You've figured out I'm falling in love with you and you're trying to make me stop by hurting me this way. Well it won't work.One way or another I'm going to make you care about me. Yes I am unless your cold attitude kills me first.It's only fair. If I'm going to be miserable by God so are you.I am not a common wench and I will not be treated like one.Don't you see what's happened? You wanted to be in love again. To feel that feeling where a man you hardly know gazes into your eyes and seems to be the only human being who ever understood the real youI don't fancy colors of the face I'm always attracted to colors of the brain Falling in love is easy. Falling in love with the same person repeatedly is extraordinary.For some reason I believed that if you fell in love it was a guaranteed thing that your path would cross with his and I never wondered how if would feel to fall in love with a man whose future just couldn't include you.Watching my parents I've learnt a lesson many do not recognize. True love is not signaled by romantic candle light dinners red roses glistening with dew or even Valentine's day celebrations. While these things may accompany our feelings
I haven't seen Jonathan and I missed so much I have never been in love before yes I was a troublesome girl but I have never had a boyfriend .. Jonathan was different.
"Yeah " Mildred said
"Hey " I said
"What's up " she asked
"Yesterday Judy and her gang followed me to warn me about jona " I said
"What is she crazy " she said
"Just forget about it " I said
"Have you talked to jona after the mwaa mwaa " she whispered
I always tell Mildred everything and I told her I had a crush on Jonathan.
"I haven't " I said
"Go and see him after class " she suggested
"I will think about it " I said
I went to my class after that I went home ...
I found aunty and her boyfriend making out in the living room.
I cleared my throat..
"You are back early " she said
"No am not " I winked
I went to my room changed I wanted to see Jonathan but I just couldn't even when I missed him so much it was killing me .
"Sali " aunty called
I got out of bed ..
"Yes " I answered
"Jonathan is looking for you outside " she said
"Really " I asked fixing myself
"I thought he was just a friend " she teased .
"Whatever " I said walking away
I went out there he was looking yummy like always ..
"Hey " he said
"Hi " I said
"Come with me " he said
I followed him ..
We got to this beautiful place it was so beautiful that I missed my phone could have taken pictures.
"Am sorry " he said
"About " I asked
He kissed me unaware. .
"Am in love with you and I don't want to think I just want to use you " he said
"Why would I think that"I asked
"I want something serious with you no games " he said
"Why would you think I will be playing with you " I asked
"You have never said anything about your family" he said
"I need to go " I said
"Seriously " I asked
I got up and left
Its not like I was afraid of telling I was ashamed of telling him about my past .