I didn't make bail my lawyer failed me so I have been transferred to maximum prison "Green Point" will be serving 4 years in here Khaya is no where to be found is like he dissapeard on the face of the earth. The first nights here where hell I have been beaten up left and right bullied I have no friends am a loner here how I wish I was home.
We went to take a shower we have to stand in line to take turns this is horrible the lady who is standing behind me is making me uncomfortable she is busy brushing my hair.
Me: do you mind?
Her: so Barbie doll vele sikhuluma nini(when are we going to talk)
Me: I wont talk to you.
Her:ah barbie why mara
As she continues brushing my hair
Me:do you mind
Her: yes I do mind I do mind making love to you.
When it was my turn to get in she whistled I saw the wardner leaving and I knew from then that I will be raped. She hit me with a fist on my nose she made sure she hits me hard so I can't fight back she then held both my hands her grip was strong then she rubbed her clitorious against mine she raped me and left me there helpless. The person who found me was Fifi and Nozi this are the people I got transferred with I explained to them who raped me and it was MaGesh one of the dangerous females in here if I want protection I must be one of Spenza lap dogs.
My family was happy when they found out about the pregnancy and the engagement and I have been happy ever since then she made sure she hits me hard so I can't fight back she then held both my hands her grip was strong then she rubbed her clitorious against mine she raped me and left me there helpless. The person who found me was Fifi and Nozi this are the people I got transferred with I explained to them who raped me and it was MaGesh one of the dangerous females in here if I want protection I must be one of Spenza lap dogs.
My family was happy when they found out about the pregnancy and the engagement and I have been happy ever since then I think its time now Mpilo introduces me to his family and if he doesn't have any he should tell me I don't want to be married to someone I don't know his family I only know his name and surname where else he knows about me and my family.
My bumb is now visible the hormones are crazy not to mention the food and sex cravings we get quickies even in the office his dick game is always on point he never dissapoints.
I still don't believe Bongi is engaged the sad part is finding her is difficult when I call her it will ring unanswered. Zana is in prison she wont sign the divorce papers I don't know why that guy who shot me ran away his nowhere to be found am glad his bullet didn't do anything the pains were unbearable now am healed.
I woke up next to the lady I picked up at some strip club / brothel Yello moon this has been life ever since I pick up girls and sleep with them my mom doesn't know about this infact no one knows what I do behind closed doors
Me:Liya wake up I shook her
Her:come on Mce is still early
Me:no you need to get going.
She stood up and dressed
Her: my money
I took out 2000 and gave it to her.
Me: now get going
Her: see you tonight?
Me: yeah sure.
After she left I prepared myself for work its going to be one busy day.
Bongi and I went out for lunch to this new opened restaurant Swazis she said they make delicious food I don't know its her talking or the hormones am dealing with alot of things she cries for no reason or get angry for no reason I have to be careful of what I say or do to her what I know is sex always makes her happy even if she is tired she gets energy when we do it.
We made our order she looks beautiful pregnancy suit her even when she had gained a bit of weight and complexion.
Her: baby when are you going to introduce me to your family.
I kept quiet this is what I have been avoiding.
Me: babe they don't live around Mpumalanga
Her: are they in Uk
I shook my head no
Me:they somewhere in Gauteng.
Her: so you don't knowthem
Me: I do know them just don't like being around them
Her: is that all?
Her: so I must get married to a man who wont tell me about his family or let me meet them? I must marry you
Me: Bee you wont understand
Her:did you try to make me understand?
Me: ohk they not ...
She started crying and now people are looking at us
Her: there wont be any marriage if you wont introduce me
Me: Baby listen. .
She left in a hurry she didn't even touch her food.
Now I don't know what to do and I don't want to be anywhere near my family and if Bongi behaves like this means she wont marry me she thinks she is not good enough to be introduced.
After what happened in the morning I went to Spenza she was getting a foot massage and smoking
Me: hi Spenza can I talk to you
Her: do we have an appointment
Her: so ufunani yenza i appointment ey Zinhle tell her what she must do
Me: Spenza please don't be like this I was raped ohk MaGesh raped me so i need you to protect me
Her: I heard about that did you report her
Me: you know you can't report this such things here please help me
Her:let me think about it...mara nawe Princess why bo qhoma before bheka nou baku bhebhile (she had sex with you)
I felt ashamed if I have to be her lapdog so should be