I'm falling in love. I am in love. and it's not with Xander though I do love him. I'm sure of that
All I’m saying is that I don’t want to sort of fall in love with fifty different people. I’d rather find one person and fall complete in loveHave you ever watched a leaf leave a tree? It falls upward first and then it drifts toward the ground just as I find myself drifting towards you.As long as she was falling in love with me I might as well start making her promises I didn't intend to keep.Most people know the sheer wonder that goes with falling in love how not only does everything in heaven and earth become new but the lover himself becomes new. It is literally like the sap rising in the tree putting forth new green shoots of life.I know what happens a the end of falling-landingWe don't fall in love with people because they're good people. We fall in love with people whose darkness we recognise. You can fall in love with a person for all of the right reasons but that kind of love can still fall apart. But when you fall in love with a person because your monsters have found a home in them that's the kind of love that owns your skin and bones. Love I am convinced is found in the darkness. It is the candle in the night.There might have been prettier women in the room but when she turned those babies on fluttered her eyelashes I was hers. It had taken me nearly fifteen years to extinguish their light. Now when she looks at me it's a vacuum. I had drained so much from her over the course of our marriage that every glance rips a little bit of my soul away to fill the void I had whittled within her..
All I wanted to know was about her life .
I closed my eyes ..
"I will be going to mpika for a week " dad said
"What's there " I asked
"I don't know
"Okay " I said
"Are you okay " he asked
"Yeah just thinking about my life " I said
"God will see us through " he said
I faked a smile ...
Dad left the next morning being a weekend I had nothing to do ..I decided. Take a Nap
I heard an knock and I got up .with my eyes half closed..I opened the door she sore a blue short dress and some black sandals.
"Can I come in" she asked
She got in before I even said anything .
"I got transferred because I embarrassed my parents i used to smoke weed have sex with any boys or girls my father tried but I guess that was me but when I came here I just wanted to start over I didn't what to tell you cause I was scared you would judge me " she said
"Oh " I mumbled
"That's all you can say I was wrong" she said getting up
"Waitam just speechless " I said
She was about to open the door ..I went close to her she started breathing fast .
I held her hand ..
"Every one has a past " I said
"But ...I interrupted her with a kiss .
I pinned her to the wall she moaned she wrapped her legs around my waist ..
I walked with her while kissing to the bed( mattress I mean)
I removed her dress she had a perfect body ..
I kissed her from her mouth to her to her belly button she screamed my name ...
I removed her pant and I played with her clitorisshe moaned softly ..
I inserted two fingers in her forbidden land I finger fucked her till she reached orgasm..
I than inserted my man and I fucked her she couldn't stop screaming my name ...we collapsed I'm each other's arms ..
"That was wooow " she said trying to catch her breath .
"You were amazing" I said
She put her head on my chest .
"I thought light skinned guys are womanizers"she said
"Am different" I said
"But girls drool over you " she teased
"I got my eyes on one girl " I said
"Who is that " she asked
The girl who kept on moaning and screaming my name" I said .
"Shout up " she giggled
I made her face me ..
"I want this to last " I said
"I also want this to last " she smiled
"Your parents don't miss you " I asked
"Oh my gosh what's the time " she asked
"It's 18 " I said
She got her clothes and started dressing up ..
"Relax I will go explain to you aunty " I said
"That you were having sex with her niece" she asked
"Yes " I moved closer to her
"No jona no " she pushed me away
"Am still sore down there " she said
I took her home lucky enough no one was home ..