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SANDY NKOSI

I never knew that it was possible to love someone this much I am afraid that my love for Menzi has gotten too deep already in a short period of time. The reason why I have fallen this deep for him is because he brings about different feelings feelings that are foreign to me but at the same time they make me feel good. They give me life they bring me happiness and they put a smile on my face. I have lived in negativity for far too long now that I don't wanna feel that way ever again. I wanna feel differently from how I have been feeling for all these years..

We were sitting on his bed he has an outside room. I'm thankful for that because it would be awkward being inside the house with his mother around while being all lovey dovey... Today he was a bit down which was not like him. He is usually a ball of energy but today he seemed down. Like there was something on his mind..

Me: What's wrong?

He looked at me with his hand glued to my thigh..

Him: There's nothing wrong

Me: Don't lie.. I know that there's something bothering you

He held my hand and kissed it..

Him: You know that I love you right?

I swallowed..

Me: Yes

Him: Noma kwenzakalani ngohlala ngikuthanda (No matter what happens I will always love you)

Me: I know

He exhaled..

Me: What's wrong?

Him: Nex sthandwa sam' (It's nothing my love)

I gave him a weird look..

Him: Ukuthi nje I know you not experienced in dating you might not understand that relationships have problems and challenges. Ang'funi ukuthi masekuba nzima bese uyahamba (I don't want you leaving when the going gets tough)

Me: I'm not going to leave

Him: That's what I want to hear

He laid back on his back and pulled me closer so that I could lie ontop of him. His hands were on my butt..

Him: Does it make you feel uncomfortable?

Me: No

He kissed me and ran his hands under my t-shirt..

Him: Uncomfortable yet?

Me: No

He ran his hands down again and got them inside my shorts. His strong hands were squeezing my butt...

Him: Uncomfortable?

I chuckled..

Me: Not yet

He got me off him and I laid back on the bed then he came ontop of me. I don't know what happened but I had a minor flashback when he was ontop of me. For some reason it took me back it took me back to the past I didn't want to remember...

Him: San San?

I snapped back to reality..

Me: I'm sorry

Him: It's okay.. I'm the one who is sorry

He gave me a very tight hug and kissed me on my forehead...

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ANDRE MARTÍNEZ

When I got home from my meeting with Sabastian I found Modrid packing his things.

Me: Modrid

He didn't say anything

Me: Aren't you overreacting?

Him: I am not overreacting. I'm just saving myself from doing something that I might regret later

Me: What is that?

Him: Killing you

Me: You not going to kill me

Him: I might

Me: Modrid I am your brother!

Him: you're a monster!

Me: I am your brother for heaven's sake! I'm the only family that you have left

Him: I'd rather be alone

Me: Rebecca meant nothing! Her life meant nothing!!! You giving up our brotherhood for her?

He walked up to me and put his hand on my neck. He pushed me back until I was against the wall...

Him: Don't ever talk about her like that or I will kill you!

The anger that I saw in hid eyes was beyond me..

He got his hand off me..

Me: If you were not my little brother I would kill you! But do put your hand on me again and see what happens!

Him: I'm leaving and know that when I walk out of that door I am never coming back here! you are going to be my enemy!! I am going to make you pay in a most cruel way you going to wish that you never messed with me Andre!

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NOMUSA MASANGO

Me: How did you manage to get this?

Rato: I have my ways

Me: Seriously Rato what did you do?

Her: I did the only thing I know how to do best

Me: You slept with him?

Her: How else was I going to score this interview?

Me: Rato...

Her: Go there tomorrow morning and impress

you going to wish that you never messed with me Andre!

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NOMUSA MASANGO

Me: How did you manage to get this?

Rato: I have my ways

Me: Seriously Rato what did you do?

Her: I did the only thing I know how to do best

Me: You slept with him?

Her: How else was I going to score this interview?

Me: Rato...

Her: Go there tomorrow morning and impress I didn't sacrifice myself for you to fail here

Me: I will try my best

Her: If the manager wants you to give up the cookie then do so! Give it up we really need this

Me: I know

Her: Don't disappoint

Rato has somehow scored me a job interview at the hotel were Andre Martínez has shares in. I heard he spends most of his time there so if I'm working there then I get to see him more often. If I see him more often then I don't know maybe he might just give in to Me. After all he is a man and those creatures are predictable..

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ANDRE MARTÍNEZ

SK: Señor calm down

Modrid leaving didn't sit well with me. He left angry and he might not come back. He is the only family that I have left if I lose him too then I don't think I'll be able to function. Make that I've already lost him.. Sk held me back..

SK: Senor

I looked at him..

Him: Calm down.. Hurting yourself won't bring him back

I didn't even realize that I was banging my forehead against the wall until I started bleeding.. When reality of what I was doing kicked in I got a very terrible headache..

SK helped me to sit down..

Me: I can't lose him

Sk: He is just angry Señor let him calm down he will come back

Me: What if he doesn't?

Sk: He will Señor

Me: Did you see how angry he was? He is not coming back.. I lost him forever how will I be able to function without him?

Sk: Modrid is just angry Señor he needs some time to cool down. When his senses come back to him he will also come back home

I cannot lose my brother too..

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SANDY NKOSI

I was in the toilet sitting on the toilet seat and crying my eyes out. What happened in there brought about fear in me fear that Menzi might leave me just because I can't be sexual with him. Why I had that flashback I will never understand this is something that happened long time ago. I didn't think that it was going to catch up with me later on in life. What am I going to do if he leaves me?

I would rather die than to go back to that depressing life again

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