Author: Kedibone D

My mamiwota.1

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****HEATH****


****after we finished with our smoking session we walked back and jabu told me to go take Naledi away from that dude she was busy talking and blushing for  cause that nikka hangs out with some evil people whom he suspects practice ritual killings he said he was also arrested for being found with human remains  and I didn’t waste time cause I know jabu knows all the shady and evil people here even though I spend my time in the streets with him whenever I came to visit which was almost every weekend when I was in varsity but he knows the streets in and out and who to fuck with and who not to fuck with…. you get my drift abi ( right) ........ well I was born and bred in Nigeria at a place called Ikeja GRA in Lagos mainland and well im multilingual  and I can speak  igbo and igbo  pigin  zulu and Pretoria’s tsotsi taal fluently and a bit of Portuguese and French…….anyway  as soon as I finished my high school I relocated to south Africa and I studied to be an Accountant and IT at  UJ ( university of Johannesburg) here in south Africa  and well I also  got to know my mother’s family a bit  more and that when jabu and I got close and well  we’ve been like that ever  since. Even when he went to jail for 7 years for armed robbery nothing changed between us and when he got out I helped him out and well lets say now he owns a garage where he fixes cars and he also buys them fixes them and sells them and we also co-own a couple of night clubs strip clubs around Pretoria  and a pub in the neighbourhood so yah we tight like that and we also have each other’s backs so him saying that bastard is bad I knew I had to get Naledi away from him and now im standing far away from the crowd with an unhappy Naledi who looks more beautiful when pissed off…. Fuck I wish I can just kiss her right now and have her here and now****

Me: so you take lifts from men you just met Naledi

Naledi: Heath you didn’t have to do that you know

***she said with a frown on her face and her lips slightly pouted.… beautiful I tell you*** 

Me: you haven’t answered my question

Naledi: geez no I don’t 

Me: then what was all that with that dickhead

***she looked up at me with that frown still on her face***

Naledi: what is it to you anyway who I take lifts from heath

***her voice is soft and sweet and not forgetting her beautiful self with her big beautiful eyes… fuck she’s beautiful ***

Me: ooh so im not supposed to care if your life is in danger Naledi

Naledi: wha…what do you mean my life is in danger

Me: that guy you were busy flirting with is not a good guy at all Ledi…. He’s friends with evil people that are into muti killings

***her eyes popped out and I could see she was scared***

Naledi: wha…what

Me: Naledi this is attredgeville and not where you coming from and not every guy here that smiles and flirts with you want you some have evil intensions and they might wanna harm you

***she swallowed hard***

Me: don’t get me wrong im not saying all these things cause you are an albino or shit like that no even darker girls are abducted here so please be careful ok

***she nodded while looking down and I don’t know why I did it but I put my fingers under her chin and I made her look at me and I stared into her beautiful eyes and she quickly looked away and I pulled her closer to me and I held her tight with her head on my chest fuck…. her being in my arms felt good and right…. anyway I rubbed her back gently***

Me: its ok you don’t have to be scared I won’t let anyone hurt you ok

***she nodded fuck my heart was even beating fast….shit this girl is gonna be the death of me ***

Voice: this looks cosy

***Naledi pulled away from the hug and I turned and it was lerato and her sister katlego and I got annoyed instantly***

Me: wetin wahala be dis now (what problem  is this)

***I said that to myself annoyed as fuck***

Lerato: bitch you better walk away now before I fuck you up pretty bad nx don’t dare me sfebe

***Naledi attempted to walk away but I quickly grabbed her hand and i pulled her back***

Me: we not done talking 

***I said that ignoring lerato cause if I entertain her I lose it and fuck her up***

Lerato: heath whats all this why are you embarrassing me like this

***she said looking hurt***

Me: didn’t I say go wait for your sister outside the yard

Lerato: oho so you pretended to be mad at me so I’ll leave and  you can come and hug this cursed bitch

Me: LERATO!

***I warned her***

Naledi: heath please let go of me

***she said that with a shaky voice and I felt like someone just stabbed my heart with a sharp object cause she also had tears in her eyes then I let her go and she walked away and I clenched my jaws looking at lerato***

Lerato: yeah run bitch

***I swear I wanted to slap her so bad  but I fought off the edge***

Me: what is it that you want back here

Lerato: look can we just go somewhere private and talk baby pl….

***I interrupted her***

Me: I thought you said you cant stand being with poverty stricken individuals now what are you doing here

Katlego: heath look shes sorry ok im sure it was her hormones that made her say all that 

Me: and wena who invited you to this conversation

***I said looking at katlego***

Lerato: don’t talk to my sister like that heath ok

Me: mmmh ok…. now take this ugly thing called your sister and get the fuck out of my grandparents’ house

Katlego: heh I cant believe this

Me: I SAID LEAVE!

***I shouted***

 Lerato: heath why are you acting like this heh why

Me: nx

*** I said that and I walked away from them before I slap one of them and I went to where Naledi was sitting and I could see  that bastard was still talking to her but now I could see she wasn’t even entertaining him good …..i bend down a bit and whispered in her ear***

Me: lets go and talk

***she turned quickly probably to check who it was  and our lips almost touched and she looked away quickly then shook her head no ***

Me: please Ledi im begging you

***fuck did I just beg a womanme heath beg a woman to talk to me ….yah neh wonders shall never end well she shook her head no again and I sighed frustrated cause I was getting impatient now ***

Me: don’t make me force you Naledi cause believe me I will

***then lerato had to follow me God im being tested here***

Lerato: heath whats all this huh why are you embarrassing me like this

Me: Naledi lets go please

Lerato: you are not going anywhere with this albino bitch heath and if you want me to pop this baby im carrying here and now you will dare me and leave with this cursed bitch nx 

***I felt my blood boil***

Me: make you no vex me lerato abeg  or I go land you slap  now now nx ( don’t upset me lerato  please or I will slap you now )

***I said that to her pissed off***

Me: jabu 

***I called out to him and he stood up and walked to me***

Jabu: flopo ( whats wrong)

Me:  please take care of naledi I’ll be back 

***he looked at lerato and he shook his head with a disgusted look on his face then he turned to me***

Jabu: sure 

***then he looked at Naledi *** 

Jabu: A re vaye ro nna da ( lets go sit there)

*** he said to naledi and she seemed like she wanted to protest but then she decided against it when she saw the frown on jabu’s face and she stood up and walked away with him then I grabbed lerato by her upper arm tight  and I pulled her out of the yard pissed off as hell and I dragged her to my car and I pushed her inside the passenger side and I got in the driver side then I saw her sister rushing to my car  and I drove off  in total speed***

Lerato: I cant believe you embarrassed me in front of those people heath….me lerato heh I cant believe it

***she said all worked up and that made me more angry***

Me: SHUT UP….SHUT THE FUCK UP LERATO 

***she kept quiet***

Me: nx

***I drove and few minutes later I parked on the side of the road as I felt my anger raising by the second  and I got out of the car***

Lerato: baby

***I kept quiet and went to her side and I opened her door and dragged her out roughly and I let go of her and I pointed at her***

Me: now listen well well ( pay attention )  I’ve tolerated your bullshit for a long time and now im gaat vol with it who the fuck do you think you are lerato queen of fucken Sheba….well let me fucken tell you you may be queen of sheba ko mmao le ntatao ( to your mother and father) and to everyone who likes to kiss your fucken ass but to me you are nothing but my fucken baby mama you sabi ( you understand)…… now if you ever in your fucken miserable life insult Naledi again you’ll see the other side of me that will make you shit on yourself now don’t fucken dare me woman 

***I roared and she was crying all along while  I was breathing heavily angry as hell***

Me: you…you insulted my grandfather and called my family members poverty stricken individual 

Learto: im sorry heath please…

***I interrupted her***

Me: SORRY?…SORRY LERATO you may be queen of sheba ko mmao le ntatao ( to your mother and father) and to everyone who likes to kiss your fucken ass but to me you are nothing but my fucken baby mama you sabi ( you understand)…… now if you ever in your fucken miserable life insult Naledi again you’ll see the other side of me that will make you shit on yourself now don’t fucken dare me woman 

***I roared and she was crying all along while  I was breathing heavily angry as hell***

Me: you…you insulted my grandfather and called my family members poverty stricken individual 

Learto: im sorry heath please…

***I interrupted her***

Me: SORRY?…SORRY LERATO HOW COULD YOU LOOK DOWN AT THE SAME PEOPLE YOU KNOW MEAN THE WORLD TO ME HOW COULD YOU AND TO TOP IT ALL YOU  DISRESPECT ME EVERY CHANCE YOU GET….. NOW I SEE JUST BECAUSE I’VE NEVER LAID A HAND ON YOU YOU THINK IM WEAK RIGHT WELL CONTINUE WITH YOUR SHIT AND YOU’LL SEE MY OTHER SIDE NX 

*** she didn’t say anything***

Me: now listen here we are done and  the only thing that connects us now is that baby in your womb 

***she quickly rushed to me and she held my shirt crying ***

Lerato: heath please im sorry ok im sorry I’ll get better please don’t do this to me to us

Me: I’m done 

***I said to her and pushed her off me roughly and I went inside the car and she stood there crying but I was just too angry to care***

Me: GET IN THE FUCKEN CAR OR YOU’LL CALL THAT STUPID SISTER OF YOURS TO COME PICK YOU UP NX

***she slowly walked to the car and got in and I drove off with her sobbing next to me…after some time I parked next to her father’s gate ***

Me: on Monday we going to see a doctor concerning the pregnancyI’ll make an appointment 

***she didn’t say anything she just got out and walked inside and immediately her sisters car parked behind me and I drove off leaving her busy screaming God knows what nx stupid bitch***

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***NALEDI***


*** well mmh I guess I’ll never get used to people calling me names and belittling me in every possible way and I don’t even know why heath hugged me in the first place cause im sure if he didn’t I wouldn’t have received those insults but hey the hug felt good im not even  gonna lie . As for kagiso well I was shocked by what heath told me about him and I know its not fair to just ignore him just like that but muthi killings especially of albinos is real and happening and I don’t wanna fall victim leaving my princess all alone in this cruel world because  I chose to be ignorant when I was warned….well I would catch him staring at me with a hurt expression on his face ever since I came to sit with jabu then my phone beeped and I checked the message it was from Thandi and it read:

“LEDI IM SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU  ALL ALONE THERE WHERE ELSE YOU HERE  FOR ME BUT ITS YOUR FAULT THAT IM NOT THERE CAUSE THIS STUPID FOOL JUST FUCKED ME LIKE CRAZY THAT EVEN MY INSIDES ARE HURTING AND MY PUSSY IS BURNING UP MXM ANYWAY IM ON MY WAY BACK AND I’LL EXPLAIN EVEVRYTHING WHEN I GET BACK”…… I just smiled gosh these two should just get married cause no matter how much they break up they always find a way to each other… right then my phone rang and I didn’t recognise the number so I answered anyway***

Me: hello

Voice: so they warned you to stay away from me

***gosh it was kagiso and I looked at where he is sited  and yep it was him indeed so I just kept quiet***

Kagiso: so I guess they told you about my past

Me: yeah

Kagiso: and my side of the story is not important…you just gonna ignore me and move on 

Me: its not like that 

Kagiso: it is Naledi cause your actions says so

***I just kept quiet looking down***

Kagiso: look im not gonna force you to be my friend ok yes  I like you and a lot but if you want me to stay away from you I will and I’ll respect your decision

*** gosh did he say he likes me***

Kagiso: anyway take care of yourself beautiful and always stay beautiful ok

***gosh now I feel bad like really bad and confused then the line went dead and I looked towards him and he winked and concentrated on the guy that was next to him as he spoke to him and I sighed feeling really bad….. after sometime time I send him a message and it read:

“WHAT REALLY HAPPENED” and I looked towards him and I saw him look at his screen and he sighed and he typed for some time then my phone beeped and I checked it and the message read:

“  WELL LETS SAY I BEFRIENDED SOME BAD PEOPLE AND BY THE TIME I REALISED WHAT WAS HAPPENING IT WAS TOO LATE CAUSE I WAS ARRESTED ALONG WITH THEM WHEN THEY WERE CAUGHT WITH HUMAN REMAINS IN THE CAR WE WERE IN WHICH I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT  BUT A MONTH LATER I WAS RELEASED AND THE CHARGES AGAINST ME WHERE DROPPED WHEN THE INVESTIGATION SHOWED I WASN’T INVOLVED IN THE MUTI KILLINGS “…… I reread the message over and over  again and I sighed and my phone beeped again and the message read:  

“ YOU KNOW THAT ONE THING THAT ONE STUPID MISTAKE I MADE OF BEING A VERY BAD JUDGE OF  CHARACTER HAS OVERSHADOWED ALL THE GOOD THINGS I’VE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE CAUSE NOW IM KNOWN AS A MUTI KILLER EVEN THOUGH THAT DAY I WAS AT A WRONG PLACE WITH THE WRONG PEOPLE AND AT THE WRONG TIME…WELL NOW IM LABELLED AS EVIL AND ANY OTHER BAD NAME OUT THERE“

***I sighed deeply feeling like shit for judging him before I heard his side of the story…. I send him back a message and it read:

“ IM SORRY I JUDGED YOU BEFORE I HEARD YOU SIDE OF THE STORY” and my phone beeped and the message read:

“ ITS OK NALEDI IM JUST GLAD YOU GAVE ME THE BENEFIT OF DOUBT AND YOU LET ME TELL YOU A SAMMARY OF WHAT REALLY HAPPENED”… then I looked at him smiled and my phone beeped again and the message read:

“ LOOK I KNOW I LOST THE CHANCE OF MAKING YOU MINE BUT PLEASE CAN WE BE FRIENDS THEN CAUSE I DON’T MIND BEING FRIENDZONE AS LONG AS I HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE…OOH AND I’LL GET TO CRACK YOU UP WITH MY JOKES”…I smiled looking at him and I nodded then my phone beeped and the message read: 

“ ALSO ANSWER THROUGH AN SMS CAUSE I ALSO WANT YOUR ANSWER IN WRITING “……. Gosh I laughed while looking at him and he laughed too then I smsed him an answer and he said thank you then I saw Thandi walking in the yard and she was walking funny and she looked around and spotted me and she limped toward me ***

Thandi: lets go to my room 

***I didn’t ask any questions I stood up and we went to her room and she locked the door***

Me: and now why are you limping

Thandi: yeses Naledi that motherfucker showed me flames this afternoon yho

Me: what happened

Thandi: wait let me go and prepare myself some bath water I need some water down there cause my nana is burning up

***I laughed***

Me: don’t tell me you two slept together

Thandi: slept together is nothing  Naledi that nikka fucked me until my legs went numb I don’t even know how im able to walk even now

***I just laughed hard***

Thandi: this is not funny Naledi  im serious 

Me: ok ok what happened

ThandiL I’ll be back wait

***then she walked out and after a few minutes she came back with a bathing basin with water inside and she put it down and locked the door and she took off her clothes and started bathing***

Me: talk haw

Thandi: ok geez…. Well we walked out and got into his car and he drove away to some quiet place in the neighbourhood and he instructed that we sit at the back and well we did then he started telling me how much he loves me and that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me and the kids  blah blah blah and I reminded him that he has a girlfriend and he told me they broke up 

Me: why

Thandi: because of me

Me: heh? How?

Thandi: heh heh… girl apparently whenever they got intimate he would call out my name every time  he came

***I busted out with laughter and she just giggled and continued to bath***

Me: heh? Say what

***she laughed***

Thnadi: yep and remember  that time he used our kids’ winter clothes money and he took her to gold reef city and we fought 

***I nodded***

Thandi: well he screamed out “ fuck I love you Thandi” when he came when they were busy fucking and well she wanted to break up with him cause she was gaat vol so apparently he had no choice  but to do anything to stop her from leaving him and he chose to do what he did

Me: jesus Christ…and then

Thandi: well things got too much and he stopped being intimate with her and three weeks ago they broke up

Me: wait a minute so three weeks ago when ya’ll fucked he was single

***she nodded***

Me: wow

Thandi: and guess what he did

Me: what

Thandi: he consulted a sangoma to find out why all that calling my name out during sex was happening

Me: don’t tell me he thought you bewitched him

***she laughed and nodded***

Me: heh and?

Thandi: well the two different  sangomas he visited  told him the same thing that his heart is with me and that he’ll never be happy with any other woman but me 

***I looked at her with my eyes popped out ….. well she was now almost done with bathing***

Thandi: and well after all that he…

***she paused***

Me: he what

Thandi: ok….ummm he proposed to me

Me: proposed what

Thandi: marriage Ledi man

***I looked at her with my eyes popped***

Me: ok before I start screaming and planning your wedding in my head cause im definitely your maid of honour what was your answer

***she laughed…she was now lotioning and after she was done she wore clean clothes***

Thandi: well after some time of him convincing me that hes ready infact that we both ready and how much he loves me  I agreed to marry him

***I got up quickly and I hugged her while I squealed and I jumped up and down with excitement***

Me: congratulations Thandi…ooh my god im happy for you god you deserve it…im happy for you mntase

***she smiled widely and we hugged again***

Thandi: thanks my love and yho its was about time gape im not getting any younger

***we laughed***

Me: and what happened afterwards cause you were walking like a penguin when you walked in 

***she laughed***

Thandi: yho after I said yes he said next week he’ll send a letter to my family and the following week the lobola negotiations will take place 

***I screamed again and I hugged her tightly and we broke it***

Thandi: well after that we fucked hard in his car

Me: ooh my god no you didn’t….mara you two 

Thandi: heh Ledi it was like he drank Viagra pills or something im telling you…. Five rounds nonstop 

***I laughed***

Me: shame I guess  ne a go galletse strong  ( he was craving you)

*** we just  laughed out loud ….. well lucky for her and  as for me the last time a man touched me was when I was still dating my ex before I even knew I was pregnant so im sure down there the are spider webs all over since it has been vacant for almost two years now…. Anyway  she went out to discard the dirty  bathing water and she came back and we laid in bed and I told her what happened after she and james left and she was livid that lerato said all those things to me but like I always do I didn’t dwell too much on them cause they are my daily bread…. Anyway the was a knock on the door and Thandi went to open and I heard heath’s voice ***

Heath: is Naledi in

***I saw Thandi nod and she moved out of the way and he walked in and stood in the middle of the room with his hands in his pockets looking at me***

Heath: can we talk now

Thandi: umm ok let me go dish up for us excuse me

*** then she walked out leaving me with him and he closed the door and he went to take the chair that was next to the dresser table and he put it in front of me since I was now sitting on the edge of the bed and he sat down and held both my hands and he kissed them…..ummm ok***

Heath: im sorry

***I looked away and he sighed***

Heath: im sorry about what happened Naledi

Me: you shouldn’t have hugged me cause if you didn’t she wouldn’t have insulted and embarrassed me like that

Heath: well I dont regret hugging you just so you know

***I sighed and pulled my hands from his grip***

Me: what do you want from me heath

Heath: what do you mean

Me: all this I mean you should be with your pregnant  girlfriend  and not here with me holding my  hands

***he sighed deeply***

Heath: we broke up

***what***

Me: huh…ummm sorry

Heath: its ok lets just say it was long over due

Me: wow ummm ok

***he sighed again***

Heath: look I know its way too early to tell you all this but I just cant wait anymore

Me: tell me  what

Heath: that I …ummm

***then he cleared his throat***

Heath: never mind ummm let me go chill with the gents outside

***he stood up…ummm whats going on with heath…he walked to the door and he turned and looked at me***

Heath: I’ll come by around 10 in the morning so I can drive you home ok

***I nodded slowly and he walked out and I sighed and stood up and I put back the chair to its rightful place then the door opened roughly and heath walked in and he came straight to me and he smashed his lips on me and he kissed me Jesus Christ of Nazareth ….at first I didn’t kiss him back since I was in shock but when he sucked on my lower lip with his one  hand holding my waist tight while his other hand was cupping my face I decided to kiss him back…gosh his lips where soft and  he’s a good kisser bathong …. Well the kiss went on and on and as soon as he pulled me closer to his body and I felt his boner and also his hands on my butt squeezing tight I knew I had to stop all this before things got out of hand so I pulled out of the kiss feeling light headed and wet down there and I moved away from him breathing heavily and he smiled while biting his lower lip… gosh he looked sexy ***

Me: ummm we… this…ummm

*** I stuttered and  he walked closer and I moved back a bit but then he quickly held my waist and pulled me closer to his body and he whispered to me with his mouth closer to mine….lord have mercy on me***

Heath: this is not over…I’ll see you later  don’t sleep without seeing me ok

***I don’t know why but I nodded and he perked my forehead and he let go of me and walked out and I just sank to the floor cause out of the blue  my knees became  wobbly and were shaking….after some time I got up and I laid on the bed and soon after Thandi walked in with our plates and I sat up and we ate****

Thandi: what did my dearest handsome  cousin want

***I cleared my throat avoiding eye contact***

Me: to apologise for what lerato said to me

Thandi: ooh ok 

***well we continued to talk about random things and James…. Well after sometime the music was still playing loud outside and Thandi and I were still lying in bed talking about useless things then her phone rang and it was James ***

Thandi: baby daddy

***she giggled and she listened***

Thandi: ok im coming now now

***then she ended the call and looked at me***

Thandi: hubby says hes hungry so let me go dish up for him ok I’ll be back

***I giggled***

Me: ok makoti even though im not sure of which hunger hes talking about

***we laughed***

Thandi: hai suka….i’ll be back ok

***I nodded and she took the now empty plates and she walked out then a minute or so later the door opened and heath walked in and he locked the door and walked to the bed…. Ok and now?…..Jesus Christ my heart was beating fast and he took off his shoes and climbed the bed and he got on top of me…..wait a minute how did he know Thandi wasn’t in the bedroom. Before I could say anything he smashed his lips on mine and he immediately deepened the kiss while getting between my legs and we continued to kiss but then  I came back to my senses when I realised what was about to happen and im pretty  sure I’ll end up being his one night stand and I cant have that no matter how yummy he is ***

Me: heath stop please I cant 

***and well  he stopped and looked at me with his eyes bloodshot red and now Asian***

ME: I can’t do this please get off me

Heath: we won’t do anything Naledi so relax

Me: heath I may be a nobody but I will allow myself to  be your rebound girl ok I respect myself too much 

***he frowned looking at me  then he got off me and I sat up straight while he did too***

Heath: you not my rebound Naledi ok you’re too precious to be one 

Me: then why are you doing all these while you know you just broke up with the mother of your unborn  child few hours ago

*** he sighed and got off the bed and he wore his shoes ***

Heath: look im sorry ok…you right I shouldn’t be doing this especially with you 

***I swallowed hard cause that hurt what does he mean by “especially with you”***

Heath: shit I don’t  mean it like that what I meant is…

***I interrupted him feeling hurt  and insecure….”not him too God” I thought …. gosh I wanted to cry so bad***

Me: please leave

Heath: Naledi look that’s not what I meant ok what  I meant is you not like one of those loose girls 

Me: please leave heath and stay away from me from now on

***he rushed to the bed and attempted to touch me but I moved***

Heath: Naledi don’t do this ok that’s not what I meant please

Me: leave heath please

***he looked down and I saw him clench his jaws and he got off the bed and he looked my way***

Heath: that’s not what I meant and you know it and just so you know  when I look at you I see a beautiful sexy woman with big beautiful eyes and a glowing radiant and flawless skin

***then he sighed***

Heath: I guess I’ll see you tomorrow when I drive you back home

Me: don’t bother I don’t need your help

Heath: Naledi don’t

Me: please leave 

***he shook his head and he walked out and I laid down and tears just gushed out….. gosh it hurt so much and  I didn’t understand why….whether he meant what I thought he meant or not the fact is the way he said it broke my heart…..i can take all the insults from all those people who insult and belittles me by calling me all sorts of names  but I cant handle heath also seeing me as just a poor albino girl who doesn’t deserve to be loved cause shes cursed  cause even though I know im not his type or in his level but Im falling for him cause he has been nice to me and all but now I don’t know anymore….i think now I should just keep away from him …yah that’s what I should do and just concentrate on my job and daughter like things have always been all along yep***


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