All you really need to know for the moment is thatthe universeis a lot more complicated than you might think even if youstart from a position of thinking it's pretty damn complicated.
mum didn't talk to me for a monthand to make matters worse chansa got married to another girl..
you heard that the prince was back in the village " chama said as we were coming back from school
oh that's good " I said
you will attend " she asked
chama why would attend that ceremony " I asked
cause he will choose his wife " she said
why would I attend again "I asked
to see who he will choose " she said
I rather not go '' I said
you will I can't go there alone" she said
OK I know you won't let it go " I said
she laughed
chama and I have been great friends since 4th grade and we always want to be rich ..
mummy good afternoon " I said
she clicked her tongue
Mummy because of marriage you will act like that " I asked
she gave me a very bad look
sometimes I wonder if am really your daughter " I said entering the house .
every child can have those thoughts .
daddy evening " I greeted
my girl " he said
daddy mummy is still upset with me " I said
why " he asked
about the marriage thing " I said
let her be " he said
I just nodded
I served dad's food and went to my room I did my homework and slept .
it was a Saturday I woke up very early did my house chores and went to collect some firewood
what are you doing here all alone in this early morning " he asked
am here to collect some firewood" I said stammering
you know people get raped here " he said
now I was scared like very scared
collect your firewood fast before some more men come " he said
I picked up my firewood fast I was picking while looking behind but he looked harmless ..I tripped and fell he rushed to where I was and helped me up the minute he touched me I remembered bana chansa 's words
" if a boy touches you than you will become pregnant "
oh my gosh " I thought to myself
I picked up the firewood and tied it together I ran away
no goodbye " he yelled
I kept on running
am pregnant mum will kill me dad will be disappointed in me " all those thoughts kept running into my mind
where am I going to start from explaining " I asked myself
why are you crying " jack asked (third brother)
am crying " I asked
who beat you up " he asked
no one ba jack " I said
you better tell me I don't want anyone to mess with my young sister " he said
its mum " I said
what has she done " he asked
ba jack she doesn't talk to me " I said
because she wants you to get married " he asked
I nodded
forget about that woman she is demonically possessed " he said
I busted into a laughter
am serious don't let her ruin your life ba mutale is working hard for you to have a better life " he said
I know ba jack " I said
just forget about her " he said
I got up and prepared breakfast I wanted to go with chama to see who the prince will choose ..I didn't want to tell my brother that I was pregnant
we got to the ceremony and the girls came out the Prince was just busy looking at the girls dancing.
if we didn't want to get rich we could have been there as well dancing our waist out " she said laughing
I laughed
that guy standing there is starring at you " she said
who " I asked
that guy there " she said pointing at him
you are not suppose to point " I said
I was giving you signs but you didn't pay attention " she said
the prince started looking at our direction he whispered something in the guards ear
I think we need to go " I said
why " she asked
the prince is looking at us " I said
so we are not the only ones standing here " she said
look around we are the only girls standing here "I said
oh shotlet's go " she said when she realized it was us he was looking at us
we left and that guy from the forest was following us ..
hey guys wait " he yelled
let's go " I said
let's hear what he wants to say " she said
chama let's go " I said
she stopped moving
you are stupid you know that " I said folding my hands
she laughed
chama was annoying sometimes but I loved her I didn't tell her that I was pregnant I just kept it to myself
where are you girls going " he asked
home " she said
you couldn't wait till the prince chooses his wife " he said
not interested " I said
he laughed
I have to go " she said
you are leaving me alone " I asked
you are not alone " she said
I rolled my eyes and frowned
you can go I won't eat her " he said
I know " she laughed
you ran off in the morning what's up" he asked
no reason " I said playing with my fingers
he tried touching me and I took two steps backwards
I don't eat " he said
am pregnant " I said
you are pregnant congratulations " he said
you are the one who made me pregnant " I said
sorry " he asked
you heard me " I said
are you okayI never touched you " he said
you did in the morning " I said
I only helped you up " he said
that was the time you got me pregnant " I said
he laughed
what" I asked getting upset
who told you that when someone touched you you would get pregnant " he asked
my mother " I said
your mother is crazy you can only get pregnant when someone removes your pants and have sex with you " he said
what's sex" I asked
you will know it one day or I can show you " he said
no " I said shaking my head
am Philip by the way " he said
Jennifer " I said
you are funny Jennycan I call you that " he asked
I nodded
he escorted me home..