THREE WEEKS LATER....
"Ek word ondersoek vir geldwassery onthou jy? (I'm under investigation for money laundering remember?)"-Jackson
I sigh Roxanne sparked all of this I'm not sure what screw she has that is loose but there is one very loose screw in her head.
"Okay I guess we can stay in the country for now"-me
He chuckles when I pout. I want to go on a vacation on the Maldives but he's under investigation for money laundering.
"We'll go as soon as all of this goes down okay?"-Jackson
A message comes in on his phone and he quickly tries to pick it up on the table but I've read enough.
"What does she mean by you went against your best friend and protected her?"-me
I get up from him and walk to the other side of the room since I want to look at him properly.
"Jackson answer me!"-me
A tear rolls down my cheek and he looks at me again blankly.
God better intervene before I jump over this table and go berserk.
"Did you cover for her?!"-me
I ask him again and he looks at me regretfully.
The look in his eyes give me my answer but I want him to say it.
"I had no choice I didn't want my kids to live without their mother or grow up to find out their parents are criminals one of us at least has to be the good one"-Jackson
He has his blazer off as he walk to the other side of the room to pour another drink.
"Alpha's kids also could have losr their father because of you I could have died!"-me
I look at him as tears roll down my cheeks and he sighs.
She was also planning on getting me killed we recently just found and it's sick!
"You didn't die Ndalo I protected you!"-Jackson
He puts the glass down and I shake my head with a sigh.
"Well she's sending you to jail now right after saving her are you still proud of yourself?"-me
He keeps quiet and I chuckle bitterly. I shake my head walking to where he is and take the glass from him.
"Did I ever mean anything to you?"-me
I look up at him taking a sip as I scrunch my face and he sighs.
"You mean a lot to me I wouldn't have left my wife if you didn't mean anything to me"-Jackson
I want to ask him if he still loves me or not but I don't want to sound weaker than I already am.
"You have a way of proving it"-me
I shake my head and finish his glass of whiskey and give him his glass back as I touch my burning chest.
"This was one mistake that..."-Jackson
He pauses and look at me as I bite my lip.
"We aren't good for each other I love you but you're too young to be going through this you deserve better"-Jackson
𝙄𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤.
I've read this quite a lot from Facebook feminists and the other ones that aren't feminists.
But I don't believe him I chose him so I don't care if I deserve him or not I love him.
"Then be better for me"-me
I walk to couch and sit on it as I watch walk him to me.
"I can't I chose him so I don't care if I deserve him or not I love him.
"Then be better for me"-me
I walk to couch and sit on it as I watch walk him to me.
"I can't I'm going to jail and I want to ask you to wait for me but..."-Jackson
He squats in front of me and holds the both of my hands.
"That's not fair Jackson you can't expect that from me"-me
Tears roll down my cheeks and he nods trying to hide his hurt from me.
"So I guess it's.... it's for the best that we break up?"-me
I try not to let out a sob as he nods and I get up walking past him still squatting Infront of the couch.
"I'll pack my stuff"-me
I walk to the door walking to the main bedroom and open the closet as I pull out a suitcase and start packing my clothes.
He walks in as I'm packing and I turn to him.
"I'll be gone in an hour"-me
I say before he even asks but he doesn't reply but rather walks to where I am and stands infront of me.
"You'll be okay won't you?"-Jackson
He looks down at me stroking the side of my cheek and my heartbeat picks up.
"I'll bounce back and so will you"-me
I feel the need to reassure him and he nods lowering his face down to mine letting his lips linger against mine.
He kisses me and I respond to the kiss holding the sides of his face as his arms wrap around my waist.
I pull out to look at him and his eyes are raging with emotions I can't read.
He links our foreheads and I close my eyes standing on my toes as our lips make contact again.
He picks me up and tosses me on the bed getting between my legs as he unbuttons his shirt still kissing me and I work his belt.
I moan as he pins my hands above my head and kisses me down my neck sucking on it as I hyperventilate.
His hand slips under my t-shirt and cups my boob massaging it over my bra as I moan.
His removes the t-shirt and unhooks my bra tracing kisses my chest to suck my nipples taking turns in each one.
I let out a groan as I feel myself get wet as he leaves kisses down my abdomen to my panty line and leaves wet kisses on it as I free one of my hands from his grip and run my hand through his curly hair.
He pulls my skirt down and removes the thong I was wearing kissing my mound and parts my lips with his tongue and I gasp as he sucks on my clit and I withhold another manly groan.
He groans laying on his stomach and eating me out while I push his head deeper into me and scratching his head.
My toes curl as my eyes roll to the back of my head and I arch my back as I reach my pinnacle and release into his mouth.
He plants a kiss on it and I blush as he comes back up to me and kisses me again rubbing himself against me and I bite on his lip. I don't know when his pants came off but they are off.
I moan as he penetrates into me and my walls stretch to accommodate him.
He starts off with slow deep strokes and I dig my nails into his torso as he marks me with hickeys all over my chest.
He quickens his pace as I feel myself tense up again and he groans against my ear and we both reach our climax as he gently sucks on my earlobe.
He stays on top of me for a while until I start shifting uncomfortably because of his body weight.
He rolls over and lays on his back trying to catch his breath and I sit up next to him as our mixed sexual fluids drip our of me.
I don't know what he's apologising for so I get off the bed and pick my clothes up walking to the bathroom.
"Where are you ..."-Jackson
I shut the door before he finishes and lock myself inside as I slide down the door and start crying.
I get up fifteen minutes later and clean myself up. I notice the huge hickeys on my neck and choke down a sob as I tie my hair back and wear my clothes again.
I walk out to find him waiting for me outside the door and bite my lip to stop myself from crying again.
"Kan ons praat? ( Can we talk?)"-Jackson
"There's nothing left for us to talk about Jackson"-me
I close my suitcase on the floor and pick it up along with my toiletry bag and purse and walk out after requesting an Uber.
"Do you mind helping me?"-me
I turn to him when I get to the stairs and he carries the suitcase down the stairs and I follow after him.
"Thanks uhm here are your car keys"-me
I open my purse and take the keys out.
"You can keep the car"-Jackson
I shake my head and throw the keys at him.
"It's best we have nothing connecting us together ever again"-me
I pull the suitcase out of the house and walk out the gate.
I request an Uber and wait for it standing on the sidewalk outside the gate as I hold my tears in.
He steps out of the car to help me with my bags as I greet him back and get in the car.
I let out a huge sob as soon as the car starts moving and cry my lungs out holding on the seat.
"Are you okay?"-Driver
My lips quiver as I try to nod and I look outside the window as the houses keeping passing us by on our way to Nicole's new apartment.
I knock abruptly on the door and she yells from inside.
I knock again louder since I'm not patient enough to wait for her to come.
"I said I'm coming yoh!"-Nicole
I hear her footsteps making their way to the door and she opens the door abruptly and finds me on her doorstep.
"Do you still need a flatmate?"-me
I shrug looking at her with swollen eyes.
"Come in what's wrong?"-Nicole
I walk in with my bags to the huge living room.
"Jackson and I broke up"-me
"Babe I'm so sorry"-Nicole
She hugs me and I close my eyes soaking in her warmth.
"It's okay is the other bedroom still open?"-me
"Yeah sure lets take your stuff there"-Nicole
She wheels my suitcase to the bedroom and I follow after her.
"His father took him out but they should be back in a few hours"-Nicole
They are now dating and it's serious I never thought two of my friends would end up together actually.
"Do you need anything? We can have a bed date with some ice cream"-Nicole
She says as I look around the spacious bedroom and sigh. She moved my stuff here too since it was part of the plan for me to move here with her.
"No it's fine I just want to pack then cry my heart out into the pillows"-me
I sigh pushing my shoes off and she nods while looking at me worriedly.
"Okay shout if you need anything"-Nicole
She walks out and I look around before throwing myself in the bed and starting all over again with my crying.