"Are you okay?"-me
I make my way to her past the two bulky men in suits next to her and she shakes her head.
"He might die in there I can't lose him now I..."-Sinothando
She breaks down as I hug her and she sinks into the bench next to us and I rub her back.
"Shhh don't worry he's going to be okay"-me
She pulls out of my arms and wipes her tears shaking her head.
"He took three bullets on his chest what if they hit some vital organs?"-Sinothando
I pull her back into my arms as her cries peirce through my conscience and I rub her back as she clings onto my chest.
"Do you have any idea who could have done this?"-me
I say once she finally calms down and she sits up shaking her head.
"No Jackson is still looking into it but he got us security since we're still not sure who might be behind this"-Sinothando
She tucks her hair behind her ear and I nod.
"It's okay Alpha will be fine"-me
I take her hand into mine and squeeze it.
"I hope so"-Sinothando
Her phone rings and she takes it out of her purse and looks at me.
"I'm sorry I have to take this"-Sinothando
She gets up and stands a distance away from me so I can't listen in on her conversation.
I watch her talking to the phone and I can't help but feel bad for putting her through so much.
We've been good friends for many years now that we've become family.
"My mom is on her way with Jackson I was just giving them directions to where we are"-Sinothando
She sits down again and my heart races. I can't see Jackson right now he knows I have a hand in this and I just don't want to see him after what happened between us.
"Yes they should be on their way here by now"-Sinothando
The doctor walks out of the operating room and we both get up.
"I just remembered I have to be somewhere I'll check in you later babe"-me
I walk away before she can reply and make my way to the entrance I drive home as soon as I get in my car.
"Roxanne are you okay?"-Rochelle
She looks at me walk in and I nod my head.
"Ek is oukei ek moet net bad (I'm okay I just need to bath)"-me
I walk upstairs to take a bath and the house has been awfully quiet without the kids here I miss my babies so much.
I slip into pyjamas after the bath and go back downstairs.
"Wat gaan aan het hulle uitgevind wie Alpha geskiet het? (What's going on have they found out who shot Alpha ?)"-Rochelle
She has been genuinely concerned he's like family to us but life isn't black and white I've had to do things trying to get my family back.
"Nee Jackson snuffel nog steeds rond
She follows me to the kitchen as I make myself food and sit down at the table to eat.
"Hy is tans nie my gunsteling persoon nie maar ek hoop hy vind hulle gou(He's not my favourite person at the moment but I hope he finds them soon)"-Rochelle
She sighs and looks at me tiredly.
"Let me go get some sleep then I was just waiting for you to come back
She walks out and I continue eating and rinse the plate afterwards.
An abrupt knock comes through and I sigh getting up and walk to the door.
"Wat maak jy hier? (What are you doing here?)"-me
I ask him standing at the door and he pushes past me making his way in.
"You left the hospital quite abruptly I came to check on you"-Jackson
I close the door and follow him to the living room.
"Ek was iewers heen op pad ek is goed(I was on my way somewhere I'm fine)"-me
He fixes his eyes on me with a slight nod.
"Roxanne het jy 'n hand hierin?(Roxanne do you have a hand in any of this?)"-Jackson
I quickly shake my head as my heart knocks against my chest.
"Natuurlik nie Alpha is vir ons soos familie. Waarom sou ek hom wou seermaak? (Of course not Alpha is like family to us. Why would I want to hurt him?)"-me
I struggle to hide the scared look on my face and he sighs.
"Ek verstaan nie hoekom jy dit selfs aan my sou dink nie (I don't understand why you would even think that of me)"-me
Judging by the look on his face he doesn't believe me but I try to look convincing.
"Roxanne as ek uitvind dat jy 'n hand hierin gehad het ... (Roxanne if I find out you had any hand in this...)"-Jackson
"I don't have a hand in any of this!"-me
I interrupt him mid-sentence and he nods.
"Dit is beter dat jy dit nie doen nie want as jy 'n hand hierin het sal ek vergeet dat jy ooit my vrou was (You better not because if you do have a hand in this I'll forget that you were ever my wife)"-Jackson
His voice is cold as it send shivers down my spine and I swallow nothingness.
"Is that a threat?"-me
My voice sounds so frail it's pathetic right now.
"No it's a simple promise you can go back to whatever you were doing"-Jackson
He walks out closing the door behind him and I let out a sigh of relief walking to the mini wine cellar in the kitchen.
My phone beeps from the pocket of my gown so I take it out and look at message.
~𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙗𝙧𝙪𝙥𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙮?~