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I sat there drowning my sorrows.

Me:I can't keep doing this to myself changes will take place and I've had many losses before.

I  said standing up I cleaned my room it wasn't dark so I opened my windows and even changed the way the furniture was placed.I went as far taking off Bayandas pics from the wall and every painting I had of him from today he isn't my boyfriend nor is he my ex but my big brother together with his twin.I will not be able to just shut down his feelings but I can learn.When I was done cleaning I took the laptop Bayanda had given me as a giftit was me and him as a wallpaper I can't believe how much I've loved this guy I started off by doing 2 outstanding assignments which was 3 hours each and I studied after that so I didn't sleep I slept around 5 my body was aching when. I woke up at 12 bathed and submitted my assignment with God being by my side I was given notes but I had to tutor myself. Later on I called Nka.He answered after his own sweet time.

Her:Sisters.

Me:Can I see you?

Him:Uhm okay when?

Me:Now if you can.

Him:Okay I'm on my way.

Me:Thanks.

I  needed him as the only brother I had and he understood me .He called telling me he's outsideI locked my room and went to his car Me:Hi.

Him:Heylong time where were you?How is the baby?

I swallowed thinking of a way to say this but instead I criedhe came on my side opened the door pulled me out and hugged me.

Him:Sssh you're okay .

He calmed me down I pulled away from the hug and started talking.

Me:The baby is no more he passed on a month and weeks back.

Him:What happened?

Me:Same genes of the parents.

Him:Wow!Wait the guy is your brotherhow?I thought you had no family.

Me:I thought so too but my life has been a lie. Him:What are you saying to me?

I started telling him the whole story and he was shocked.

Me:I just lost my 1st love Nkanyiso.

Him:You will find love again.

Me:No I don't want to love againmy heart is still fragile.

Him:I understand but it won't be fragile forever. Me:I don't know.

I said sitting down.

Him:So your parents own this place?

I nodded.

Me:But I will continue paying rent unless they tell me otherwise.

Him:Have they called you yet?

Me:No maybe they don't want me as the mistresses daughter.

Him:That's not true maybe they still digesting the whole thing

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my heart is still fragile.

Him:I understand but it won't be fragile forever. Me:I don't know.

I said sitting down.

Him:So your parents own this place?

I nodded.

Me:But I will continue paying rent unless they tell me otherwise.

Him:Have they called you yet?

Me:No maybe they don't want me as the mistresses daughter.

Him:That's not true maybe they still digesting the whole thingwho wouldn't want you to be family.

I said pulling my cheeks.

Me:Hey Stop that I'm grown now.

Him:Pssh only one yearcome let's go to the beach.

Me:I've never swam before and I won't start now.

Him:Who said you'll swim we will take a walk and come back.

Me:Fine by me.

We drove to the beach then we went to Steers I couldn't help but laugh.

Him:Remembering your first time here huh? Me:Yep Minentle was being forward.

Him:And you on the other handshy kid.

Me:I'm not shy I'm a waitress remember? Him:You still work?

Me:Aha I emailed my boss and he said I can come back next week 

Him:That's nice.

We continued chatting then after he took me home I called Anawo I needed to know how Bayanda and her dad are luckily she picked up. Me:Hi.

Her:How are you?

Me:Good how's Bayandas dad?

Her:He's okay now but Bayanda isn't copingare you?

Me:I have to or I'll end up being unemployed. Her:Well all the best

Me:Thanks.

I hung upwell I had to be strong for myself so the following week I went back to work and it was back to juggling school and work it was hard but I had no choice.I didn't wanna burden the Khumalos not as yet I was coming from work when I heard a whistle not just an ordinary whistle but this one I waz farmiliar with it reminded me of back home the person whistled again this time I turned and looked at him his face was filled with Joy and happiness while mine was filled with confusion and Shock.

Me:China.

Him:Ultra-Mel.

He said walking towards me and I was blank What is he doing here?

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