I finished setting the table and he finally swallowed his pride and came down I was humming Westlife's unbreakable...
Him: This love is unbreakable
Each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
I feel that my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby I know why
Us: This love is unbreakable
Through fire and flame
When all this over
Our love still remains
Me: Stop it call please call the boys so we will eat
Him: Aw mama besesikuvuthondaba
Me: Don't worry I'll call them
I tried to go pass him and we blocked each others way I shiftedto the right he did so too I shifted to the left he did so too
Him: Sorry I'll call the boys
Him: I'm sorry I led you on
Him: I can see what you wish right now you wanna be with me and you believe that we might be in love
Me: I'm sorry I shouldn't have said what I said earlier
Him: You were being honest there is nothing wrong with that the only problem is that one of us might get hurt...I'm single for a damn good reason and being with someone right now would be...I don't know
Me: So because I'm married with two kids I'm not good enough for you?
Him: Lulama you are my best friend's wife!
Me: Your best friend led me straight to your arm! You said it yourself that he wants you to take care of me even if it means involving with me!
Him: Trudy this is serious! Don't use your emotions take your time to think it through. Something must be done before you give up your marriage what about your kids? Most especially what about Kwandile? That boy needs you more than his father! Don't let lust control you Trudy this might not be love but lust. I told you the truth because I care about all of you guys. I don't want to wake up one day and realise that I destroyed my best friend's marriage. Maybe he needs serious help! This can't be Lunga mayb...
Me: Shut up
I said politely
Him: What I mean is...
Me: I said shut up!!!
Him: Woman! This is my house! I can speak whenever I want to speak and no one will tell me to shut up! The only one who has to shut the fuck up here is you! Damn it Trudy I'm trying to help here!
Me: I'll call on the boys
I passed him and went to call the boys... We gathered around the dining table and ate...it was very awkward for me I just wish I stayed home if I stayed home with my kids I wouldn't be arguing with a stranger I just knew two minutes ago and discovered that he was sent by my very own husband to twist me. I wouldn't be under so much stress.
Me: Boys finish up we have to be home before 20:00
KK: But mah you said we will sleep over!
Me: I changed my mind boy
KD: Uncle Theo please talk to her
Theo: Don't worry my boy no one is leaving
Me: They're going to school tomorrow
Theo: I'll drive them and don't try to make up a uniform story cause you were planning to sleep over surely you have everything you need
I kept quiet as the boys were celebrating the good news we finished eating and I cleared the table
Theo: Gents! It's Monday tomorrow so let me tuck you in
He held both their hands and they walked up the stairs
KD: Night Mommy
Me: Night baby
KK: Love you mom
Me: Love you too
I went to the kitchen and started washing the dishes I regret coming here with all my heart. What was I thinking kodwa? My parents could kill me if they heard that I'm spending a night at another man's house especially Lunga's friend...
Theo: There is a reason why we have a dish washer
Theo: I understand what you've been going through after your marriage I regret coming here with all my heart. What was I thinking kodwa? My parents could kill me if they heard that I'm spending a night at another man's house especially Lunga's friend...
Theo: There is a reason why we have a dish washer
Theo: I understand what you've been going through after your marriage but I asure you your man loves you
Me: What do you know
Theo: I may not know it all but I would thank the Lord everyday if he could give me a wife like you who would raise my children with so much love and keep my home warm...
My back was facing him as I was washing on the sink I heard him coming closer one tear fell. How I wish this could be Lunga how I wish at least Theo can hold me and wet me with lot of comfort kisses how I wish he would whisper in my ears and tell me everything will be okay... He stood next to me leaned on the kitchen counter
Theo: I can give you everything you want but I'm scared Lulama I don't want any of us to get hurt..No Lulu don't cry
He hugged me from the side
Theo: It's okay I'm here don't cry Nana you hurting my feelings
I busted... I couldn't keep myself together anymore
Theo: Come you need to relax I'll do the dishes
He held me and we went to the lounge. We sat on the couch and I cried on his shoulder... I might have cried until I dozed off because I was woken by wet kisses on my forehead...
Theo: Wake up angel you need to go to bed I would have lifted you but I'm not sure if you would be comfortable with that.
Me: What is the time?
Me: It's late why you never went to bed?
Theo: And leave you here all alone? Never
Me: I'm not a baby
Theo: I don't trust you you were crying yourself to death before you slept who knows what you can do to yourself?
Me: You exaggerating
I tried to sit up straight but he pressed me down as I was laying on his thighs
I couldn't say what I wanted to say he stole a kiss. I was still astonished by his action as he did it again he stared deep in my eyes and I could tell he was imagining the things he would do to me...he leaned on my lips again this time he went on deep kissing them... I wanted to kiss him back but I couldn't...I jumped and excused myself
Me: Umh I need the loo
Him: I didn't think you would pee on your pants because of me
He gave me the I got you look
I excused myself and went to one of the bathrooms downstairs.