Jerome We did talk to the head master about the pimp my uniform thing he agreed to it today we pimping our uniform its going to be crazy at school I did my hygiene then left fir school Lerato was still sleeping. On my way to school met up with Olwethu she looked so fine on the pimped uniform she came to me and hugged me didn't expect that thought will get a fist bump. Her: hello boyfriend Me:hey you look good Her : thank you We walked in silence she seemed to be in a good mood she kept smilling to herself Me: what with the smile Her:nothing its nothing Me: oh ohk but you lying to me Her: no its nothing serious just that you. . Me: I do what Her: never mind will tell you some day. . . Thando In class I couldn't focus just kept thinking about Pule am spending the entire weekend with him starting today his parents are leaving so it will be me and him having some good time. After school am going to the mall to buy me some sexy night dress can't be sleeping with my pj no I want to look good for him. Teacher: Thando read for us Me: which page are we reading Him: page 20 you day dreaming I can see. The class laughed Me:sorry sir. I must have been really out of class not to hear what the teacher is saying to me. . . Vusi Working as the specialist is alot of work you do not get time to relax to yourself or go out that much the little time I get I make sure I use it.I have feelings for Olwethu yes she is a kid I get that but you know the heart wants what it wants. I have been through the same situation as her before my dad ill treated me he was very abusive it got to a point where he would do horrible things to me he raped me countless times and did that also to my mother he would force my mom to watch while he enjoys himself with me my mom couldn't take it anymore she killed my father lets say I also had a hand in it he was a monster didn't deserve to live. My mom didn't survive prison so she died I did my time at juvenile prison then worked as a general assistant at Shezi technologies till I had the right qualifications I worked very hard. My name is Vusi Radebe am 28 years old. . . . Pule After classes I went to see my mother I didn't call her when I got to her house she was sleeping she didn't even here me when I got in the house was a mess I cleaned it made everything look neat checked the fridge it was empty. She doesn't even have food she eats beer the whole time. I went to the tuck shop bought bread eggs and a small cooking oil she was still sleeping. It breaks my heart seeing her like this I don't know what happened to her that she has to drink like this I made food for us and woke her up. Her: khaya? Me:ke Pule mama Her : oh my son She hugged me the beer smell yerr. Me: heres your food Her: thank you She ate like she is having her last meal I watched her as she eat tears were burning my eyes I wish my mother can stop the alcohol and start her life afresh. Me: any news on Khaya Her: no I doubt they will find him or if his still alive . Me: when last did you eat. Her: I cant remember. Hows school and Mami Me: all good they going on a holiday Her: good am happy for you. Hows Limpho I told her everything she seemed to be happy for us. .