I could still remember it clearly his smell his touch his rough hands but the most important thing I couldn't remember was his face. I begged the guy to stop hurting me I was not a virgin I knew everything about sex the least he could have done was to wait for me to get wet first before he can penetrate me he forced himself on me I cried but it was meaningless my cries were replaced with his hand covering my mouth so my screams couldn't be heard as he violently pounded me.
It happened a year ago but It clear as a white cat on burnt grass. I was at a party my sister's friend hosted. Getting raped was not something I ever wanted I had dreams I wanted to be one of the most successful young businesswomen in our country before I can fall pregnant. Getting raped is one thing that made me see myself as low I felt like I was just a good for nothing girl.
All it did to me was to make me feel myself as dirty I thought no man was ever gonna fall in love with me. What kind of a man would fall in love with a girl who was raped that was the question I always asked myself before I met Rane on the streets the day I found my beautiful young princess.
Next thing I find myself in front of a gate of the house where Kgatlego had asked me to meet him. I looked around and this big car stopped in front of me I might not be that good with cars but I knew that it was called a Fortuner. I couldn't believe the person who was driving it. After a few months he now drives a car an expensive car at that matter. He slid the window down and asked me to hop in the car and I did. He pressed the remote and the gate opened then he drove in. Could this be his house or what. He led me into the house and offered me something to drink but I declined an expensive car at that matter. He slid the window down and asked me to hop in the car and I did. He pressed the remote and the gate opened then he drove in. Could this be his house or what. He led me into the house and offered me something to drink but I declined I am not here to eat nor drink. I only have one purpose of being here and nothing more.
"So what is so important that couldn't wait?"
He finally asks after getting himself a drink and sat down. I do not waste my time by beating around the bushes so I am just get straight to the point.
"Where did you get the video?"
He asked calm. I can not believe that I have once dated a man like him a man who had a video of me being molested and kept it without saying a word to anyone. The video would have been of a lot of help back then when I opened a case but this stupid man decided to keep it for his own reasons.
"The video you sent to me on Facebook."
I say with a raised eyebrow.
"Oh that video."
"Yes that video. Where did you get it?"
"I never reveal my sources."
I chuckled he must be kidding me. So he got this video from someone else is this video viral or what.
"When did your so call 'source' send it to you?"
"Why are you so suddenly interested in it I mean you have agreed to marry the same person who raped you."
"Just answer what I have asked you."
He stands up and place his glass on the coffee table then make his way to me. His facial expression has changed to one I do not understand. He place his hand on my cheek while he kneels down to his one knee. I do not feel anything for him so his touch does nothing to me.
"So it is like that? I only answer to you?"
He says in a low voice while looking deep into my eyes. If I was not out of love for him I would have feasted on his lips right now coz he looks so handsome and innocent you wouldn't even tell that he is same the guy who took a video of me having sex with him... Wait a minute if he was able to take a video of us having sex does this mean that he was the one who to this video I mean he is good at this he only messes up when the whole thing is done.
I harshly remove his hand from my cheek as tears make their way down out of my eyes. Does he hate me this much to want to have a video of me having sex or being molested. What does he really what from this videos he must have an agenda onto why he recorded me.
"What's wrong now?"
He asks looking concern. So my tears gets to him but my screams doesn't. The video showed exactly what happened from the beginning till the end. He knew that something like this was going to happen he knew that I was going to get raped that's why he has the whole video. I never thought such animals like him existed.
"It was you."
He looked at me puzzled. I wanted to get out of his sight but I can't he has to give me all the answers I need.
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