Thando We all standing by her bed side talking and laughing mostly the person who was making jokes was mom I wonder how she managed to forgive her and not even in one day have I heard her talking about the past. She often says"never dwell in the past it has nothing new to tell you. Focus on the present and the future " she is one strong and humble person Olwethu takes after her and I admire them. Makhulu : its nice to see you all here it gives me great happiness. You all look beautiful just like the angels. Family is beautiful and I was too blind to see it. Dad: indeed family is beautiful and everything makhulu. Her: Khutso my child am sorry for everything that has happened in the past. I thought am a good mother turned that my ways of protecting Banzi was destroying him. I don't know how to undo the past can you forgive me? Can you all forgive me for my past. We told her that we forgive her she then asked dad to read Psalm124: 123 prayer for mercy" lord I look up to you up in heaven where you rule as a servent depends on his master and as a maid depends on her mistress so we will keep looking to you Lord our God until you have mercy on us. Me: you sound like you dying makhulu Her: I wont die now you know am a strong person Lord will have mercy on me and heal me. . . . Vusi I felt so bad for what I did guilt was washing all over my body what if Christy pulls another stunt and this time I will lose Olwethu for good. I kept on calling her she wasn't picking up I don't know how many voicemails I left on her phone all messages I kept on apologising for my stupidity. I wish she can get back to me so that I can tell the side of my story and knowing her she will judge and come with the conclusion before she hears what I have to say. . . . Olwethu We were all just having a good time it looked like we were not in hospital my phone kept vibrating but am not taking any calls this is time for family. My mother kept making sounds like she is pain. I looked at her and she will smile at me like theres nothing wrong. She screamed so loud. Dad: MaRadu are you ohk Her: no I think the baby is on the way Him: how you only due in the next two months Her: call the doctor please. I ran to ask for help the doctor rushed with her to theater looks like she is giving birth. We went back to Makhulu she smiled at us . Her: tell your mother to name the child Nkanyezi she has bought the light in the house the will be more bright in the house and in your future. Nkanyezi has made lite my way and I can feel that Lord has forgiven me and am healed in Jesus name. Me: makhulu what... She had another episode of epilepsy the doctors came in we waited outside moments later the doctors came back and told us that she is nomore. I didn't think I will cry or feel pain but I did she was my grandmother after all we were shattered. Dad came told us mom has given birth to another set of twins which are boys. They named them Nkanyezi and Khanya. . .