part 4 Confession of a woman

I woke up Monday morning so tired as hell.Abby and I went for games the previous day.I dragged my feet to the bathroom. Showered and did all the necessities and walked down all ready. Me: And then? Mom: Am leaving Me: Wow Mom: What? Me: Nothing. It was good having you here. Mom: don't make that face Me: Whatever mom Honestly I wished I had someone to live with here.staying alone I might even end up committing suicide if I ever go on a rough patch.I just wanted to cry. I helped her with the luggage. We hugged and she drove off..I followed after her.Abby called me Me: Hey Abby: You okay? Me: Yeah am fine Abby: You sound down.am at the salon waiting for you Me: Am coming I had just lost all the happiness in me.I arrived and he was really there.we hugged Abby: Have you been crying? Me: Yes..as I led the way in Abby: Seriously? Me: Yes!..morning guys Staff: Morning ma'am We got in my office. Abby: That is a bit childish don't you think Me: No.you're living with your parents you wouldn't understand Abby: What does that have to do with anything? Me: You have no idea what it's like to be lonely Abby: The last time I checked you needed your own space Me: Yes but I need someone around the house Abby: Get a maid Me: This is fucked up He just stared at me with his hands on his pockets.all the time I've been tidying up moving up and down then seeing his reaction I stopped and sighed heavily Me: Am sorry it came out wrong Abby: Why is it even on your vocabulary? Me: I don't know it just came...am sorry okay Abby: There is a meeting I need to go to..he walked to the door Me: Breakfast?Abby! Gone!...this is really fucked up.I sat down and went through my emails.Grace came in Me: You're late Grace: no you're early.. She gave me my coffee Me: Thank you Grace: Shout when you need anything Me: Cool Before she could reach for the door handle Me: Grace Grace: Yes Me: This is a bit too personal but would you date someone who can't have sex with you? Grace: No nope never! Me: So what would you do if you had such a person in your life and you love them and they love you Grace: I'd definitely find another man that's gonna provide in the bedroom while he provides love I grinned Grace: Why are you asking this? Me: My friend is going through something similar so- Grace: Oh I thought it was you Me: What? No don't be silly...I smiled faintly She walked out. Her words kept on ringing on my mind.where do I even begin to look for someone to cheat with. I worked until lunch time.my eyes were sorethe big PC screen was giving me no peace.I shut it down as soon as it was 12pm. My door flee open Anny: Jeso ke yena wamathomo ke yane wama- Me: Just shut up Anny: How are you mamfundisi Me: Ugh bra Anny: was your apology accepted Me: Yeah..I rolled my eyes.what's in there? Anny: Steamed bread and beans Me: Are you kidding me .. She placed it in front of me Me: I so live you friend.. I dug in while she logged on her Facebook on the PC Anny: I met a guy Me: You always meeting guys Anny: No this one is special Me: They all are Anny: What's wrong with you? Me: Nothing nothing..tell me about him Anny: He's got an extra inch Me: my friend you need helpis that what makes him special? Anny: What else could? C'mon dude...wuuh look at this juice! I sent my eyes to the PC... My heart started beating fast Me: That's him..that's the fade guy oh my! Is he the one you're talking about? Anny: Hell nah but he's this yummy..you need to snatch and eat this friend Me: He has a Gf Anny: So? Me: I doubt he- Anny: No doubt nothing. Me: I don't even know his name! Anny: He's Tumelo makhabane Me: That still doesn't mean anything. After 3 months.everyday hoping to bump to the fade guy but nothing.Kant how long does his hair take to grow .Abby was away on a business trip.I spent my weekends at work.if I kept on staying alone at home I was gonna suffer from depression. This one lovely evening. Winter days I was from work.pee got me badis that what makes him special? Anny: What else could? C'mon dude...wuuh look at this juice! I sent my eyes to the PC... My heart started beating fast Me: That's him..that's the fade guy oh my! Is he the one you're talking about? Anny: Hell nah but he's this yummy..you need to snatch and eat this friend Me: He has a Gf Anny: So? Me: I doubt he- Anny: No doubt nothing. Me: I don't even know his name! Anny: He's Tumelo makhabane Me: That still doesn't mean anything. After 3 months.everyday hoping to bump to the fade guy but nothing.Kant how long does his hair take to grow .Abby was away on a business trip.I spent my weekends at work.if I kept on staying alone at home I was gonna suffer from depression. This one lovely evening. Winter days I was from work.pee got me badI stopped by Engine and went to pee.I saw a familiar face at the loo but got out my mind play games with me sometimes.I went to the shop and bought water. And walked out. I saw people fighting next to where I parked I got closer they didn't even notice someone was coming Me: Is everything okay there? They both stopped and looked at me with unpleasant faces Me: Am sorry to interrupt your fight but can you please get in the car and drive home then fight as soon as you arrive Girl: Can you please give me a ride homethis douche bag here lost the keys Guy: Oh am a douche bag now? Now what go to hell Girl: I'll meet you there asshole! Me: Guys please calm down this isn't a place not while you got no ride.you both can crash at my crib for tonight and then come back tomorrow to fetch your car Girl: How?! Who will look after it the whole night Guy: the owner.. Am going with the lady Girl: Its over! Guy: right back at you..is this your car ma'am? Me: Yes I said hesitantly Me: But its not safe here Girl: I'll be fine Me: But- Girl: Just go! I hooped on and drove away.silently. I just didn't know what to say to this person in my backseat. Me: Did y'all just break up over a car? Guy: I'd rather not talk about it Me: Oh OK We arrived at my house.I parked at the garage then I led the way inside.I switched the light on and turned Me: You can make you-....wtf! I ran upstairs and took out my phone quickly out of the bag.and called Anny Me: You won't believe this! Anny: What? Me: The fade guy is here....I told her the story from the garage Anny: This is meant to be!... She screamed I moved the phone away from my ear Me: Stop it!how am I gonna act around him? Anny: Anyhow just don't be weird okay Me: Oh Jesus what was I doing ! Anny: You just brought yourself dick home be happy I just dropped the call because she wasn't helping. I sighed heavily and walked down. Fade: That was so rude Me: What? Fade: Walking out on me like that... Waitdo I know you? Me: Of course you do- Fade: You're a celebrity.. We shared a laugh Me: Fate Fade: Am Tumelo I never got your name Me: Pamela Tumi: Pam..he smiled revealing his white beautiful set of teeth.I just wanted to kiss him so hard. Me: Hungry? Tumi: No just ate Me: Cool.second door on your left Tumi: Thank you Me: Pleasure He walked up Tumi's POV What a huge house this is.I've never seen a woman this obvious.her big bold eyes were locked on my lips the whole time we spoke downstairs. I got in the room and got in the white sheets.it smelt so fresh. I smiled alone thinking of all the tricks am about to do for her to fall for my charms

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