Author: Mosidi Ntsuntsha

Secrets We Keep

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Nkosazana 
I was sitting in the lounge watching tv and binging my face with junk food my dad came in poured himself chivas and joined me.
Him: you seem relaxed for someone who is getting married will a wedding dress even fit pointing the bowl of chips. 
Me: yeah I am relaxed and if the dress doesn't fit will find the one that will fit.
Him:Princess talk to me
Me: I wish mom was here to witnesses all this I wis she was here to help me with the wedding. 
Him: I know baby and am sorry she is not here.
Me: its ohk dad guess will have to find a wedding planner 
Him: yeah atleast Mrs Shezi will help you.
Me: yeah hope will agree on one thing.
Him: will it be a bad thing if one of your aunts is here? Let me call Ntombi
Me: no not her I need someone who is sober minded like aunt Busi
Him: hao do you want Ntombi to be on your case for not allowing her to plan the wedding 
Me: ohk lets call both of them . I don't want someone who will be drunk and and talk BS all the time baba.
Him: its your wedding and I think call them to help you no one will feel excluded. I nodded a text came in from Khaya and I smiled like a retard. 
Him: I hope you ended things with Khaya I don't want you to embarrass me.
Me: yes I did and i wont.

My dad never liked Khaya he only tolerate him for my sake I don't know why he never liked him and to even ask him why is something I never did. Am doing all this marriage thing for him .
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Mcedisi 
I didn't see Bongi coming in she must have heard everything and witnessed all the slaps I got. Sihle drops a bombshell then she ran away without even explaining herself damn it that doesn't need explanation she is pregnant. I ran after Bongi I don't know what she is going to do when she found Sihle 
Me: Bongi wait
Her: fuck you ohk 
She ran to her car I stood infront of it.
Me: Bongi phuma lets talk please 
She reversed and almost ran me over with her car.
I had to follow her I don't know where she is going but I have to find her before she kills Sihle with her body spray.

I saw her car and I quickly caught up with her. So this is what R Kelly ment when he said "when a woman is fed up and theres nothing you can do about it". I have never seen Bongi this mad and driving the way she did. I saw that she is taking the direction home I exhaled what a relief. 
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Sihle 
I was so mad at Mce those slaps were nothing.If I had so much power in me I would even cut his balls off. Bongi came in she heard everything thats why I ran away I don't want to be the mistress that got beaten by a wife she looked so scary and I saw she was following me I had to hide myself with cars at the packing lot if she found me Lord knows that I was going to do I got at my room breathing heavily. 
Lu: eh babes keng(whats wrong )
Me: give me water first and I will tell you. I took my shoes off she came with water and I explained everything that has occurred. 
Her: yoh girl you so brave to hit a man like that you lucky he didn't do anything to you. 
Me: yeah I am. 
Her: kanti who is the father vele 
Me: Kyle Matthews 
She covered her mouth
Her: girl you been sleepin with the lecturer what the hell.
Me: don't judge me
Her: don't what? Babe I wont judge you what will happen if the truth comes out you know his gonna kill you.
Me: I know ohk right now I need someone to support me and the baby.
Her: this situation is going south am telling you.
I just covered my face and cried. 
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Bongi 
When I left my plan was to find the Sihle girl she had to tell me whats going on. Mcedisi is really a scumbag I should have ran him over what kind of a man is he? His no man his a pig a filthy pig. I was driving with tears in my eyes which made me see blury if I get an accident I hope to die this pain his giving me is too much for one person to handle. "The people are talking the people are saying you been playing with my heart like a grand piano " those lyrics played in my head I screamed so loud i should have stayed at home but am addicted to him and the pain he brings "so play on play on play on"

I reached my destination and hurried to get my bags I never unpacked them am leaving him am so done with him. All the shit his being doing they coming out one by one I couldn't control my tears just as I was about to leave he came in.
Him: Bongi am sorry 
Me: thats all you have been saying my voice wad breaking
Him: I know and am sorry 
Me: please let me leave 
Him: no don't leave me
He came closer I took the frying pan 
Me:come any closer Mcedisi I swear I will rearrange your face.
He came closer 
Me: am warning you.
He came closer I tried to use it he held both my hands I was so weak never had any power in me he held me in his arms and I cried so hard .

Nkosazana 
I was sitting in the lounge watching tv and binging my face with junk food my dad came in poured himself chivas and joined me.
Him: you seem relaxed for someone who is getting married will a wedding dress even fit pointing the bowl of chips. 
Me: yeah I am relaxed and if the dress doesn't fit will find the one that will fit.
Him:Princess talk to me
Me: I wish mom was here to witnesses all this I wis she was here to help me with the wedding. 
Him: I know baby and am sorry she is not here.
Me: its ohk dad guess will have to find a wedding planner 
Him: yeah atleast Mrs Shezi will help you.
Me: yeah hope will agree on one thing.
Him: will it be a bad thing if one of your aunts is here? Let me call Ntombi
Me: no not her I need someone who is sober minded like aunt Busi
Him: hao do you want Ntombi to be on your case for not allowing her to plan the wedding 
Me: ohk lets call both of them . I don't want someone who will be drunk and and talk BS all the time baba.
Him: its your wedding and I think call them to help you no one will feel excluded. I nodded a text came in from Khaya and I smiled like a retard. 
Him: I hope you ended things with Khaya I don't want you to embarrass me.
Me: yes I did and i wont.

My dad never liked Khaya he only tolerate him for my sake I don't know why he never liked him and to even ask him why is something I never did. Am doing all this marriage thing for him .
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Mcedisi 
I didn't see Bongi coming in she must have heard everything and witnessed all the slaps I got. Sihle drops a bombshell then she ran away without even explaining herself damn it that doesn't need explanation she is pregnant. I ran after Bongi I don't know what she is going to do when she found Sihle 
Me: Bongi wait
Her: fuck you ohk 
She ran to her car I stood infront of it.
Me: Bongi phuma lets talk please 
She reversed and almost ran me over with her car.
I had to follow her I don't know where she is going but I have to find her before she kills Sihle with her body spray.

I saw her car and I quickly caught up with her. So this is what R Kelly ment when he said "when a woman is fed up and theres nothing you can do about it". I have never seen Bongi this mad and driving the way she did. I saw that she is taking the direction home I exhaled what a relief. 
.
.
.

Sihle 
I was so mad at Mce those slaps were nothing.If I had so much power in me I would even cut his balls off. Bongi came in she heard everything thats why I ran away I don't want to be the mistress that got beaten by a wife she looked so scary and I saw she was following me I had to hide myself with cars at the packing lot if she found me Lord knows that I was going to do I got at my room breathing heavily. 
Lu: eh babes keng(whats wrong )
Me: give me water first and I will tell you. I took my shoes off she came with water and I explained everything that has occurred. 
Her: yoh girl you so brave to hit a man like that you lucky he didn't do anything to you. 
Me: yeah I am. 
Her: kanti who is the father vele 
Me: Kyle Matthews 
She covered her mouth
Her: girl you been sleepin with the lecturer what the hell.
Me: don't judge me
Her: don't what? Babe I wont judge you what will happen if the truth comes out you know his gonna kill you.
Me: I know ohk right now I need someone to support me and the baby.
Her: this situation is going south am telling you.
I just covered my face and cried. 
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Bongi 
When I left my plan was to find the Sihle girl she had to tell me whats going on. Mcedisi is really a scumbag I should have ran him over what kind of a man is he? His no man his a pig a filthy pig. I was driving with tears in my eyes which made me see blury if I get an accident I hope to die this pain his giving me is too much for one person to handle. "The people are talking the people are saying you been playing with my heart like a grand piano " those lyrics played in my head I screamed so loud i should have stayed at home but am addicted to him and the pain he brings "so play on play on play on"

I reached my destination and hurried to get my bags I never unpacked them am leaving him am so done with him. All the shit his being doing they coming out one by one I couldn't control my tears just as I was about to leave he came in.
Him: Bongi am sorry 
Me: thats all you have been saying my voice wad breaking
Him: I know and am sorry 
Me: please let me leave 
Him: no don't leave me
He came closer I took the frying pan 
Me:come any closer Mcedisi I swear I will rearrange your face.
He came closer 
Me: am warning you.
He came closer I tried to use it he held both my hands I was so weak never had any power in me he held me in his arms and I cried so hard .

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