I just hate feeling like this. I hate myself for being ugly fat horrible a weirdo a freak a bitch.I’ve never seen a smiling face that was not beautiful.People often say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing you are the beholder.The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat known suffering known struggle known loss and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation a sensitivity and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.

Sometimes I feel safe around scarlet she is one person apart from my family who sees how beautiful I am .

Cynthia hey " I said with a smile 

What's your deal aaiiii mwansa " she asked getting pissed 

I don't follow " I said 

You don't follow what exactly" she asked 

Okay this girl was just stupid she followed me to my place ..

What you are talking about " I said 

Stay away from Scarlett" she said 

I laughed 

It's not funny you have heard " she said 

Cynthia am not a lesbian and Scarlett is my friend not my girlfriend" I said 

Oh please I always find half nude pics of you in her phone please please please mwansa stay away from her all you will find yourself all over socia media " she said 

Loud and clear madam " I said 

I don't know why Scarlett always find crazy girls .

I went inside took a bath than started studying .

Hey " Scarlett said entering my room.

Who let you in " I asked 

Are you okay dude " she asked .

Your girlfriend was here and I don't want trouble just go be with her " I said 

Okay! Are you on your peez " she asked 

Scar just leave " I yelled 

Come down doll

just go be with her " I said 

Okay! Are you on your peez " she asked 

Scar just leave " I yelled 

Come down doll I will talk to her " she said 

Why don't you delete the pics I sent to you " I asked 

It's my phone " she said 

Whatever " I rolled my eyes 

I hate being mad at Scarlett she is the only real friend I have we took some pics and she left .

Monday came and I was so excited because we had two papers to write .

Hey mwansa " Jordan said all smiley he has never been nice to me before .

Are you okay " I said looking around 

Why do you hide such a perfect body " he asked 

I don't understand" I said 

He showed me my pics there were all over Facebook .

Wait what who uploaded these " I asked Jordan 

One Cynthia " he said 

All the pics I sent to scarlet she uploaded them .

I went straight to class I was disturbed .

But I managed to write the two papers I have been studying for all weekend .

Scarlett what the hell " I shouted 

Look am sorry I didn't know she got them from my phone I swear " she said 

I thought you were my friend how am I going to explain to my family really scar" I broke down .

People started starring .

I will talk to Cynthia " she said 

Scroll you and Cynthia dont ever talk to me again " i said 

I couldn't concentrate I kept on thinking about my mum she will be so disappointed in me .

She came to pick me up .

Are you okay baby " she asked 

I shook my head no .

What's wrong " she asked 

The person I thought was my best friend betrayed me " I said .

What happened " she asked 

Just take me home " I said 

When we got home I went straight to my room ..

I found missed calls from Scarlett and her twin ..

"I can't take back what Cynthia has done but please mwansa don't do this to me 

You are the only true friend I have please forgive me " Scarlett

I just deleted the text and blocked all her lines 

Hey mwansa " Sammy 

What do you want " I said getting up 

Where you running too can we talk " she said 

About what ? Let me guess your sister " I asked 

Mwansa look she loves you and I hate seeing her hurt " she said 

Good for her my body is all over social media she can go to hell " I said walking away

Let her hung I don't care  .


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