Thando I showed makhulu the letter she said she understands why I failed and she will go to school and talk to my teacher. Looks like I dropped the ball am angry at myself Olwethu cannot be better than me. Makhulu : Olwethu has pulled up her socks you do it too Me: she cheated makhulu Her: i doubt she did she is not that stupid books before boys think you should apply that rule also. Me: so you now have a problem with Pule Her: not at all sisi my problem is when yo fail remember next year you doing matric and after you going to medical school Me: I know hey and don't tell tata about my marks Her: even if he knows he has no say in your life. Now go make me some tea and check if Olwethu is done cooking. . . Jerome When I got back from school found my girlfriend Lerato she didn't tell me that she is coming now imagine if I came with a girl home how would that be. She has the keys to my room I gave her the keys just to stop her from being insecure. Me: hey babe what you doing here Her:to surprise you She came and kissed me the kiss got heated up I tried to go further she stoped me. Her: no wait a minute Me: ah you can't leave me like this bheka ngi njani (look at me) showing her my bulge Her : you will live babe. I kissed her again got between her legs. Her:Jerome wait Me:ohk yini ke?(what's wrong) Her: if you going to be like this maybe I should go to my moms Me: ohk talk to me Her: saw the post on Facebook and your comment who is she? Me: just a friend Her: you never had a female friend before why now. Me: I feel sorry for her she is being bullied at school Her: so now you her saviour? You will be feeling sorry for her when she is on your bed like Thuli Me: it was a mistake and I apologised about it right? Her: feeling sorry for her and Lindi and Liya want me to go on Me: ohk if it will make you happy will cut the friendship then. Lerato is very insecure if she doesn't get me on my phone she calls everyone then throws the cheating shit on my face. Its hard keeping her happy when she is like this I mean she stays at res what if she is also cheating on me? . . Olwethu Vusi came and picked me up we had the same matching colours all black my hair is short I don't like these weaves and what not girls put on their heads. I don't even apply makeup am just as natural as you can imagine. We went to MacDs got the big Macs and cold drinks we had a chat just talking about random stuff school and work. Vusi is very handsome and I know why Thando always acts like a little hoe around him pulling her skirt up showing cleavage or not wearing decent when his around his that hunk who seduce you with his words every lie he can tell you will believe it his monied works for the Shezi technologies as the IT specialist don't know if he has a girlfriend or not his house its like paradise been there before. Him: its school night come lets go before makhulu spits venom Me: you know her too well Him: if I could take you and stay with me I bet she wont mind Me: my dad will besides am too young to be living with older men. Him : am in my late twenties hao nana. Me: still my home can be toxic but I love it there and I do love my family Him: surprised you never thought of suicide I would have long done it. I kept quiet cause I have thought of that alot of times but never had the courage to do it. My life is no fun most times am depressed and to avoid it I just throw fists my punching bag in the garage thats how I take out my pain first I used to slit my wrist. We drove home in silence listening to J Cole album. My mind was far I was just thinking about what he said me living with him and if my mom was around I would not feel this way. . .