Today I'm having a dull day. I'm tired AF probably because I was writing coastal management I can't even rank how much I hate that module. I really have no interest in environmental science and climate change but I'm sure I will obtain at least 50% so that I pass the test.
I'm with Khanyi my study matewe are walking to town…..
Her: I'm gonna ace that test I felt it
This one is a chatterbox she can talk all the way from Scottsville to town with no full stop I actually don't mind her loudness but today I'm annoyed. I think she noticed..
Her: why did you opt for marine biology in the first place when you resent it like this?
She knows how much I hate school we are not friends but we a quite close
Her again: I hope you wrote the correct answers in that test you can't afford to let your studying go down the drain like that… NEVER!!
me: can you shut up!!
Shit I snapped
Her: mxm why are you this grumpy?
Honestly I don't know why I'm feeling like this because this test is the least of my worries right now
Me:I'm sorry oe I'm not feeling well
Seconds later she starts again blabbering about how she nailed the test It took a lot in me not to roll my eyes I let her go on with her talking with me pretending to be listening I zone out till we arrive in town.
Finally we go our separate ways now I'm gonna have a peace of mind.
In situations like this I wish I reside in Durban because there is sea I would have taken my surfboard and headed there.
Now I'm in my room reading THE FAMOUS FIVE until I doze off
I wake sweating yet feeling ice cold I had a bad dream I dreamt about Phila drowning in the sea I usually hear old people saying dreams like that indicates death
Now I'm panicking I can't lose my only sibling
I do breathing exercises until I'm okay I think about the dream I just had…. it's just dream right? sleeping during the day can make one have weird dreams.
I'm with my family in the lounge watching TV when I suddenly feel cold once again
Stepdad:why are you shaking?
Me:ngyagodola (I'm feeling cold)
Phila: aw but the weather is chilly nje
Phila: Oli u ryt?
Oky I'm grumpy once again
Phila: oh nxese (sorry) no need to bit my head of
My skin again
Mom: we have to see the healer
Me: no! I need to see a doctor
Her: you don't need western help
DadPhila and I: what!!!
Mom:you won't understand
I ended up going to the clinic the following day you know how these public clinics are
It's full the nurses with their stinking attitude in the end I finally made it out of that place carrying the skin anointment and flue meds days later I'm feeling better
So today we are at South Beach (Durban) with Khanyi’s friends I don't even like them that much Khanyi has lot of friends they are that typical squads that gossip about one another all the time now they are arguing I don't know who said what about who
Sindi: don't make me angry wena!
Phindi: Aybo uyasatshwoon?
Okay that's my que to leave I take my surfboard and head to the pier I jump off and start doing what I do best.
I was busy enjoying myself when the big wave came through I found myself losing my centre of gravity which led to the Wipeout usually I
can handle wipeouts and reefs but this time I was drowningmy swimming skills have forsaken me. I'm suffocating now so let me just accept my fate at least I will die in my happy place water.