part 7 NOMHLEKHABO MY CHOZEN ONE

***NOMHLE'S POV *** ***i opened my eyes and heard beeping sounds and i scanned the room and i could see i was in hospital...i looked at my left side and i saw jay standing by the window looking outside with his hands in his pockets....it was like he was in deep thoughts geez did i overdose on those pills i took but it wasn't my intentions to do that gosh I'm sure now everyone thinks i tried to commit suicide eish even that phone call and that woman's voice came back to me and i felt tears threatening my eyes... i tried to fight them back but they finally came out ....i sniffed and he turned and looked at me then his face got hard...ooh lord have mercy on me*** Jay:why ***i kept quiet looking away*** Jay:I SAID WHY DAMN IT ***i flinched and tears gushed out....i still kept quiet *** Jay: WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO HURT ME LIKE THIS NOMHLEKHABO HUH YOU COULDN'T EVEN WAIT FOR ME TO COMEBACK HOME AND EXPLAIN WHAT REALLY HAPPENED INSTEAD YOU TRIED TAKING YOUR LIFE Me: i didn't Jay: DONT PISS ME OFF NOMHLE BY LYING TO ME OK THEY FOUND SLEEPING PILLS AND ANOTHER PILL IN YOUR SYSTEM ***a nurse walked in *** Nurse: is everything ok in here Jay:GET OUT ***he roared*** nurse: sir you can't shout in here ok please the are.... ***jay interrupted her*** Jay:IS THIS YOUR FATHER'S HOSPITAL.... NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE BEFORE I DRAG YOU OUT *** yho he looked mad angry even the nurse got scared and rushed out then he looked back at me *** Jay: if you ever nomhle do this shit again you better make sure you succeed in killing yourself cause if you dont I'll fucken kill you myself JY VERSTAAN (you understand?) ***i didn't say anything i just continued to cry silently then he walked out*** ***i woke up to someone shaking me gently ...it was some white woman*** Woman:hi dear im doctor Silverstone and im gonna be your psychologist Me:i dont need a psychologist Doctor:we all think we dont need one until we actually speak to one so just give it a try and if you still feel the same way you can just walk away i mean you have nothing to loose ***well i guess shes right i have nothing to loose so i took a deep breath...i didn't even wait for her to say we can begin *** Me: i didn't try to kill myself but i guess no one will believe me so im not even gonna touch on that topic Doctor: why is that Me: cause i wouldn't believe me too if i was you or anyone else i mean im a nurse so i should know the dangers of overdosing on pills ***she nodded and wrote something down.......anyway we continued with the session until it was over and she left i sat here thinking about everything that happened since my mother died until now.....yes i feel lighter after talking to doctor Silverstone but that talk also opened up old wounds that i think should have been left untouched anyway i cried myself back to sleep.....i woke up when i felt someone's presence in the room only to find jay sitting on a chair staring at me*** Jay:did the session with the psychologist go well ***i shrug my shoulders and looked away and i heard him sigh loudly *** Jay:im sorry for shouting at you and for threatening you themba lam i love you soo much and you scared the hell out of me when you were laying there motionless ***i continued to keep quiet while looking away*** Jay:nothing happened with that woman on the phone i know i shouldn't have gone to her house when she called me saying she thinks someone is trying to force entry into her house only to get there and to find out she's lying i .... ***i interrupted him*** Me:im going back to mpumalanga when im discharged maybe what happened is a clear indication that we are not meant to be maybe me marrying senzo is my destiny so.... ***he interrupted me*** Jay: Nomhle i thought i made myself clear that i won't be held responsible for my actions if you even think of leaving me Me: do your worst jay but know that im leaving im done....you left me in your house to go fuck someone else a day after we made things official between us Jay: first of all i didn't fuck anyone and secondly you are not going anywhere.... be mad at me all you want and throw tantrums left right and center all you want nomhle but know this you are not leaving me period ***then he stood up and walked to me and kissed my forehead and whispered in my ear*** Jay: i love you and no other woman in this world would be worth me losing you themba lam... now move i want to hold you ***i just looked at him feeling defeated ....God what have i gotten myself into with this man ...i thought to myself....he got into bed and he put my head on his chest and he held me tight *** Jay:no matter what your intentions were hlehle please dont ever do that again ok ***i nodded *** Jay:and i promise to never do what i did again ***i nodded again then he kept quiet a bit *** Jay:do you remember the first time we met ***i nodded *** Jay: do you remember what i said to you over the phone the first i called you before i ended the call Me: that one day I'll be yours and that my surname will be khumalo Jay: and what did you say to me Me: that....that will happen only in your dreams Jay: and ***i smiled*** Me: and that whatever nyaope you're smoking you should stop it cause its making you delusional ***then i laughed God i couldn't hold it in and he also joined me*** Jay: you insulted me you know that and im still gonna punish you for that...but then i guess you where the one that smoked that nyaope cause here you are as my woman and soon to be Mrs Jayden nkosenye khumalo ***i sighed thinking about how my father and brother would rather kill me than to see that happen*** Jay:it will happen hlehle wena just sit back and watch ***then he kissed my forehead and tightened the grip...even though im still mad at him but the truth is i still feel safe in his arms and i still love him*** ***JAY'S POV *** ***after she fell asleep in my arms i got off the bed without waking her and i left the room cause i wanted to make a call... right then her phone rang in my pocket and the caller Id wrote" senzo's father" nx so i answered*** Me:Gerald ***he kept quiet *** Gerald:give nomhle the phone Me: no hello no nothing khehla (old man) Gerald: Nx what are you doing with her phone Me:thats a dump question to ask khehla (old man) Gerald:you think you have won you bastard but infact you just lost big time cause you dont know who you're dealing with Me: ooh if you're talking about that stupid cult you joined... well still not fazed at all old man ***i could hear i caught him offguard cause he gasped *** Gerald: what....what are you talking about Me: mxm i would like to continue playing hide and seek with you but my beautiful dark chocolate black pearl is waiting for me old man ***then i dropped the call and scratched my head in frustration cause this people are starting to piss me off manje....then i called muzi since i didn't see him when i got here*** Muzi:foza Me:bafo are you in today Muzi:yeah but im about to go into surgery in 10 minutes time Me:ok nomhle? Muzi: like i told you shes fine and she'll be discharged tomorrow and as for that micro chip its already in so snakes will hook you up with the gps Me: you sound cranky whats wrong ***he sighed *** Muzi: it's noma's parents they are stressing her out bafo last night she lost it and said some hurtful shit to her mother bafo she even called her a gold digger eish Me: well the truth is that old woman is a coin lover bafo but you know what stop stressing and concentrate on that surgery and we will discuss and find a way with this issue after you're done Muzi: ok ummm did you fix things with nomhle Me:you know me bafo ***he laughed well atleast i made him laugh *** Muzi:yeah i know you probably threatened the poor girl Me:tsek ***he laughed again*** Muzi:take it easy with her and you better eat that cookie asap before shit hits the fan cause i can sense it will be sooner than we think Me: i know bafo ok i know Muzi: good now let me go and save a life I'll let you know when im done Me: sure ***then we ended the call and right then nomhle's phone rang again and it was her father*** Me: Mr mahlangu Mahlangu: you have the nerve to answer my daughters phone you bastard Me:and you have a nerve to call her your daughter old man Mahlangu: nx listen hear you son of a bitch im gonna say this once cause i hate repeating myself Me: well you and me both old man ***i could hear him breathing hard...well good shot that means im getting under his skin*** Mahlangu: STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM MY DAUGHTER SHE HAS A MAN SHES GONNA GET MARRIED TO AND IF YOU KNOW WHATS GOOD FOR YOU YOU'LL RUN AND NEVER LOOK BACK ***i just laughed my ass off....me run mxm*** Me:well thanks for making me laugh old man i was having a shitty day until now anyway concerning your daughter well only i will marry her and like i told your partner in crime Gerald that even that cult you two are part of doesn't shake me...now stop calling this phone unless you wanna give us your blessings ***then i dropped the call and as i was going to the kiosk to buy nomhle something to eat when she wakes up i know hospital food taste like shit then my phone rang it was snakes *** Me: bafo Snakes: bafo someone out there is asking questions about you Me: wow really Snakes:yeah and we both know who it is Me: yeah i got a call from both of them today Snakes: just eat that cookie asap bafo no more playing around cause these people are getting comfortable and too big for their own boots Me: yeah i hear you bafo Snakes:now should i give those old fools a small taste of spilotro the butcher ***i laughed *** Me: and what will that taste consist of Snakes: killer the dragon slayer ***we both laughed*** Me:show off ***we laughed again*** Snakes:i haven't even started showing off bafo ***i chuckled ** Me: anyway fist bump with the lil champ for me and tell him I'll see him Wednesday and I'll bring him his present Snakes: what present now Me: just nje Snakes: ai now i see why this women complaint that we spoil these kids rotten Me: as if you dont just buy either nqobile i sat here thinking about everything that happened since my mother died until now.....yes i feel lighter after talking to doctor Silverstone but that talk also opened up old wounds that i think should have been left untouched anyway i cried myself back to sleep.....i woke up when i felt someone's presence in the room only to find jay sitting on a chair staring at me*** Jay:did the session with the psychologist go well ***i shrug my shoulders and looked away and i heard him sigh loudly *** Jay:im sorry for shouting at you and for threatening you themba lam i love you soo much and you scared the hell out of me when you were laying there motionless ***i continued to keep quiet while looking away*** Jay:nothing happened with that woman on the phone i know i shouldn't have gone to her house when she called me saying she thinks someone is trying to force entry into her house only to get there and to find out she's lying i .... ***i interrupted him*** Me:im going back to mpumalanga when im discharged maybe what happened is a clear indication that we are not meant to be maybe me marrying senzo is my destiny so.... ***he interrupted me*** Jay: Nomhle i thought i made myself clear that i won't be held responsible for my actions if you even think of leaving me Me: do your worst jay but know that im leaving im done....you left me in your house to go fuck someone else a day after we made things official between us Jay: first of all i didn't fuck anyone and secondly you are not going anywhere.... be mad at me all you want and throw tantrums left right and center all you want nomhle but know this you are not leaving me period ***then he stood up and walked to me and kissed my forehead and whispered in my ear*** Jay: i love you and no other woman in this world would be worth me losing you themba lam... now move i want to hold you ***i just looked at him feeling defeated ....God what have i gotten myself into with this man ...i thought to myself....he got into bed and he put my head on his chest and he held me tight *** Jay:no matter what your intentions were hlehle please dont ever do that again ok ***i nodded *** Jay:and i promise to never do what i did again ***i nodded again then he kept quiet a bit *** Jay:do you remember the first time we met ***i nodded *** Jay: do you remember what i said to you over the phone the first i called you before i ended the call Me: that one day I'll be yours and that my surname will be khumalo Jay: and what did you say to me Me: that....that will happen only in your dreams Jay: and ***i smiled*** Me: and that whatever nyaope you're smoking you should stop it cause its making you delusional ***then i laughed God i couldn't hold it in and he also joined me*** Jay: you insulted me you know that and im still gonna punish you for that...but then i guess you where the one that smoked that nyaope cause here you are as my woman and soon to be Mrs Jayden nkosenye khumalo ***i sighed thinking about how my father and brother would rather kill me than to see that happen*** Jay:it will happen hlehle wena just sit back and watch ***then he kissed my forehead and tightened the grip...even though im still mad at him but the truth is i still feel safe in his arms and i still love him*** ***JAY'S POV *** ***after she fell asleep in my arms i got off the bed without waking her and i left the room cause i wanted to make a call... right then her phone rang in my pocket and the caller Id wrote" senzo's father" nx so i answered*** Me:Gerald ***he kept quiet *** Gerald:give nomhle the phone Me: no hello no nothing khehla (old man) Gerald: Nx what are you doing with her phone Me:thats a dump question to ask khehla (old man) Gerald:you think you have won you bastard but infact you just lost big time cause you dont know who you're dealing with Me: ooh if you're talking about that stupid cult you joined... well still not fazed at all old man ***i could hear i caught him offguard cause he gasped *** Gerald: what....what are you talking about Me: mxm i would like to continue playing hide and seek with you but my beautiful dark chocolate black pearl is waiting for me old man ***then i dropped the call and scratched my head in frustration cause this people are starting to piss me off manje....then i called muzi since i didn't see him when i got here*** Muzi:foza Me:bafo are you in today Muzi:yeah but im about to go into surgery in 10 minutes time Me:ok nomhle? Muzi: like i told you shes fine and she'll be discharged tomorrow and as for that micro chip its already in so snakes will hook you up with the gps Me: you sound cranky whats wrong ***he sighed *** Muzi: it's noma's parents they are stressing her out bafo last night she lost it and said some hurtful shit to her mother bafo she even called her a gold digger eish Me: well the truth is that old woman is a coin lover bafo but you know what stop stressing and concentrate on that surgery and we will discuss and find a way with this issue after you're done Muzi: ok ummm did you fix things with nomhle Me:you know me bafo ***he laughed well atleast i made him laugh *** Muzi:yeah i know you probably threatened the poor girl Me:tsek ***he laughed again*** Muzi:take it easy with her and you better eat that cookie asap before shit hits the fan cause i can sense it will be sooner than we think Me: i know bafo ok i know Muzi: good now let me go and save a life I'll let you know when im done Me: sure ***then we ended the call and right then nomhle's phone rang again and it was her father*** Me: Mr mahlangu Mahlangu: you have the nerve to answer my daughters phone you bastard Me:and you have a nerve to call her your daughter old man Mahlangu: nx listen hear you son of a bitch im gonna say this once cause i hate repeating myself Me: well you and me both old man ***i could hear him breathing hard...well good shot that means im getting under his skin*** Mahlangu: STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM MY DAUGHTER SHE HAS A MAN SHES GONNA GET MARRIED TO AND IF YOU KNOW WHATS GOOD FOR YOU YOU'LL RUN AND NEVER LOOK BACK ***i just laughed my ass off....me run mxm*** Me:well thanks for making me laugh old man i was having a shitty day until now anyway concerning your daughter well only i will marry her and like i told your partner in crime Gerald that even that cult you two are part of doesn't shake me...now stop calling this phone unless you wanna give us your blessings ***then i dropped the call and as i was going to the kiosk to buy nomhle something to eat when she wakes up i know hospital food taste like shit then my phone rang it was snakes *** Me: bafo Snakes: bafo someone out there is asking questions about you Me: wow really Snakes:yeah and we both know who it is Me: yeah i got a call from both of them today Snakes: just eat that cookie asap bafo no more playing around cause these people are getting comfortable and too big for their own boots Me: yeah i hear you bafo Snakes:now should i give those old fools a small taste of spilotro the butcher ***i laughed *** Me: and what will that taste consist of Snakes: killer the dragon slayer ***we both laughed*** Me:show off ***we laughed again*** Snakes:i haven't even started showing off bafo ***i chuckled ** Me: anyway fist bump with the lil champ for me and tell him I'll see him Wednesday and I'll bring him his present Snakes: what present now Me: just nje Snakes: ai now i see why this women complaint that we spoil these kids rotten Me: as if you dont just buy either nqobilemnqobi or gugulethu even lwandle gifts nje just because you can ***he chuckled *** Snakes: Mxm let me get back to work and shake those old fools a bit plus its been a while since i had this kind of fun Me: have fun Snakes:Ooh trust me i will ***i laughed then we ended the call....fuck im blessed to have brothers like this who always have my back***

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Sthabile 2019-03-23 17:24:07

I'm in awe with this book!!Baby girl you can write shame ,it's your gift

Puleng 2018-09-07 23:12:54

This is getting lovely