister" 

Him:"She had a sister her name was Thandaza that is your biological mother." I looked at him stupefied when I realized he was deadly serious about this. "Im sorry you have to found out all of this from me"

Me:"So where is she? Nobody have ever talked about her."

Him:"Nomthandazo and your mom didnt get along and your grandparents  were always on your mom's side. One day your mom slept with Nomthandazo's boyfriend and your granma took your mom's side. So Nomthandazo wanted revenge she also slept with your father. Your grandparents disowned her when they found out. She burnt them all and luckily you were spending the night at your dad's place that how you are alive." 

Me:"Oh wow" I whispered tears rolling down my cheeks. 

Him:"Im really sorry Ndoniyamanzi" He wiped my tears.  It was like I was listening to a fairytale. 

Me:"So all this time I was punished for the bitch that gave birth to me" I didnt believe it  myself I said "bitch" I was furious and hurt

Him:"Dont call her that she is your mother" 

Me:"No she is bitch buti how can you sleep with your sister's boyfriend huh?" My lower lip was shivering and tears were rolling down my face involuntarily

Him:"Maybe she had a reason."

Me:"Reason? Oh noo buti! Lets not candy coat this she was a cruel whore just like her sister Nomthandazo! I hate them all! I hate daddy for keeping this from me! I hate the bitch that gave birth to me!! I hate Nomthandazo for eveythtig she did to me!!" 

Him:"Im sure your daddy wanted to tell you when the time is right"

Me:"Time? Time is not on our side so everytime is the right time! Look now he is gone and left me with that evil woman!"

Him:"Believe me he didnt want to leave you" 

Me:"But the point is he did!"

Him:"Nomthandazo gave him muti that caused his death" 

Me:"Whaaat? The doctor said its cancer" 

Him:"No she confessed that she killed your father because he was still inlove with your mother" I burst into tears. All long I thought daddy died of cancer kanti she killed him. What kind of cruelism is that?? "Shhh im sorry" he pulled me closed to his arms and embraced me."its going to be okay" I let lose from the embrace and looked at him. Did he heard himself correctly. 

Me:"Nothing is going to be okay buti. Do you know the pain my so called mom put me through? It was so painful. I cleaned the house even her bedroom and her precious dauhter's bedroom! I cooked  food that I was not going to eat!  I fetched water in the early cold hours of the morning when I come late she would beat me up with a sjambok until my body become numb. I did laundry for her and her daughter even their underwears! All of that was not enough she sent a man to rape me! All thanks to the bitch you say is my biological mother!! Now I understand why Nomthandazo hate me so much!" I wiped my tears vigorously

Him:"But you didnt do anything wrong sweetheart you were a baby when all of this happened. Nomthandazo had no right to make you suffer for your mom's sin. Its not your fault your granparents loved your mom not her. You didnt send your mom to sleep with Nomthandazo's boyfriend. Even after everything she should have not killed your parents and your grandparents!" 

Me:"I cant do this anymore this pain is unbearable. This is too much for an eighteen year old." I cried painfully. 

Him:"Haibo what do you mean"

Me:"Im tired buti. I want to end  this pain right now" 

Him:"Ndoni dont say that please. You promise me you will not give up on your life"

Me:"life?  This is not life buti! Akusimpilo lento.Look at me Im damged and Im beyond repairs. I need to rest its enough" 

Him:"Ndoni no dont do something stupid" He held me close to his chest allowing  me to wet his t-shirt. I cried until tears couldnt come out. I was beyond shattered. Ayikho phela lento engiyphilelayo. Its better to follow my parents once! "Ndoni look at me please" I looked at him "Im sorry for everything you went through I wish I was there to protect you but now Im here please allow me to take care of you. There is so much in life sthandwa sami. Right now it might be gloomy and somber but I promise one day when you look back you will find yourself smiling and wonder how did you survive. You went through a lot at such a young age. Please dont give up on your life please." 

Me:"Im alone in this world buti what is the use of living. I have no one that I can live for" 

Him:"Live for yourself"

Me:"Myself doesnt give me enough reason to live." 

Him:"Then live for me.  I have been trying to hide my feelings but I cant help it anymore. You are all I think about. Girl you got me hypnotized and mesmerized I cant help it  I love you Ndoniyamanzi Zungu" I looked at him astoudingly. Well Sis Sethu did say he have feelings for me but to hear him confess like that made me be like "Wow!" 

Him:"Say something please" 

Me:"What do I know about love buti I dont even love myself how will I love you?" He cupped my face

Him:"Allow me to love you until you learn to love yourself" 

Me:"But..." He shut me up by pressing his soft lips against mine. This time was different something magical happened.


Nomthandazo

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Him:"Hayi! hayi! haibo Nomthandazo!" his eyes were popped out

Me:"Its true she is your daughter Im sorry Im only telling you now"

Him:"This is one of your tricks isn't??" 

Me:"No of course not!"

Him:"You forgot that I know you Nomthandazo I know you more than you know yourself!" 

Me:"Well you are bluffing yourself ke buti coz if you know me so well you would see that Im not lying to you. Lindelwa is our daughter!" 

Him:"Haibo but how?"

Me:"When you sleep with a woman without protection and ejaculate insid..."

Him:"Dont fuck with me Nomthandazo I know that!! I want to know how do you know she is my daughter you were also sleeping with Fezile!" He yelled

Me:"I counted the weeks. Dont act all surprise now you know very well that Fezile and I hardly made love."

Him:"Oh Jesus no! You are lying!" He put his hand on his head

Me:"You can do a DNA test if you want to. She is staying with Thenjiwe" 

Him:"Why you didnt tell me? Hayi I dont believe you!!"

Me:"I didnt tell you because I thought  Fezile would  love me the way he love my sister if I bear him a child but it didnt work" 

Him:"You are so evil Nomthandazo you used me!!" He snorted

Me:"I didnt force you to sleep with me Mondli!" 

Him:"You seduced me dammit!" He pointed at me angrily

Me:"You were giving me the attention that I wasnt receiving from my husband  I couldnt help myself. There only time we had sex was when he was drunk. That was not working for me." 

Him:"You used my love that I had for you!! You knew very well that I loved you Nomthandazo and I wouldnt refuse to have sex with you kanti you were under a mission God woman!" 

Me:"No I was not under a mission I was just enjoying what my husband couldnt give me the next minute I found myself pregnant Im sorry" 

Him:"Why pho you didnt give us a chance??" 

Me:"I loved him Mondli I wanted him to love me the way I did to him but he couldnt. I guess that love hey we love people who doesnt love us and be blinded to see the one that truly love us. Im sorry" 

Him:"Oh my god my wife...no no you are lying Lindelwa is not my daughter!"

Me:"Your wife and Lindelwa dont have to find out about this. Just give me what I want then we are both sorted" I dont know if its still love or what he worship his wife like she is God. Surely he must be licking all the corners of her pussy. 

Him:"No no no this is bullshit Im done with you!! Dont call me again!!" He stood up

Me:"I will tell your wife we have a daughter!"

Him:"Go to hell!" He clicked his tounge and walked out. Dammit I clenched my hands furiously.

Lindelwa 

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I finished eating and put my dishes in the sink. Mxm that woman is crazy she think Im her maid or something Im not going to wash any dishes. I left them there and walked out just looking the chlidren and adults passing by. I could hear noise coming from the backrooms. There were  guys that were renting in the back rooms. They looked 21 to 23 years. I was so bored I couldnt help myself but went to them. 

Me:"Hello gents" 

"Hey" they all said at once.

Me:"Im bored can I join you" I bite my lower lip

"Yes!" They said again at once

Me:"Thanks" I sat down next to a dark skinned guy. They were watching soccer and having ciders. "Im Lindelwa my friends call me Lee" 

"Im Philasande" said the guy with a buffy body and thick yummy pink lips. 

"Sphamandla" said the dark skinned guy next to me. 

"Im Nkosingiphile" said the chubby cute guy with a baby face. Ncooh ngathi ungamhlalisa izihlathi like a baby. 

Me:"Nice to meet you guys"

Spha:"Do you drink?"

Me:"Yes of course" Spha took a cider in a cooler box that was placed next to him and gave it to me. "Thank you"

Nkosee:"Come on broer be a gentleman and open the cider for her" 

Spha:"Oh uhm sorry"

Me:"Nah Its cool" I opened the cider with my teeth and gulped down half of it. They all gave me "WTF" stares. "Did I commit crime or something?" 

Phila:"Uh no not at all" 

Me:"Mhh kudlalani?" I wasnt in interested I was just making a conversation

Phila:"Kaizer Chiefs and Pirates" 

Me:"Ohk" I gulped down the half that was left in the bottle. "Can I have another one please" 

Spha:"Of course" He gave me another cider

Nkosee:"So where are you from Lee" 

Me:"Dannhauser" 

Nkosee:"How are you related with Mrs Tee and Mr S" 

Me:"Mrs Tee is my mom's friend"

Nkosee:"Oh you are beautiful by the way"

Me:"Thanks you are so cute" 

Nkosee:"Im not a baby but thanks" 

Me:"You have a baby face nje" The other two cackled 

Nkosee:"Naqhephuka nje nina" (why are you laughing) 

Spha:"I told you to stop stealing your baby sis's formula look at you now" He laughed 

Nkosee:"Ngizokukhahlela Sponono" (I will kick you Sponono)

Spha:"Ah eh why that name now you catching feelings" 

Nkosee:"Fuck you!"

Phila:"Behave yourselves infront of a guest ninjani kant nina" 

Spha:"Im sorry Lee" 

Me:"Its cool"  We engaged in a loud conversation  as we were getting drunk cider by cider. One would swear that we have hearing problems. We were screaming at each other. I enjoyed spending time with them they are funny guys. I was horny as fuck and I couldnt control myself. I stood up and stripped for them 

Phila:"Yooo mtwana uyayenza lento mos" (Yooo baby you are killing it) I walked to him and sat down on his lap then kissed his lips. My hands were massaging his chiskop while his were squeezing my small boobs. 

"Hayi guys you are torturing us stop it"  complained Sphamandla but we didnt stop "Should we leave and give you guys a space" I broke the kiss and got up from Phila

Me:"Nah boys you dont have to leave lets all have fun" I said undressing. They all looked at me incredulously "Nahlahla amehlo nje niqinwa ama under?" They chuckled "Who is going to start"

"Me!" They all said at once 

Spha:"I said first"

Nkosee:"Haibo I said first"

Phila:"Since nibanga I will start"

Spha:"I said first!"

Me:"Whoah you dont have to fight boys. We are going to have fun at same time that what porn is for" They all looked at me amazed "Or you want me to change my mind" 

"Nooo!" They said undressing quickly. Mh Im sooo going to enjoy this. 

Ndoniyamanzi

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"Ndoniyamanzi" someone shook me as I was in my deep sleep 

Me:"Mh"

Her:"Wake up you have been sleeping the whole afternoon its time for supper now"

Me:"Im coming now" I said without opening my eyes. 

Her:"Ndoni!" 

Me:"Im coming sis Siphosethu" I heard her walking out. Tjo I was sick I couldnt even lift my head up. I was dizzy and my nose was blocked. I was breathing with my mouth. My joints were painful and I was so weak. All thanks to the damn flue. I blame Joburg weather. Its very cold there. All I wanted was to sleep and wake up when Im better. I dozed off again. 

"Hhee you thought you will run away from me until when" That was Nomthandazo. 

Me:"Why cant you leave me alone mother!"

Her:"Ow I see you have grown some balls huh" she walked towards me

Me:"Let me leave in peace please mother!" 

Her:"Peace? Peace for what?" she strangled my neck. 

Me:"Im..s..o...rry" I was suffocating I couldnt breath 

Her:"Die little bitch" I slapped her arm but she tighten her grip. I let out a small pee. 

"Ndoni!! Wake up!!" 

"Ndoniyamanzi!!" I jumped up panting and dripping with sweat. I touched my throat it was painful 

"You were dreaming" that's when I noticed it was buti Nhlonipho that woke me up

Me:"Buti" 

Him:"Hello sweetheart" I smiled

Me:"Hey when did you arrived" He sat down next to me

Him:"Minutes ago come here" We shared a warm hug. He always smell so nice . 

Me:"Thanks for waking me up Nomthandazo almost killed me in my dream" 

Him:"She will never bother you again" He kissed my hair. 

Me:"Really?" I let lose from his arms 

Him:"Yes how are you feeling"

Me:"This flue is the worse flue ever"

Him:"Im sorry did you take your meds" 

Me:"In the afternoon"

Him:"Well you need to eat now so that you can take them. Come lets go downstairs" 

Me:"Im not hungry" 

Him:"Hayi  Ndoni you cant take your meds on an empty stomach" 

Me:"I will eat when Im hungry. Tell me how did you manage to sort everything" 

Him:"Uhm I will tell you tomorrow r.."

Me:"Come on buti I wanna know now please" 

Him:"Hay.."

Me:"Pretty please" I made a puppy face. He chuckled and took a deep sigh. From that moment I knew what he was going to say was heavy. 

Him:"Nomthandazo is not your biological mother" last time I checked my ears were well and functioning okay but now they were acting funny

Me:"Please come again" He reached my hands and squeezed them

Him:"Your biological mom is Nomthandazo's sister" I laughed

Me:"Hayi buti Nomthandazo does not have a sister" 

Him:"She had a sister her name was Thandaza that is your biological mother." I looked at him stupefied when I realized he was deadly serious about this. "Im sorry you have to found out all of this from me"

Me:"So where is she? Nobody have ever talked about her."

Him:"Nomthandazo and your mom didnt get along and your grandparents  were always on your mom's side. One day your mom slept with Nomthandazo's boyfriend and your granma took your mom's side. So Nomthandazo wanted revenge she also slept with your father. Your grandparents disowned her when they found out. She burnt them all and luckily you were spending the night at your dad's place that how you are alive." 

Me:"Oh wow" I whispered tears rolling down my cheeks. 

Him:"Im really sorry Ndoniyamanzi" He wiped my tears.  It was like I was listening to a fairytale. 

Me:"So all this time I was punished for the bitch that gave birth to me" I didnt believe it  myself I said "bitch" I was furious and hurt

Him:"Dont call her that she is your mother" 

Me:"No she is bitch buti how can you sleep with your sister's boyfriend huh?" My lower lip was shivering and tears were rolling down my face involuntarily

Him:"Maybe she had a reason."

Me:"Reason? Oh noo buti! Lets not candy coat this she was a cruel whore just like her sister Nomthandazo! I hate them all! I hate daddy for keeping this from me! I hate the bitch that gave birth to me!! I hate Nomthandazo for eveythtig she did to me!!" 

Him:"Im sure your daddy wanted to tell you when the time is right"

Me:"Time? Time is not on our side so everytime is the right time! Look now he is gone and left me with that evil woman!"

Him:"Believe me he didnt want to leave you" 

Me:"But the point is he did!"

Him:"Nomthandazo gave him muti that caused his death" 

Me:"Whaaat? The doctor said its cancer" 

Him:"No she confessed that she killed your father because he was still inlove with your mother" I burst into tears. All long I thought daddy died of cancer kanti she killed him. What kind of cruelism is that?? "Shhh im sorry" he pulled me closed to his arms and embraced me."its going to be okay" I let lose from the embrace and looked at him. Did he heard himself correctly. 

Me:"Nothing is going to be okay buti. Do you know the pain my so called mom put me through? It was so painful. I cleaned the house even her bedroom and her precious dauhter's bedroom! I cooked  food that I was not going to eat!  I fetched water in the early cold hours of the morning when I come late she would beat me up with a sjambok until my body become numb. I did laundry for her and her daughter even their underwears! All of that was not enough she sent a man to rape me! All thanks to the bitch you say is my biological mother!! Now I understand why Nomthandazo hate me so much!" I wiped my tears vigorously

Him:"But you didnt do anything wrong sweetheart you were a baby when all of this happened. Nomthandazo had no right to make you suffer for your mom's sin. Its not your fault your granparents loved your mom not her. You didnt send your mom to sleep with Nomthandazo's boyfriend. Even after everything she should have not killed your parents and your grandparents!" 

Me:"I cant do this anymore this pain is unbearable. This is too much for an eighteen year old." I cried painfully. 

Him:"Haibo what do you mean"

Me:"Im tired buti. I want to end  this pain right now" 

Him:"Ndoni dont say that please. You promise me you will not give up on your life"

Me:"life?  This is not life buti! Akusimpilo lento.Look at me Im damged and Im beyond repairs. I need to rest its enough" 

Him:"Ndoni no dont do something stupid" He held me close to his chest allowing  me to wet his t-shirt. I cried until tears couldnt come out. I was beyond shattered. Ayikho phela lento engiyphilelayo. Its better to follow my parents once! "Ndoni look at me please" I looked at him "Im sorry for everything you went through I wish I was there to protect you but now Im here please allow me to take care of you. There is so much in life sthandwa sami. Right now it might be gloomy and somber but I promise one day when you look back you will find yourself smiling and wonder how did you survive. You went through a lot at such a young age. Please dont give up on your life please." 

Me:"Im alone in this world buti what is the use of living. I have no one that I can live for" 

Him:"Live for yourself"

Me:"Myself doesnt give me enough reason to live." 

Him:"Then live for me.  I have been trying to hide my feelings but I cant help it anymore. You are all I think about. Girl you got me hypnotized and mesmerized I cant help it  I love you Ndoniyamanzi Zungu" I looked at him astoudingly. Well Sis Sethu did say he have feelings for me but to hear him confess like that made me be like "Wow!" 

Him:"Say something please" 

Me:"What do I know about love buti I dont even love myself how will I love you?" He cupped my face

Him:"Allow me to love you until you learn to love yourself" 

Me:"But..." He shut me up by pressing his soft lips against mine. This time was different something magical happened.


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