part 6 the blessed soul c3

. # THREE_MONTHS_LATER . I was getting discharged today. I was going home. Home? Which home? I didn't have a home I didn't have a family. A part of me was so happy that I was leaving the hospital but my other part was sad coz I had no home. At least something good was happening in my life. Thato was in jail. I packed my bag. My legs were better now and I was able to walk but not long distances. I still felt little pain in my thighs. My wounds were better now but I still had stitches. As I was packing my bag MJ and his mom came in. . Ma- Hello Tlhogi Tlhogi- Hi Ma MJ- Baby Tlhogi- Hi . He hugged me from behind and kissed my neck. I got embarassed coz his mom was looking at us. I tried to stop MJ .. MJ- Ke eng? Tlhogi- Behave MJ- Are you ready to go home? Tlhogi- Home? Ma- Yes home Tlhogi- I don't have a home Ma Ma- Nonsense. You should know that our home is your home too Tlhogi- ... MJ- Relax. We're moving in our new house Tlhogi- Okay MJ- Where's the little angel? Tlhogi- She's with the doctor Ma- I'm sure she's a big girl now Tlhogi- She's much better Ma- You don't have to worry. I know all about children. I'll help you Tlhogi- Kea leboga Ma (thanks) Ma- You're welcome baby . The doctor came in with Fifi. Ma took her . Doc- I hope you're ready to go. It must be exciting Tlhogi- I'm so happy Doc- The baby pulled through. You're very lucky Tlhogi- She's strong Doc- I'll give you a list of the things you should give her so that you can lessen the chances of her getting sick Tlhogi- Thanks doc Doc- Make sure that you keep those wounds out of cold. You need to heal Tlhogi- I understand Doc- I'll give you your medication. Take care Tlhogi- Thanks . He left. . MJ- Can I hold her? Ma- Of course MJ- But I don't know how to hold her Tlhogi- Just make sure that you balance her head. Don't let it dangle MJ- Okay . He took her into his arms. It was so cute . MJ- Wow I just held my daughter for the first time Tlhogi- You look cute with her MJ- It's an amazing feeling Tlhogi- I should capture this moment . I took my phone and took them a pic I finished packing my bag then we drove to our new house. It was beautiful. MJ took the bag to our bedroom. I sat on the couch while holding Fifi .. Ma- I'll go prepare something to eat MJ- Umm there's nothing in the fridge. I didn't get time to buy groceries Ma- MJ MJ- I'll go buy takeaways Ma- You're wasting money MJ- Just for today. I'll buy groceries tomorrow Ma- Okay MJ- Baby I'll be back just now Tlhogi- Okay . He left and Ma sat next to me . Ma- How are you feeling? Tlhogi- (Shrugs) Ma- You don't have to feel alone. We're here for you. MJ loves you so much so you don't have to stress yourself. I'll always be here for you when you need me Tlhogi- I can't believe that I don't have a family Ma- We're your family Tlhogi- Not my real family Ma- Don't stress yourself that much. Focus on your bundle of joy Tlhogi- Ma- MJ is your man. Don't ever forget that Tlhogi- Ma what will happen if he finds another girl and leaves me? Ma- He won't Tlhogi- What if? Ma- I'll always be by your side Tlhogi- Fifi is the only person I can call my blood Ma- You'll get sick if you think about this too much. You're like my daughter and you're a good person. I won't forsake you. I promise my daughter Tlhogi- That means a lot to me

Ma Ma- Nonsense. You should know that our home is your home too Tlhogi- ... MJ- Relax. We're moving in our new house Tlhogi- Okay MJ- Where's the little angel? Tlhogi- She's with the doctor Ma- I'm sure she's a big girl now Tlhogi- She's much better Ma- You don't have to worry. I know all about children. I'll help you Tlhogi- Kea leboga Ma (thanks) Ma- You're welcome baby . The doctor came in with Fifi. Ma took her . Doc- I hope you're ready to go. It must be exciting Tlhogi- I'm so happy Doc- The baby pulled through. You're very lucky Tlhogi- She's strong Doc- I'll give you a list of the things you should give her so that you can lessen the chances of her getting sick Tlhogi- Thanks doc Doc- Make sure that you keep those wounds out of cold. You need to heal Tlhogi- I understand Doc- I'll give you your medication. Take care Tlhogi- Thanks . He left. . MJ- Can I hold her? Ma- Of course MJ- But I don't know how to hold her Tlhogi- Just make sure that you balance her head. Don't let it dangle MJ- Okay . He took her into his arms. It was so cute . MJ- Wow I just held my daughter for the first time Tlhogi- You look cute with her MJ- It's an amazing feeling Tlhogi- I should capture this moment . I took my phone and took them a pic I finished packing my bag then we drove to our new house. It was beautiful. MJ took the bag to our bedroom. I sat on the couch while holding Fifi .. Ma- I'll go prepare something to eat MJ- Umm there's nothing in the fridge. I didn't get time to buy groceries Ma- MJ MJ- I'll go buy takeaways Ma- You're wasting money MJ- Just for today. I'll buy groceries tomorrow Ma- Okay MJ- Baby I'll be back just now Tlhogi- Okay . He left and Ma sat next to me . Ma- How are you feeling? Tlhogi- (Shrugs) Ma- You don't have to feel alone. We're here for you. MJ loves you so much so you don't have to stress yourself. I'll always be here for you when you need me Tlhogi- I can't believe that I don't have a family Ma- We're your family Tlhogi- Not my real family Ma- Don't stress yourself that much. Focus on your bundle of joy Tlhogi- Ma- MJ is your man. Don't ever forget that Tlhogi- Ma what will happen if he finds another girl and leaves me? Ma- He won't Tlhogi- What if? Ma- I'll always be by your side Tlhogi- Fifi is the only person I can call my blood Ma- You'll get sick if you think about this too much. You're like my daughter and you're a good person. I won't forsake you. I promise my daughter Tlhogi- That means a lot to me Ma Ma- You're welcome. Both you and Fifi. Don't worry Tlhogi- ... Ma- Don't cry. Let me get you a glass of water . She went to the tap and got me water. MJ later came back with the food. I put Fifi in her room and we ate. Ma left two hours later and she said that she was gonna move in with us temporarily coz I needed help with the baby. I went to shower while MJ was still making the room comfortable for me. I got into my nightwear and went to the bedroom. It was so warm . Tlhogi- Oh it's so warm MJ- This is officially our bedroom Tlhogi- It feels great MJ- Come here . I went closer to him and he put his hands on my figure . MJ- I need you to feel free. This is your home Tlhogi- (nodding) MJ- Feel free to do whatever it is that you want. No one is gonna complain Tlhogi- Thank you MJ- Good . He kissed my cheek and we got under the covers. . Tlhogi- My legs are killing me MJ- Don't strain them too much Tlhogi- You think I'll hear Fifi when she cries? MJ- Yeah she's in the next room Tlhogi- I feel like I'm in a new world MJ- Our own world Tlhogi- I can't believe my parents dumped me. Why did they have to do that? Was I a mistake? Maybe they didn't plan plan so they decided to dump me MJ- You can never know Tlhogi- I wanna know MJ- Maybe they had their reasons Tlhogi- I wanna know those reasons MJ- Maybe you're not supposed to know those reasons Tlhogi- I wasn't plan that's why they put in in a rubbish bin MJ- Maybe your parents died and then you were sent to orphanage home Tlhogi- Oh so make me understand something. They died and I was thrown in a rubbish bin or I was thrown in a rubbish bin before they died? MJ- Don't think about those things Tlhogi- Was I that bad that they couldn't handle me? MJ- ... Tlhogi- I'm not good enough MJ- That's nonsense. You're more than good enough. If they really dumped you then it's their loss. I'm looking at a future doctor and they've lost a beautiful smart dedicated woman. They don't deserve you Tlhogi- They should have at least given me a chance MJ- Maybe Gladys lied. Maybe the circumstances were different. You never know Tlhogi- I have no one. What if you leave me? Where will I go? MJ- I won't leave you Tlhogi- You never know what's gonna happen tomorrow. You might have a change of heart MJ- That will never never happen. I love you Tlhogi- I love you too (crying) MJ- Don't cry coz you're not alone. You're my responsibility. I care a lot about you and I'm grateful for the gift that you've given me. Our little angel. She's so special to me and thank you for being strong for her. I'll never love anyone like I love you. Don't be sceptical of my love for you. I love you with everything I've got and don't ever wake up in the morning to forget that. You're my princess . Tears were flowing through my eyes and he gave me a tissue and I wiped them. . MJ- Let's sleep. Tomorrow is gonna be a better day Tlhogi- Okay . I got under the covers and he cuddled me. His scent... My Lord


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