Bontle I didnt want to go back to my room because i was still angry at Addy for defending that monster..she doesnt even see that he is wrong in every way. Me: im spending the night.i cant go to my room.Advuce just needs to solve out her issues before that guy kills her.it hasnt been that long Me: im sleeping over...i think Addy needs time alone to think of how stupid she is becoming. Ru: thats harsh love.she needs me. Me: she us a big girl...she can surely differenciate right from wrong.she is just being stubborn. Ru: okay then...its always great to have you in my arms though i cant have you.. Me: babe all in good time.im not yet ready to go through that. Ru: i understand. A knock cane through the door. Me: Go away. The person kept on knocking.Ru went to ipen up and the girl who didnt want me to join them on friday walked i. With Ru following her.She is said to be Penelope but they call her Penny. Penny: Rather are we not too comfortable to be telling people to go away in other people's rooms?. Me: just didnt want any company... Penny: you have been dating him for like when? Two minutes and already you think you are the it thing? Its only in a matter of time before he gets bored with you.. Me: oh Ru: stop that Penny..anyway what brings you here. Penny: you are ruining the family tradition...we go out everyday but its been two days now and you dont show yourself and you dint even call to tell us whats wrong. Ru: i have been busy. Penny: with what? This? She looked at me from head to toes.anyway let me leave.they are waiting for me outside. She walked out. Me:Why do i get the feeling thaf she doesnt like me? Ru: She is always like that..scared of competition..you are beautiful so she is just scared you will take her 10minutes fame of the most prettiest lady on the crew. Me: oh.i didnt know i was that beautiful. Ru: well you are. Me: Anyway you can join them i dont mind..i will lock and leave when i finish watching the movie and go to my room..you will take your spare key. Ru: are you sure love? Me: yep im sure...leave before i change my mind. Ru: okay cool. He went to change then took his spare key and left locking me inside...i debated with my inner self wether to go to my room or not but i ended up blacking out in his place.besides his bed was comfortable Ru The night was so amazing...girls were all over and alcohol was alot.i ended up scoring a bitch for the night since Bontle will be sleeping in her room.i wasnt drinking to get wasted though cause i was driving my car..i felt the need to go so i took the girl and we left...we started kissing in the lift..we couldnt use stairs yoh i would die...when we finally reached my floor we got out and i unlocked the door...This day i will totally never forget..we kissed and something told me to go and fetch condoms in my room cause the bed is for ne and my newly found woman Bontle.when i got there i got the shock of my life.she was sleeping peacefully and looking all beautiful..guilt filled me that instant.. Girl: whats taking you so lon....... oh my...wtf dude? How can you brin.... Me: shhhhh you will wake her up... I grabbed her hand and we went out the room. Girl: Are you insane? Me: stop making noise Girl: who is that? Me: my girl..i thought she went to her room...you have to leave Girl: are you serious? Nxla She walked out....that was so close...i almost showed her the bitch side of me.well you can blame me but i didnt ask for girls to throw themselves at me..but at the end i still love Bontle and she is the girl i would love to introduce at home...i know one thing for sure that they will love her but problem is that she is starving me on a serious note... Addy I woke up in the morning with no sight of Bontle.i guess she didnt come back and it might be my fault kodwa naye o thanda izinto zabantu..i dont need her help..they embarassed Tebza last night and i didnt like it...i went to take a bath fast since i didnt want to ve late for school...when i was lotioning Bontle walked in with a towel wrapped around her body.. Bontle: dumela..(hi) Me: hi.. Bontle: sorry for what we did last night..it wont happen again..we will stay away from your relationship but i just hope you realise soon rather than later when you are in ICU in a hospital bed that you are dating a monster. Me: was that supposed to be an apology? Cause id sure sounded like a lecture? Bontle: to make it simple...you and i will just be friends who dont discuss relationships because it seems like we wont agree in that department.. Me: thats a good idea. She good dressed which meant she bathed at her bf's....we ate bread for breakfast and then went to school... The lectures today were soo boring cause its the first day vele.. When it was time to leave we approached the gate and Tebza was at the gate in his car..him and i never spoke since he left the flat... Tebza: babe can we talk I just kept quiet and we continued walking. Tebza: Advice im talking to you. We just kept walking...when we got to our flat i threw myself on the bed I was not gonna tell Bontle anything besides we agreed on not doing so... Bontle: im cooking today so what would you like to eat? Me: how about pap and wors. Bontle: that could do.. Her phone rang...she put it on loudspeaker since she said ot had a problem Bontle: Grandma Lady: are you okay?..how is school? Bontle: it is good Lady: please study hard and forget about boys.you know how much you need that bursary. Bontle: i wont.greet everyone. Aunt: you are wasting your time mama we all know that she is a bitch..who knows maybe she has already started sleeping with lectures since she was sleeping with her teachers for marks Bontle: but aunt.... Aunt: hai voetsek wena..kwala molomo wo wagago wa go nkga..( shut your stinky mouth)how do you explain getting high grades o le domo so? You used to obtain bo 15% but then you started opening your filthy legs you got 80% ...we are not fools..you have taken our family down just like your stupid mom who married that fool you call dad.. Yoh i didnt know she had family issues like this..she was trembling and crying..her phone even fell down. Bontle I hung up and my phone slippe..i couldnt listen to the harsh words aunt was throwing at me..and they were not even true. Where is mom when i need her the most..just because i am all alone in this world people are ill treating me... I really want to know the family side of my father regardless of how much i was told that they didnt want anything to do with me.i just have to find them..just then i remembered that there was a man named Godfrey Modibe who was friends with my father..he even made a speech on his funeral according to the program.so i searched for him on facebook but i couldnt find him..but then i searched via internet and i found him..he was an owner of some magazine.i found his PA's numbers and asked her if there was any chance i could have his numbers and she said no but i can set an appointment..i had no choice but to do so which meant i will have to go back home to meet him which will be expensive and i have no money to do so..i explained to her my situation so that she can tell him because i really wanted to talk to him.and she agreed to do so.