Author: Mosidi Ntsuntsha

Secrets We Keep

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Bongi 
I was sitting in my bedroom listening to Adele make you feel my love part of me wants to stay home and start afresh the other part want to go back to the Vaal I miss Mcedisi so much being away from him hurts and being around him also hurts. The song was just not doing any justice to my emotions

"I go hungry I'll go black and blue
I will crawl down the earth for you though there's nothing that I wouldn't do to make you feel my love". Thandi walked in and sat next to we were quite for a while just listing to Adele.
Her: Adele makes you relate to her music even when you not having any heartbreak ne.
Me: yes she does her music is too good. We kept quiet again I felt Thandi's hand touching my hand .
Her: mnaketfu please talk to me tell me why you left. I looked at her trying to come with a convincing lie. This secret is heavy and I was planning to die with it.
Her: I know its hard for you to talk about it but I need you to trust me and I swear on my parents grave I wont tell anyone. Thandi is trustworthy we have been close as kids and she has never stabbed me in the back so if I tell her this atleast I would have taken out the pain am carrying.
Me: mnaketfu I don't know how you will feel about this maybe it will change how you look at me but promise me this you wont say anything.
Her: I promise. 
Me: i found out I was pregnant I told my baby daddy he said he wasn't ready to be a father and he told me to abort. He said that his mother wont acknowledge my child since we not married so I went ahead with what he told me he convinced me I didn't even get a chance to tell him how i feel about this whole thing and honestly I was scared also how was I going to tell mama and baba about it? I was young and easily gullible running away was my only option I couldn't stand to carry on with such guilt in me I had to be with someone who helped me to sin.
I was crying while saying this she gave me a hug 
Her:shhh I figured that out but I was never sure I found you sheet with blood and I knew it was not a normal period. Am sorry you had to go through all this alone am really sorry.
We cried together she rocked me to sleep see Thandi has always been good with comforting people and she always had the right words to say.
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Sihle
I got to my room angry as hell Mce had no right to dismiss me like that no one has ever done that to me not even my mother it did hurt we had such a good time then this women comes and ruined everything. I sat down and my phone ringed I ignored the call didn't check who it was. I felt something moving inside of me and it scared me what was that I put my hand on my stomach it moved again it was just a little movement I felt "chomi o spat "(friend you pregnant ) Luyanda's words came back I felt a lump building in my throat I have to buy the home test.
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Mcedisi 
I am a little excited that Bongi will be home this house is boring when she is not around but I don't understand why her gym instructor came to my house I find it disrespectful you can't walk into another man's house and ask for her women. I have other things to attend to how do I marry someone I don't know how will I explain that to Sihle never mind Bongi she is a big girl she will handle the pain but Sihle wont. If I take the offer what about MB ads that company is my baby its not growing the way I have anticipated but I wouldn't trade it for anything on the other hand running a multimillion rand company its a big deal shit I don't know what to do am confused as hell maybe I should meet up with this Nkosazana girl first see if I will like her.
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Bongi

I woke up around half past six and Thandi was still sleeping I did my hygiene cleaned then made a full English breakfast in the middle of it I got a call from Ike.
Me: hey Ike 
Him: Hey Bee how did you sleep 
Me: Like a baby thank you
Him: can I pick you up tomorrow at Johannesburg when you get back please 
Me: Ike i don't know doesn't sound like a good idea 
Him: please I just want to make up for that time I still feel bad about it. 
Me :Ike...
Him: I promise I wont do anything but to take you home 
Me: ohk good he hanged up. 
I wish Mcedisi would be the one who will come pick me up but my boyfriend never had time for me. After doing breakfast I changed my clothes dressed in a baby blue summer dress and sandals I looked good in it mom and Thandi came in
Mom: yohh Bongiwe it smells divine in here yoh baby.
Thandi: it sure does since when you know how to cook?
We all burst into laughter it sure felt good being home.
Me: lets eat guys so we can fetch Baba at the hospital we don't want him to get worried that we not picking him up. My dad is being discharged his health its better now.

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Bongi 
I was sitting in my bedroom listening to Adele make you feel my love part of me wants to stay home and start afresh the other part want to go back to the Vaal I miss Mcedisi so much being away from him hurts and being around him also hurts. The song was just not doing any justice to my emotions

"I go hungry I'll go black and blue
I will crawl down the earth for you though there's nothing that I wouldn't do to make you feel my love". Thandi walked in and sat next to we were quite for a while just listing to Adele.
Her: Adele makes you relate to her music even when you not having any heartbreak ne.
Me: yes she does her music is too good. We kept quiet again I felt Thandi's hand touching my hand .
Her: mnaketfu please talk to me tell me why you left. I looked at her trying to come with a convincing lie. This secret is heavy and I was planning to die with it.
Her: I know its hard for you to talk about it but I need you to trust me and I swear on my parents grave I wont tell anyone. Thandi is trustworthy we have been close as kids and she has never stabbed me in the back so if I tell her this atleast I would have taken out the pain am carrying.
Me: mnaketfu I don't know how you will feel about this maybe it will change how you look at me but promise me this you wont say anything.
Her: I promise. 
Me: i found out I was pregnant I told my baby daddy he said he wasn't ready to be a father and he told me to abort. He said that his mother wont acknowledge my child since we not married so I went ahead with what he told me he convinced me I didn't even get a chance to tell him how i feel about this whole thing and honestly I was scared also how was I going to tell mama and baba about it? I was young and easily gullible running away was my only option I couldn't stand to carry on with such guilt in me I had to be with someone who helped me to sin.
I was crying while saying this she gave me a hug 
Her:shhh I figured that out but I was never sure I found you sheet with blood and I knew it was not a normal period. Am sorry you had to go through all this alone am really sorry.
We cried together she rocked me to sleep see Thandi has always been good with comforting people and she always had the right words to say.
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Sihle
I got to my room angry as hell Mce had no right to dismiss me like that no one has ever done that to me not even my mother it did hurt we had such a good time then this women comes and ruined everything. I sat down and my phone ringed I ignored the call didn't check who it was. I felt something moving inside of me and it scared me what was that I put my hand on my stomach it moved again it was just a little movement I felt "chomi o spat "(friend you pregnant ) Luyanda's words came back I felt a lump building in my throat I have to buy the home test.
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Mcedisi 
I am a little excited that Bongi will be home this house is boring when she is not around but I don't understand why her gym instructor came to my house I find it disrespectful you can't walk into another man's house and ask for her women. I have other things to attend to how do I marry someone I don't know how will I explain that to Sihle never mind Bongi she is a big girl she will handle the pain but Sihle wont. If I take the offer what about MB ads that company is my baby its not growing the way I have anticipated but I wouldn't trade it for anything on the other hand running a multimillion rand company its a big deal shit I don't know what to do am confused as hell maybe I should meet up with this Nkosazana girl first see if I will like her.
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Bongi

I woke up around half past six and Thandi was still sleeping I did my hygiene cleaned then made a full English breakfast in the middle of it I got a call from Ike.
Me: hey Ike 
Him: Hey Bee how did you sleep 
Me: Like a baby thank you
Him: can I pick you up tomorrow at Johannesburg when you get back please 
Me: Ike i don't know doesn't sound like a good idea 
Him: please I just want to make up for that time I still feel bad about it. 
Me :Ike...
Him: I promise I wont do anything but to take you home 
Me: ohk good he hanged up. 
I wish Mcedisi would be the one who will come pick me up but my boyfriend never had time for me. After doing breakfast I changed my clothes dressed in a baby blue summer dress and sandals I looked good in it mom and Thandi came in
Mom: yohh Bongiwe it smells divine in here yoh baby.
Thandi: it sure does since when you know how to cook?
We all burst into laughter it sure felt good being home.
Me: lets eat guys so we can fetch Baba at the hospital we don't want him to get worried that we not picking him up. My dad is being discharged his health its better now.

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TD 2019-02-22 14:46:30

Geez! This's so exasparating,wht's with de repetition of inserts kante?!