Life is made up of an infinite amount of choices. Most decisions such as what youll eat for lunch today are small and only slightly impactful but its the big decisions the ones that can change your life forever that are tough to make. If you choose to confront the options before you with courage and confidence you open yourself to a fulfilling path of your own design filled with numerous possibilities. Rather than procrastinate in fear of making the wrong decision weigh your options and act on the best one revel in the chance to create the life you want to live.
he traveled and I missed him so much I wish I traveled with him.
why do you act like he is gone forever?" jas teased.
two months is forever daah'' I laughed.
have you told him about the our past? " she asked.
no I don't think me telling him about my rape case is okay and moreover it's been years ago and I don't want him to feel sorry for me " I said
but don't you think he would be upset when he finds out on his own? she asked
why would he as if it's his life " I said
okay oh "she said
have you ever wondered why I love sex or I was a sex freak? my parents divorced when I was 10 and when dad brought in his new wife
okay oh "she said
have you ever wondered why I love sex or I was a sex freak? my parents divorced when I was 10 and when dad brought in his new wife she came with her elder brother who used to sleep with me and he taught me all the things I did to all the guys have dated ..
my phone rung and it was a strange number.
hello" I answered
can we talk" he said
who is this " I asked?
Ray" he said
about what " I asked
please Sharon " he begged
so that you can you can beat me " I asked
I swear I won't " he said
I hung up.
it's better be good " I said to myself.
where are you going" she asked?
Ray just called " I said
she gave a look that scared me.
am not going to do anything stupid " I said
I don't want any scars you know how crazy your man is "she said
I promise doll " I said kissing her cheeks
I walked out and went to Ray's room. he was busy watching a movie.
hey " he said
what do you want Ray" I said?
the funny thing is I never felt anything for Ray anymore.
I miss you " he said
that's nice" I said
babe I was wrong I shouldn't have treated you the way I did " he said
that's good you have realized that you made a mistake but it's too late " I said
he was quite I got up and he did the same.
I will see you around" I said
he made me face him and kissed him I didn't respond my mind kept telling me " Caleb Caleb Caleb" I pushed him and walked away ...I went straight home. when I reached the gate I found a car parked.
who could that be?" I asked myself.
there was no one in the car.
it might be Maria's boyfriend " I said
when I touched the door knob it was open went to my room and Caleb was on my bed busy on his phone.
babe " I said
hey " he said looking at me
I sat next to him.
I have been trying to call you why haven't you been picking up " he said
I didn't hear my phone ring " I said
check " he said
I checked and I found 8missed calls.
am sorry babe it was on silence I said
he looked pissed off and I didn't know what I did.
babe are you okay? " I asked
yes am just tired "he said
I sat on his laps.
you don't look tired "I said
what do you want us to do " he said kissing my neck?
I thought you were tired " I asked
no" he said getting on top of me ...
we made love and we cuddled in bed.
I need to tell you something" I said
okay " he said stroking through my hair
I was raped by my step mother's brother " I said
are you okay " he asked?
am fine now " I said
am sorry babe " he said
I went to see my ex today " I said
why " he asked
he wanted to talk to me but I swear babe I don't feel anything for him " I said
you swear " he said
I swear it's you I want; you are my now and forever " I said
he pecked my lips.