After i sent Nomgcwabe that picture i was hoping to get a text back but i didn’t instead i got something that i wasn’t expecting at all. I am very disappointed because i was hoping he would remember what he is missing and decide to rethink whatever is going on in his big head. He used to worship my dick. He couldn’t get enough of it. What is it this dude has that i and my husband don’t? the fact that he was able to have fun with us today means that we can be able to change his mind but i don’t know how we are going to do that after what he just did.
I was telling my husband about what happened.
Me: I sent him this picture. He blocked me
Todd: What got into him? Why did he decide to move to Peace City if he didn’t want to continue with what we used to do?
Me: We did continue yesterday even though he made us his bitches then left. I feel used
Todd: baby what i do not understand is him wanting so bad to move here! What did he expect? Us to forget that we used to have sex together? He came here because of us. Maybe we should find a way to remind him about the good times
Me: I thought sending him my dick photo was it i mean you remember how he couldn’t get enough of it?
Todd: We have to find a way to break them up
I looked at him is he serious
Me: Todd i was blocked when i made my first attempt to win him over are you sure that wouldn’t be too extreme? What if he resent us for causing the break up? Then what? What are we going to do when he decides that he doesn’t want to see us anymore?
Todd: You are right let’s just go to the dinner see how that works out. If we don’t get through him we meet him tomorrow and have that meeting we planned. We have to talk about what happened in the bathroom earlier
Me: I know let’s find clothes to wear for tonight
Todd: I cannot wait! Let me first check if he didn’t block me too
Me: Yeah please do
Todd: Damn it!
Me: He did?
Todd: The boyfriend has to go. We have to make him feel less of himself! We have to make him see that he doesn’t belong in our world
Me: First step is getting there and see the kind of a person he is
Todd: i agree
I have made plans to meet Todd and Ntsika tomorrow to introduce my boyfriend to them but after what happened i realised that i cannot introduce them at least not yet so i just sent them a text message telling them that we should meet first. I am not going to lie my boyfriend noticing that i had sex was very embarrassing for me. He caught me red-handed and i feel so awful that i had to lie and make him feel like he is crazy for insinuating that i had sex. I don’t think he bought it. The fact that he insisted on taking the walk just shows this man is upset and he knows he was cheated on. How do i look at him knowing that he knows something is going on? Why did i even entertain Todd and Ntsika’s madness on the same day my boy was arriving? I feel so stupid.
Anyway i was talking to him. He came back from the walk. I didn’t think he was going to speak to me but he did. I was in the kitchen cooking.
Kulungile: It smells nice
I looked at him and smiled.
Me: thank You. i decided to cook more for tomorrow. I don’t want us to cook tomorrow and you are going to work. You will come back tired and i have to go do some shopping
Me: I just want us to be happy. If it was for me i wish you worked here. I just want to be close to you all the time.
Kulungile: In this short period of time working for that firm i made a lot of money for them. I am close to making partner. I cannot leave and go start afresh for another firm
Me: I know it was just a wish babe. I know how respected you are there
Kulungile: That is why i just cannot drop them.
Kulungile: I will go take a bath. I am tired
Me: Okay babe
He walked away and disappeared. My phone rang. Todd is calling
Me: Maybe i forgot one last thing.
I said declining the call i blocked the number i went to Ntsika’s number and blocked it. I put my phone on the counter
Me: So nice and quiet already
I am really happy Kulu stopped by my work today. If he didn’t i don’t think i would be here at this restaurant right now with this girl. I have been single for almost six months now. Ever since i broke up with my ex of five years i haven’t really showed interest in going out dating. This to me seems new and exciting at the same time. I decided to act on what Kulu said to me. He is right. I cannot take a girl i hardly know to another town to party before i get to know her. I know we will get drunk there and when drunk people get to share a bed a lot of things happen and i don’t want to wake up regretting what will happen that night. I know something is going to happen. This girl has been watching me and smiling at me and she would even fight to be in my team when we have to do surgery. I know she is into me and i kind of like the idea of being chased. I have been doing the chasing. It is nice to see that someone is attracted to you without you having to convince them. I am excited.
Nomzekelo: Thank you for beating me into it or was this your plan all along?
I smiled and looked at her. The waiter came to us with our drinks.
Waiter: Your drinks ladies your food will be ready shortly
Me: Thank you
He smiled then walked out
Me: What was my plan?
Nomzekelo: i asked you out you said no only for you to ask me out an hour later
Me: I didn’t say no i told you i had to go to a party a party i asked you to be part of. It looks like i asked you out on two dates you must be a special lady
She smiled then took her glass of wine
Nomzekelo: I feel special
Me: I am glad. Honestly we had a bad day we needed this. So i thought why not ask you out and get to know you while trying to forget this day ever happened
She sipped again then put her glass on the table. She put her shoulders on the table with her hands on her chin. She looked at me seductively
Nomzekelo: Then know me
I chuckled then took my glass and sipped
Me: Just tell me about you
Nomzekelo: Doc you are failing to impress me. I hate that question
Me: you hate that question the same way i hate when someone i like calls me Doc
Her eyes widened
Nomzekelo: So you like me?
Oh shit! Why did i say that?
Me: I am sorry
Nomzekelo: why are you sorry? I like you too
I sipped my wine again
Me: You do?
Nomzekelo: I am very shy person but i made a fool of myself and asked you out when i realised that you are not noticing me at all
Me: I am sorry about that i never thought i would ever go out with a co worker
Nomzekelo: You are a doctor and i am a nurse
Me: But we work in the same hospital
Nomzekelo: They don’t have to know
Okay that kind of set me off. When i date i date you because i could see a future with you. When you want me to be your secret that kind of gives me the idea that you just want fun. I think the question my friend wanted me to ask is really important and i am going to ask it straight up. I will not go around in circles.
Me: And if we get serious? Are you looking for fun or a relationship?
Nomzekelo: i want a relationship but i know a beautiful woman like you cannot be single. I asked you out knowing that you might be dating
Me: Beautiful people are the loneliest people you would be surprised. Anyway you are gorgeous too that proves my point
She smiled and sipped her wine
Nomzekelo: I guess that was me trying to find out if you are dating or not
Me: I am single and ready to mingle
She let out a sigh of relief
Me: I want to ask you something but i don’t know how i am going to ask it
Nomzekelo: i am an open book ask away
Me: Are you bisexual or a lesbian?
Nomzekelo; why do you ask?
Me: If i tell you before i get my answer your answer might be a lie just to make me like you. So answer my question first
If i tell her why i ask she will try to be exactly what i am looking for. I don’t want someone who is going to sacrifice because i know the sacrifice hurt the relationship along the way. Be what i am looking for so that we don’t have problems in the future
Nomzekelo: In high school i dated boys but i wasn’t happy with them. When i got to nursing college that is when i lived my truth and honestly sex with another woman is the best for me so to answer your question i am gay.
Nomzekelo: i guess judging by that smile i passed the test?
Me: I guess you did
Our food came. We thanked the waiter. He walked away
Nomzekelo: See? That tell me about yourself question is not necessary and it is a turn off. Our conversation is flowing and we are slowly starting to get to know each other
Me: What do you know about me so far?
Nomzekelo: You seem like a loyal partner who knows what she is looking for
Nomzekelo: So ready to answer my question?
I smiled at her
I have decided to stop fighting my boyfriend. I mean we are grownups. I cannot fight him because of a pre-cum. What do i tell someone when they ask what we are fighting about? I cannot say that i saw a pre-cum i believe if my boyfriend is doing something behind my back i will find out about it and then hell will break loose. I can see he is trying and i don’t like fighting. I appreciate his efforts but i still think something happened today.
I am done bathing. I went back to the living room. I saw him setting up the dinner table.
Me: First dinner in our new beautiful home.
Nomgcwabe: I know right? And i am excited for our house warming party. You haven’t told me who you are inviting
Me: Not many people just Star and a date of her choosing
Nomgcwabe: She is still single?
Me: Hopefully not for long. Girls love that girl. I have always been the single one
Nomgcwabe: I am glad we found each other
Me: Me too
I kissed him
Nomgcwabe: Let me go get the juice and glasses
Me: Need help
Him: No baby just sit
I smiled then pulled out my chair and sat. I made sure i sat at the head of the table. I hope he doesn’t mind since this house is his. I saw him coming back with a tray with juice and two glasses He put them on the table. We heard the doorbell. He looked at me
Me: That is weird because only you and i know this house. Who could possible that be?
Nomgcwabe: I am as confused as you are baby but i will go check.
He walked to the door. I will dish up for myself. We didn’t invite anyone and i am hungry and tired i don’t have no time for guests. He opened the door. I heard whispering. I tried listening attentively it seems like he doesn’t want them to come in i don’t know why he is whispering. This is the reason i don’t trust him. He just always lies and act like a victim. A partner who wrongs you then when you react they manipulate the situation and make you look like a bad guy is toxic. I love him but he keeps doing this. I am hoping he will grow up and change. I stood up and went to the door. He was blocking the way.
Me: Baby are you letting your friends in or not?
He turned around fast and smiled at me he quickly looked at the couple
Nomgcwabe: Come on in guys! The more the merrier right?
The one who is a bit feminine walked in and smiled at me. I know him because i have seen the pictures. He is Todd
Todd: So this is the famous Nkululo?
Todd: Yeah! He mentioned your name in passing
What the hell is that supposed to mean? Nomgcwabe closed the door. The straight dude looked at me. I think this is Ntsika
Ntsika: Ntsika we have heard a lot about you right baby?
He said looking at his husband who just shrugged his shoulders. I sense some drama tonight. I faked a smile looking at Ntsika
Me: Well i heard nothing about you boys.
Nomgcwabe looked at me giving me the “really” look. I shrugged my shoulders. They both looked at him the same way he looked at me
Me: You came right on time for dinner boys please sit
They looked at each other
Nomgcwabe: Baby can we go get extra plates for the guests?
Me: Of course babe
I know he wants to confront me i mean two plates don’t need a mob to carry them. We got to the kitchen he turned around
Nomgcwabe: You heard nothing about them!?
Me: Nkululo? I heard your name in passing? The fuck is that?
Nomgcwabe: Lower your voice baby!
Me: Prince if there will be drama in this dinner tell me. You know i am gay but i cannot stand gay people because of this bullshit!
Nomgcwabe: There will be no drama baby they are just sarcastic and funny
Me: You know no joke makes me laugh that is why i don’t watch comedy
He swallowed hard
Me: You will find me at the dinner table just pray i don’t stab one of them while you are here looking for plates
His eyes widened i walked out of the kitchen.
Me: Ndehlelwa yintoni ngoku? (The fuck is going on?)