Author: Kedibone D

IF ONLY.....

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You know some people  wish they  could  just disappear from the face of earth  cause everything  just tends to get  too much sometimes  one mistake just one and then boom someone's  life over…well  her name is Marang  Ndlovu and she’s  22 years of age she was born and bread in a place called Ga-rankuwa (Pretoria) she’s Sarah Ndlovu and the late  Jonas Mokone ‘s daughter. Well speaking about her  father Jonas the thing is he was  married and had an affair with her  mother and she’s the product of that affair. Her being the product of an affair brought nothing but anguish in her life cause her  “supposed “ father never cared  for her  existence up until death visited him all he did was send maintenance money and never not even once visited her or asked to see her even for 5 minutes or let alone to call so he can talk to her well as for her  mother she despises her  and always reminds her that she’s an abomination and she  blames her  for her unhappy life and suffering. She says if she  wasn't conceived Jonas would still be alive and taking care of her but no she had to be born and now people label her as a whore and a home wrecker because of her. 


It  hurt her deeply to be labeled as a bastard and a daughter of a whore as if she  asked to be born into all that  mess but she always told herself that God has a great plan for her cause he wouldn't let her live even after her mother tried to abort her . Anyway despite all the emotional abuse and anguish Marang get from her mother she made sure she goes  to school and now she’s  doing her  second year at TUT…….


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 Anyway now she’s at some club in Midrand with her friend Dineo and its her first time there even though clubs taverns pubs and so on its not her cup of tea but she decided to tag along with Dineo just to clear her head. Three weeks ago she found out that her boyfriend Mazwi (now ex) slept with some girl on campus and that girl fell pregnant.


 He said to her  it was a mistake blah blah blah but you know what she  didn't  care about his stupid excuses cause she was  broken and hurt  this whole thing hit her  so hard that she  even  attempted to commit suicide. She  trusted him and gave him her love  and her pride  (virginity) and he just broke her just  like that anyway enough about him and back to her  going to a club with her crazy  friend Dineo well her friend whispered to her that there's some handsome guy checking her out behind her and Marang turned to look only to be met by  this handsome tall muscled dark man and  she  was immediately  taken by his handsomeness. She quickly turned back when he smirked at her and her eyes popped out as she looked at Dineo who was amused by her reaction. She couldn't believe a guy as breath taking as he was was actually checking her out….. the guy was  well build and just yummy even though  he looked a bit older like on his mid or late 30s but she didn't care she just wanted to let loose and have fun forgetting about her cheating ex-boyfriend mind you Mazwi was her first boyfriend and her virgin- breaker so she wasn’t that  experienced in the relationship  and bedroom department. Anyway the guy kept on staring at her for some time until he decided to come to her then “boom”  he whispered in her  ear that he wanted her so bad and that they should go upstairs and have some fun. Even though Marang  wanted to tell  him to fuck off but something in her shut her up and she just found herself lusting over him and plus she  was tipsy and his very  deep  voice whispering in her  ear made her feel things down there. The truth is she has  always been a good girl I mean she even lost her  virginity in varsity but at that moment she  just want to let loose and just have that guy fuck her brains out .


 Even though she's never done this before she  stood up and went with him to some office upstairs after she  told her friend Dineo  that she'll  be back and Dineo   said she  should enjoy and forget about her troubles . They  got in that office and as soon as they  entered that office he just  held her from behind and made her bend down and immediately  she  felt her short dress being pulled up and her  thong being pushed to the side and she  saw a condom wrapper falling the floor  right then she  knew she  was gonna be fucked like a prostitute.


 Before she could say anything the nikka slammed into her hard then he groaned out loud while Marang    just gasped and closed her eyes as tears came out because it was painful as hell. The guy started moving in and out of her in a fast pace while groaning out loud to the pleasure he was feeling both his hands tightened around her waist and he went in and out of her faster deeper and harder.  He has never fucked any woman so tight and warm and that drove him to the edge that it made him not last longer than usual after sometime he slammed Into her hard and he shot his juices inside that condom then he let out a loud groan and he pulled out then Marang stood up straight wiping her tears off and the mystery guy frowned while looking at her.


“this was consensual girly so don't go around crying rape”


He said that to her taking off the condom and wrapping it with a tissue and Marang was pulling her dress down 


“ I know it was consensual ok its just you were rough and im not used to that”

 

She said that not even looking at him and she picked up her bag and attempted to limp her way  out then the guy stopped her.


“wait “


 He said that and Marang stopped and turned to look at him with tears in her eyes.


“Take it… it’s for your services”


He said that holding a roll of money on his hand and Marang just frowned and fought off the tears that were trying to come out.


“Im not a prostitute ok so keep your stupid money nx”


She clicked her tongue and limped her way out with a huge lump on her throat and she walked downstairs to look for her friend she found her and whispered to her that she wants to go home.


“ what happened she found her and whispered to her that she wants to go home.


“ what happened so how was it?”


She asked and Marang just looked away fighting off the tears.

 

“ Marang what happened…did that guy force himself on you? “


She asked frowning and Marang continued to fight her tears back and she swallowed.


“ umm no….it was just different…. I wanna leave now Dineo that guy was just huge and im sore down there”


Dineo laughed and Marang just faked a smile.


“shame don’t worry you’ll heal….gape go nale di nkalakatha ( there are gifted guys) out there and it looks like you just met one but its ok let’s go”


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They left the club and went home well Dineo just dropped her off and went back to the club. as for Marang  she just threw herself on her bed and cried her eyes out…..she felt cheap she didn’t even know the guy or his name and she just slept like him just like that.


The following morning it was a Sunday she woke up with a pounding headache from all the crying and she did her hygiene process and made something to eat then she drank some pain medication and she went back to bed her nana was still sore and it stung a bit whenever she peed….she regretted sleeping with that man so much that she wishes she could just turn back the hands of time. Anyway she woke to her phone ringing and it was her friend Dineo so she answered***


“Dee”


She said with a sleepy voice.


“wait why are you sleeping at this time…are you ok?”


Dineo asked with a concerned tone cause she knows Marang hardly sleeps during the day unless she’s ill.


“yeah I just have a headache fela but I’ll be alright….where are you khante?”


Dineo giggled.


“Yho babe I swear I’ve never been fuck like I was fucked last night before the guy knows his stuff shem and even now I can’t feel my pussy….yho hai shem ngwana batho is good in bed its true when they say the more matured the steak is the good it tastes cause yeer abuti o o monate ( this brother is good) gape his dick game is on point and I think im in love with his dick shem”


Marang faked a giggled cause her own experience was horrible and it made her feel cheap.


“so you still at his house?”


“mmmmh he said he’ll drive me back home later  on and his house babe damn….i think he’s loaded too”


She said sounding excited.


“just be careful babe you never know with these rich guys”


Marang said sounding worried.


“don’t worry I got this”


“ok so what’s his name and where does he stay for safety reasons”


Dineo laughed.


“yuh I forgot how you can be anyway his name ke Richard Morapedi and he stays mo Centurion”


“ok then babe enjoy but not too much and don’t forget to use a rubber”


Marang said getting out of bed and Dineo laughed.


“yes Ma”


They both laughed.


“mxm wa phapha (you are too forward)…shap”

Marang said and Dineo continued to laugh.


“shap”


They ended the call and her phone rang again and she didn’t recognize the number but she answered anyway.


“hello”


She said with her sweet voice and the caller sighed.


“baby please don’t hang up”


“Mazwi?”


She asked with a disgusted look on her face.


“yeah…I miss you Marang I miss you so damn much please forgive me my love”


He begged her he sounded drunk.


“kgopela o satlo tlhapelwa mo nna wankutlwa (please go get drunk somewhere else ) call your baby mama and leave me the hell alone”


She said getting angry.


“I love you Marang and not her”


“hei hei hei….dont piss me off wena didn’t you love me when you fucked her where was your love for me when you decided to cheat on me….did you even think about me Mazwi?”


She said with a breaking voice.


“Marang come on first of all you are inexperienced in bed and you refuse to give a simple head…a simple head nje you don’t even want me to muff you so what did you want me to do fuck you missionary style only cause even with doggy style you complain that it makes you feel uncomfortable and that it makes you feel like a slut “


She swallowed hard and tears ran down her cheeks.


“ look I love you Marang but no man can stay faithful to a woman who’s boring in bed that’s why I went out there but that doesn’t mean I don’t love you babe”


She sniffed feeling more heart broken by his words.


“ well I guess you didn’t deserve to fuck me ka bo doggy style cause the guy that fucked me last night ka yona doggy style eo he fucked me good and I enjoyed it ”


She lied about the enjoying part.


“i was busy screaming out his name as he made me squirm and cum nx”


She continued talking trying to hurt him too.


“ what did you just say?....you did what…..you….you cheated on me Marang!”


He said with an angry tone sounding sober now.


“ motho weeh we broke up I dumped your ass remember so whomever I sleep with from now on is none of your business nx”


She dropped the call and sat down crying cause his words about how she sucks in bed hurt her deep….Anyway after sometime she got up and went to prepare something to eat when out of the blue she heard a loud bang on the door.


“MARANG OPEN THIS FUCKEN DOOR I KNOW YOU ARE IN HERE…OPEN THIS FUCKEN DOOR NOW!”


She jumped in fear cause he sounded angry and he was busy banging on the door hard.


“HOW DARE YOU CHEAT ON ME HOW DARE YOU FUCKEN GIVE ANOTHER NIGGA MY PUSSY? YOU ARE MINE MARANG AND I WANT HIS FUCKEN NAME…YOU ARE MINE AND I’LL SHOW YOU WHAT I DO TO SLUTS THAT DOUBLE CROSS ME NX”


She quickly called Dineo shaking cause Mazwi sounded deadly now….she now regretted saying all that to him she was scared no lies.


“ngwana papa”


They also call each other that cause both their fathers were absent  in their lives and they are also dead.


“Mazwi is here Dineo and he’s busy banging on the door sounding angry he called earlier and out of anger I boosted to him about what I did last night and now he’s here”


She said with a shaky voice.


“shit ok bona under no circumstances should you open that door wankutlwa (you hear me)….im on my way….don’t open for him Marang”


“ok I wont… please hurry im scared Dineo I don’t wanna end up like VIWE DALINGOZI KARABO MOKOENA  and many other women killed by their boyfriends or exes please”


She said crying.


“ im coming babe wena don’t open for him and you’ll be safe”


Dineo said panicking.


“ok”


They ended the call and Marang pushed the couch to the door to block it and the banging stopped.


“ IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE UNTIL YOU OPEN THIS FUCKEN DOOR MARANG UYANGIZWA (you hear me) UZONYA TODAY…..YOU FUCKEN CHEAT ON ME…ME MAZWI….UNGIJWAELA AMASIMBA NX”


She just sat down and cried.


      #IFONLY….





   


Write your opinion

Oness Banda 2019-03-16 17:13:26

Like seriously his even threatening her his the one who cheated in the first place

Akhona rantjie 2019-03-15 19:31:37

I hope that men can go to jail. He cheats then make threats wow it's good to be him. Hurry up friend and help dineo

motlanalo 2019-03-15 07:20:31

wow... sesi Kedi, im obssessed with your work... when are we getting the next insert

Angel 2019-03-15 03:44:15

Very interesting book . We MaNdlovu is the hard copy available now . And can we place an order for both also Loner walker

Elaine 2019-03-14 10:28:27

Im so hooked .i kp cumng to check if da nxt chapctr ikhona yini.pls post soon anticpation is killing me

Sinazo 2019-03-13 17:57:18

Mhm interesting i like it

Zuxie CN 2019-03-13 11:50:44

Hey I’m hooked, where’s the rest of the story. Please don’t do this. I need to know what happens.

TEBOGO 2019-03-13 11:03:12

if only hey, if only you knew she was just rubbing it on you. it hurts when the table has turned Mazwi

Seipati Grace Sekoto 2019-03-12 22:47:14

Nice!! Interesting story line

MASECHABA MAKHARI 2019-03-12 12:51:39

interesting story, waiting for the next chapter.

Josephine 2019-03-12 10:23:06

Love the story Waiting for the next chapter

Thandwa 2019-03-11 16:37:17

L love your story already your the best

vester 2019-03-11 13:10:12

you never dissapoint

matildah 2019-03-11 10:50:09

i love it already...you never cease to amaze sis Kedi

Doreen 2019-03-11 09:11:56

I like already, can't wait for more

Palesa Thousands 2019-03-11 07:23:37

I'm enjoying this....

Nosipho 2019-03-11 06:07:57

ZIYABUYA!! READY FOR MORE, YOUR WORK NEVER HAS IT DISAPPOINTED. Mazwi is clearly a psycho but i'm curious about the stranger that did her good.

phiwe 2019-03-10 14:39:18

Wow I love the story this mazwi guy is crazy hle kathi what does it when u dump sm1?

Memory 2019-03-10 13:18:32

Let’s hope Dineo calls the police quickly so Mazwi is those type of men who wants to be worshipped nxaaaa

Katlego makuwa 2019-03-10 11:17:12

You never disappoint Jedi haaah

praise nemachena 2019-03-10 11:12:58

i love the story.mazwi is a jerk

Rhoda Ruswa Gurure 2019-03-10 10:24:48

I love it,bring more

Rejoice 2019-03-10 08:28:34

Can't wait for the insert I feel it's gonna be a blast

Thandiwe 2019-03-10 06:36:51

Enter comment yoh this looks interesting I can't wait for another insert

Bakang 2019-03-10 04:40:39

Mazwi gaana shy hle... It's ok when he cheats

Elsie Dorcas Ndiripo 2019-03-09 19:43:25

I'm hooked. U the best Kedi

Shirley 2019-03-09 16:32:28

Very interesting, you never failed us love you work

kamogelo lebese 2019-03-09 14:37:44

mazwi insults marang then decides to be obssessed...he needs help

Moora 2019-03-09 14:07:32

Mazwi wa gafa. Cheat on him se foot

Noma 2019-03-08 17:24:50

Can't wait for the next chapter

Babalwa souls 2019-03-08 15:59:42

Ausi kedi Mara...You just never disappoint I'm excited already

Mpho Goodness 2019-03-08 15:00:25

Shame you never disappoint Kedi, you da best writer ever

Mukwevho vhengani 2019-03-08 13:37:28

Yoh, I can't wait for d next insert. U Jst know how t capture us man

Relebohile 2019-03-08 12:31:36

Yoh ausi Kedi I luv ur work Nd I know u wnt disappointe with dis new book...I'm Soooo ready for it Nd cnt wait for insert 2.keep up de good work ausi Kedi Nd may God bless u in everything u do.luv u lots.

Angel 2019-03-07 21:01:46

I can't wait for the next insert..you never disappointed dear

Delidee 2019-03-07 18:56:40

Enter comment when a we gettng insert 2

Zukiswa Hyportia Mzonyane 2019-03-07 13:48:25

Looking forward to the next insert already, good work and I love it

Asemahle 2019-03-07 12:54:52

sis Kedi you never disappoint sham.

Atisang 2019-03-07 12:51:02

It's great

Lebogang 2019-03-07 11:38:34

O dese ngwana motho. I can't wait for next insert. Wow

Goitsimang 2019-03-07 05:21:49

Can't wait for the next chapter!!!

Andiswa Sikeyi 2019-03-07 04:35:19

It is a nice read, you don't disappoint admin.

Nomsah 2019-03-06 22:12:09

Can't wait you the best

mbalenhle sikhosana sikhosana 2019-03-06 18:47:28

CANT WAIT FOR NEXT CHAPTER

Tshego Cilla Tlhabiwe 2019-03-06 07:40:45

Am loving it already,admin u just amazing,u never cease to amaze us

Ntutu 2019-03-05 20:23:24

Kusazobalit yho this is a good read

Prudence 2019-03-05 19:56:29

I can't wait for next chapter

sinethemba dladla 2019-03-05 19:24:01

omg I don't know how to explain,you have an amazing talent

Maki 2019-03-05 18:43:16

Interesting

fofo 2019-03-05 17:34:25

i hope dineo didn't sleep with the same guy marang slept with, i just hope

Fezie Ngwekazie 2019-03-05 16:23:39

So interesting,can't wait for more,U r the best cc Kedi

Ayanda Mkhulisi 2019-03-05 13:29:34

I think we haven't seen the last of mister guy. Mazwi is a jerk only interested because he has been replaced

Busiswe Manana 2019-03-05 09:56:30

Shame marang I hope u friend get there before ur x break that door...

Mutandiro Tracy 2019-03-05 09:11:25

u never disappoint love. can't wait for more

Sichelesile 2019-03-05 08:21:55

Marang is already in trouble with a bitter x.he must go play dady to his child. I think the same guy slept with both marang and her friend Dineo? Cant wait for chapter 2.

mitchelle gift 2019-03-05 08:20:37

am already on the age, exciting already......poor marang she will conqure

Maki Makoaba 2019-03-05 08:11:40

Wooòw poor Marang

Thabi 2019-03-04 20:00:21

Can't wait and I know you don't disappoint

Vivian mojela 2019-03-04 19:53:54

I am already in love with the book, you are so good at your work sesi. You always making us to want more and more, I can't wait for another insert

Zodwa Mpembe 2019-03-04 19:38:36

Can't wait for more im hooked already your writing skills are on point mogirl

Mathapelo 2019-03-04 17:57:14

I am hooked already, when do we expect the next chapter

Phindy 2019-03-04 14:46:38

Waiting for insert 2 already loving it

Awethu 2019-03-04 13:46:57

Just love all your stories cc Kedi

Thulisa hlubikazi Msutwana 2019-03-04 13:39:15

Definitely must read plus I love all ur stories keep them coming &I will keep on supporting u I know I don't always comment by I will always like thenk u cc

Nontuthuzelo shawe 2019-03-04 11:20:37

Hungry for more already..mazwi you full of yourself Shem moguy

Mapaseka 2019-03-04 11:19:21

KEdi u r good I cant wait

molly mashutu 2019-03-04 10:39:35

cant wait to read chapter 2

Khanya 2019-03-04 10:20:17

Thanks sis kedi, i find it really hard tha mazwi cheated on you, but akwazi ureact(a) ngalendlela

Sinesipho 2019-03-04 09:21:16

So wish Mazwi could be Arrested already

Winnie kavari 2019-03-04 08:38:58

Ah I can't wait. I kept checking for the next chapter

Nkuli Fihla 2019-03-04 06:40:51

Mazwi is crazy. Where does he get of thinking he owns Marang nxn, just because he's a cherry popped.

Gugu Mokoena 2019-03-04 05:42:19

Oh Marang shame

boitumelo shuping 2019-03-04 04:44:41

love it

Nthabise 2019-03-03 20:37:55

You are a great writer

Ivy Makena 2019-03-03 20:12:29

Thank you ausi Kedi. I'm patiently waiting for the next chapter.

Isabel Mpofu 2019-03-03 19:57:21

Wow I just can't wait for the next chapter...This chapter is flames

Nathi 2019-03-03 17:25:40

yaz guys like mazwi make me sick to the stomach

Polinah 2019-03-03 17:12:04

Love it

Rita 2019-03-03 14:50:25

Mazwi is crazy. I am so afraid of him

Busi 2019-03-03 13:36:03

I love the way u write and I can't wait for the next chapter.

Amina Gugulami shangase 2019-03-03 12:26:47

I can just tell that this book will be explosive! as it is nje, I am yearning desperately for the 2nd insert. I like the way you write..you make the reader yearns for more. thanks. keep up the good work. you are appreciated.

Maka Lebo D Radwbe 2019-03-03 09:40:44

Mazwi is obsessed with you Marang be careful he might kill you.

Lungi 2019-03-03 09:24:35

Found it I haven't read it that far, I'm just loving it can't wait to continue, love your work kede

Mandy Ngcobo 2019-03-03 08:12:39

You are such a gifted writer MaNdlovu I am so excited about this book. I can't wait for another insert.

Zodwa Mpembe 2019-03-03 07:57:02

Interesting can't wait for more inserts

mabongi ntombela 2019-03-03 07:50:10

This is very nice....I'm excited already

Nqobile Gasa 2019-03-03 07:32:04

Ay bo Mazwi waqhamuka sevutha la.he should go and die.selfish bustard.cnt wait for more.love you kedi

NIKEZIWE SHANGE 2019-03-03 06:55:32

Interesting as always....#you truly are gifted when it comes to writing,always blowing our minds away....#can't wait for insert2 already

Nomfundo 2019-03-03 05:42:03

Sound interesting cant wait for insert2... Thanks cc kedi u never dissapoint

Refiloe 2019-03-03 05:13:57

Love it already

Sinoxolo 2019-03-03 05:02:06

Haibo uyeyisa ke lo Mazwi

mphi 2019-03-03 05:00:59

sounds interesting

Ngiphile 2019-03-03 04:28:35

Wow Kedi you never disappoint. I love it already. I cant wait to know who is this guy that slept with Dineo. I have a feeling their paths will cross soon. As for Mazwi he's a psycho who must go to hell.

Gcinile 2019-03-03 04:19:37

Wow, what an awesome insert. I wonder who's the mysterious guy and I hope he'll stick around.

Zanele 2019-03-03 01:37:56

Hmmm very interesting tnx cc K

Masa 2019-03-02 22:19:05

Wow I love it already

Jacqueline Jackson 2019-03-02 22:06:35

I just wonder what's the name of the dude

Taboka 2019-03-02 21:25:19

Wow can't wait to know the mystery guy

Sindy 2019-03-02 20:03:09

Kodwa yin umazwi nescefe akayeke umarang aqhubeke nempilo yakhe okokuqala nje wakhethwa ukumithisa sukaaa

Slindle 2019-03-02 19:48:33

Oh wooow can't wait for another chapter the first is interesting nd intriguing

Nonhlanhla Tshabalala 2019-03-02 19:10:08

Ey I wonder whats the name of the guy Marang slept with. As for Mazwi uyahlanya, he cheated and he was dumped so makamuyeke uMarang to be fucked by whoever she wants.

FANESA 2019-03-02 18:28:40

Wow thanx ONCE more Kedi I'm looking forward of this book its so interesting. I'm in love with it already

mashandu 2019-03-02 17:58:45

Wow interesting cnt wait for insect 2

Ntombi Yase MaQwathini 2019-03-02 17:48:44

I'm ready to walk this journey

Nita 2019-03-02 17:28:36

You have an amazing gift I only wish the best for you and that you get more inspirations, appreciation and recorgnition for your great work

Nelisiwe 2019-03-02 17:16:29

I love your work....hope very soon you publish a book

Linda 2019-03-02 16:57:30

Mazwi is just trash nje

Kholofelo Hope kekana 2019-03-02 15:42:43

Wow that was amazing sis kedi and thanks for the insert

Puseletso 2019-03-02 15:29:50

Mazwi his selfish and abusive. H cheated on her so why he is angry

Nomacala Mthimkulu 2019-03-02 15:26:42

The way i love Kedi's work wish she colud have a hard copy so that i could show my support and buy her book.Bona nou im already interested in this new story Kedi you are a beast my dear.

Ntokozo 2019-03-02 15:15:16

Mazwi is one of those guys that make u develop low self esteem.

Ziyanda 2019-03-02 14:55:13

Tjini usile Mazwi.

Nonku 2019-03-02 14:33:59

I wonder if Dineo went home with the guy that slept with Marang. Love it already kedi

Sandisiwe Jam-Jam 2019-03-02 14:27:41

Yhooo uMazwi uyaphambana rha ogqiba umithisa usafunana noMarang, makahlale kwintombi yakhe ezompha kamnandi ahlukane noMarang xa engenzi le ayfunayo ekamereni..

Nthateng 2019-03-02 13:54:12

Interesting