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Part 24 the wishes

Bathabile It has been a week since we started school the Graham guy was really good at ignoring people not once did he glance at me or girls. I kinda stalk him from time to time when I am free though I don't play with my studies like that. I have fallen in love with him he isn't even on social media so looking at him before I sleep would be really hard. I did stumble on Melindas posts and a Graham Ryder was tagged I tried adding him but it was obvious that he blocked me. I was scared to ask Melinda if he has a girlfriend it's been long since I tried asking her but the words get stuck on my throat. I bumped on Jack on the passage to our roomI seriously wonder how he comes and goes as he pleases where does Graham stay. Me:"Hey Mel" She cleared her throat her face was glowing. Mel:"Hey" I smiled at her. Me:"How are you?" Mel:"Couldn't have a better way to start the weekend" Me :"Mhhm so this Graham guy does he have a girlfriend " Mel:"Yes he does why?" No wonder he is so stuck his girlfriend surely gave him some kind of love potion for him to not even look at girls I mean there are really beautiful girls on campus and he doesn't even steal a glance when no one is looking. Me:" Mhhm I just have this really huge crush on him" She laughed. Mel:"Haha good luck with getting him the only thing you can do is get ready for the party tonight unless you don't want to go" Me :"Maybe some other time" I was disappointed and when I'm disappointed I prefer shutting everyone out it's better than busting. . . . Graham I played with the necklace which was hidden on my neckI have never taken it off. I was bored on a Sunday nightI did all my work on Friday and Saturday I studied. I opened the box and literally laughed when I saw novels there now that explains why it was so heavy. I remember when we first metshe was reading Wuthering Heights I love that novel a lot you can say that I'm big on reading. In each book was a bookmark with our picture on itI remember taking a few she didn't want me taking them but after a few kisses she let. Each book had its own bookmark and they were all different from different places. There a note there. "Grumpy Grams I know how much you love reading you remember how you sneaked in to my room did have a fight or was I ignoring you? Either way I enjoyed hearing sounds from the window because of you. You made my last few months worth living and believe me when I say I regret nothing I did with you

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I know how much you love reading you remember how you sneaked in to my room did have a fight or was I ignoring you? Either way I enjoyed hearing sounds from the window because of you. You made my last few months worth living and believe me when I say I regret nothing I did with youcause baby you my life#Laughs I have said this and I will say it again don't push your self too hard; do not punish yourself. When the right person comes you will feel it from far. Now that doesn't mean you shouldn't play around don't play too much though. Little butterfly loves you" For the first time in forever I laughed because of that note this doesn't sound like her .I know it's her but I feel like she was high when she wrote this. For the following week I gave what the note said a thought maybe all I needed was a distraction someone to take my mind of things I decided to call Thabiso for some advice. Thabiso:"My man" Me :"Howzit?" Thabiso :"I should be asking you" I rubbed my forehead with the palm of my hand.. Me:"Do you think finding someone a girl who will be some sort of distraction would be a good idea? " Thabiso:"You want a fuck buddy" Me :"No not really I just need to see if I can be with someone and not hurt them" Thabiso :"Why do you think you would hurt them?" I rolled my eyes this guy likes being some sort of psychologist. Me:"I don't know I mean I loved Bella and there is a 999 % chance that which ever girl I might find I'll fall in love with" Thabiso:"You won't know if you don't try give it a taught" Me :"Okay sure" I ended the call and sighed I can survive without a girl right? But I am starting to feel the loneliness I am all alone here and my bestfriend is hardly with me although he always makes up for it. Melinda hardly talks to me I never liked her so I was okay with her not being my friend. When I got to school I started noticing the girls around me and a few of them made eye contact.They were really beautiful but just not the people I was looking for one caught my eye though. It was as if I knew her from somewhere I don't even know what I'll say to her it's been close to a year since I spoke to a girl from the bottom of my mind not my heart. I don't want to be the old Graham neither do I want another girl seeing Bellas Graham. Guess I should be a different guy then I don't know how but I'll surely make a plan.

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