Dont settle for a relationship that wont let you be yourself. Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength while loving someone deeply gives you courage. Some women choose to follow men and some women choose to follow their dreams. We should not see ourselves as the contestant but as the prize The energy in which we go into a relationship is usually what we get out of it. So if we go in quite hastily or not being ourselves or balanced we will have to deal with that at some point in the relationship as it sets the tone for the whole relationship.
I was so disappointed I wanted him to kiss me so badly I was craving for his kisses he smelled like heaven and the Idris Elba body was just so perfect when God was creating Caleb he took his time this dude was amazing handsome fabulous delicious oh my gosh I don't know what word I can use .
it's getting late can you take me to campus " I said looking at the watch.
you want to go now " he asked
let me get my coat " he said
he came back after some time and handed it to me.
thank you " I said putting it on. oh it smelled nice.
Caleb was a neat clean dude; he knew what it means to be smart. he drove to school. And left.
I went to the room and the girls were all smiles.
what " I asked
I thought you never liked the guy " jas asked
I left my bag in his car " I said
you bought a new coat "maria teased
what's up with you two isnt he your lover boy " I asked
for now he is yours it seems you like him more than us moreover we just enjoyed his money " jas said.
I just smiled. I slept when I woke up I found the two gone since them it was accounts we had different class schedule. I heard a knock I dragged my lazy feet to open the door.
so you don't want me because of that guy huh" ray asked
Ray leaveam not in the mood for you today moreover its too early" I said
leave what you are mine" he said
I am not yours just leave" I said
he punched me and started beating me. I was screaming but he continued beating me. . when he got tired he left.
I cuddled myself in the corner I cried my eyes outI was in so much pain that I couldn't even get my phone.
maria returned when she saw me she rushed to where I was.
what happened" she asked
Ray " I busted into tears.
why " she asked
because of Caleb " I asked
she dialed someone's line I was in so much pain every time she tried touching me I moaned in pain.
Caleb banged into our room with his lab court.
he didn't ask anything he carried Me to his car people were busy starring at us.
get her something comfortable to wear" he told maria
she came back with a dress and my sandals. He told maria to help me change in the back seat. I was busy moaning in pain. the idiot did me bad.
he took me to the hospital and told the nurse to take a look at me.
let me go back to work I will see you later okay maria stay with her maria stay with her and amor stop crying okay you will get sick" he said
the nurse took a look at me and I had cuts on my face.
she gave me some pain killers and I dozed off.
I was woken up by him.
hey " he said
hi " I said with my eyes half way open.
we need to go " he said.
he wore a white smart shirt and a black trouser with a brown belt. . even in my state he looks delicious the way I can ride him all night he can forget his troubles.
he wasn't driving the road going to school he hooted and a man opened the gate now I remember that we are at his place. we got inside and he showed me the guest room. I didn't ask questions.
he prepared a salty water for me to bath. It felt so good.
I found a young lady in my room.
sir sent me to help you " she said
am fine thank you " I said
she smiled and left.
she came back with some PaJamas.
thank you ummmm...she interrupted me
Blessings" she said
she left. I heard a knock.
come in " I said
he entered all sweaty just looking at him I became turned on. I was drooling.
I wanted to check up on you " he said
am fine " I said
you will be staying here for a while until I found a place safe for you to stay because I don't know what he will do to you next " he said
I faced down.
Maria told me don't worry am here to protect you " he said
let me shower than we can talk " he said
he came back while I was eating.
am glad you are eating " he said
when I was done I put the tray on the table in the room.
he sat next to me.
how long have you been dating the same guy " he asked?
8months " I said
and he is already hitting you" he asked
this is the second time the first it was about some nudes I found and the second was about you " I said
what did I do " he asked?
he thinks I have something to do with you " I said.
he is a jealous freak huh" he said
it's the first time he is acting like this he has never even once showed me he cared " I said
it's okay " he said.
he looked straight into my eyes; I felt a special connection between us.
he kissed me and I kissed him back his lips were so soft that I wanted to eat them up. he pulled out leaving me craving for me.
I have to go " he said
really dude " I thought to myself ...
what was that he kisses me and leaves me craving for more like a crazy lunatic ...
the days that passed were crazy though he never kissed me again and I was craving for more. but he was a gentleman man.
so you won't come back " jasmine asked
I will but he says not now " I said
that Ray is a lunatic" maria said
I tell you "I said
I picked some few clothes as we were waiting for Caleb to reach the car park Raymond showed up but this time he was drunk.
babe " he said
I started shaking.
he won't do anything stupid we are here "the girls said
I need to talk to you " he said
she doesn't want " maria said
hey hey are you her spokesperson" he asked
Ray just go " I ordered
babe please " he begged
just leave " I said
Caleb showed up.
he came were we were standing and kissed me.
shall we " he asked
yes love " with my eyes closed.
by girls " Caleb said
see you " they smiled.
so it's that bustard you want not me " Ray yelled
shout up " just heard jas say.
he took me to have out dinner than went home.
I really wanted Caleb tonight yes we had some few drinks and when I drink I become a little horny.
he put the bag in my room.
huh " I faked a pain
what is it " he asked?
he came close and I made him face me I made him kiss me.
we can't " he said getting up.
why " I asked
Sharon goodnight" he said
I want you " I said
you had too much to drink " he said
am not drunk Caleb" I said
he walked away and I started throwing things everywhere.
I hated what he was doing to me like seriously.
I went to school and when I got back I found my room clean ..I went to the kitchen to eat and went to sleep ..I woke up when I checked the time it was 7:30pm..Caleb didn't wake up cause he was in the afternoon shift ..I took a shower and just wore my robe and went to the kitchen ..
his Caleb back " I asked
what time did he come back " I asked?
he came back an hour ago " Blessings said
where is he " I asked
study he is with someone " she said
who " I asked?
I don't know but its a lady " she said
oh okay " I said
I went to the lounge it was next to the study they were busy giggling in the study.
after sometime it was quiet I knew he was fucking her. I went to my room disappointed. I thought we had a shot at this.
madam sir is looking for you " she said
I fixed myself and went to the study.
come in " he shouted
when I opened he was busy packing some folders?
you called me " I said
yes I was thinking that you just stay here for a while I will just find you an apartment when you get back " he said
Is that why you called me " I asked
yes " he said
is your pretty miss gone " I asked?
yes she is gone " he said
it was one hot session leaving you packing your files do fast '' I said
it was" he said looking at me.
I got upset I was about to leave when he grabbed my hand.
look at me " he whispered in my ear.
I couldn't look at him.
mi amor look at me " he whispered
I turned slowly and looked at him .my legs were weak.
he kissed me oh my gosh I felt every bone cracking lol. he placed me on top of his study table he kissed my neck all the way to my belly button I had nothing underneath.
he removed his short.
he got protection and the minute he was in oh gaah. gash.
we made love everywhere his couch floor everywhere. the dude was big the time he was done I felt like my virginity was broken again but it's okay cause I enjoyed every minute of it ...when I wake up I was in my room...
I found a note " I got work take care of yourself " I kissed the note. took a shower and prepared for class.
what's with the blushing today " maria asked
am happy " I said
okay amor " she teased
only Caleb calls me that " I said
I thought you never liked the guy " jasmine said
bye guys" I said
why bye come back here " maria yelled