part 5 every tear is a waterfall

I woke up with a huge headache and with so much regrets of what happened the previous night..still cant believe i let him get this far with me.but homestly i love him..i have developed feelings for him...I stayed with him till monday and all i can say is we were having alot of fun..he was really different from the monster i painted him to be. On monday they said its only inductions so i wasnt going to school and i will only go back to pta when Tebza gets back from work..he left in the morning..worse i had to wake up and iron for him amd make his lunch box.during the day his cousin Thabo came. Thabo: hey Me: yebo Thabo: are you good Me: yes im great.. Him and i would talk here and there but he will also concerntrate on the tv he was watching..i made him food when i was also eating..he later on left..i found it awkward but maybe that is how they live..i cooked dinner for my man and when i was done i took a shower and wore his shirt and boxer. He came back changed his formal suits into something simpler... Tebza: how was your day? Me: it was okay just boring. Tebza: okay. It smells nice in here Me: yeah i cooked for you. Tebza: thank you.its as if you knew how bad i needed a home cooked meal Me: i will dish up for you then when you are done you will take me back to PTA.. Tebza: Why are you in a hurry to leave? Me: i have to attend tomorrow and you know that. Tebza: is there something you have to tell me? Me: depending on what you are talking about..what are you saying? Tebza: Stop acting stupid..who was here today? Me: ohh that..your cousin Thabo came. Tebza: are you sleeping with him? Me: yoh Jesus!!!! Wa tshameka akere? Ga se nna tikiline wakwa..nxla (you are playing right? Im not a hoe do you hear me) Tebza: do you think im a fool? If you are not sleeping with him then why didnt you tell me that he was here and why do you want to leave so early? Me: dont you dare say things you know are not true..you know what forget about eating..take me back.. Tebza: you dont dare talk to me in such tone.im not your friend so you better respect me or else. Me: or else what? What will you do? Throw me with a phone? Tebza: you better stop provoking me Advice you better stop. Me: mxm.. I attempted to walk away when suddenly punches where thrown at me..i fell face up and he kept punching me on my stomach with his fists...i screamed but nigga kept on punching me. I got tired of screaming so i just sobbed..he got tired and got off me..he walked to the bedroom.. Some thought said i should take whats mine and run away without looking back but my heart kept saying i love him so much to let him go expecially since he is my first..i stood up from the floor and limped to the bedroom.he was sitting on the bed with his head facing up and tears rolling down his cheeks....why do i always provoke him.why do i push him to do such things to me... he loves me and all i keep doing is push him to hurt me... Me: im so sorry..i didnt mean to provoke you Tebza: cant you see how much i love you? Me: i see now babe hence im saying forgive me. Tebza: its okay..come here.. I went to him and we started kissing..and that led to another wonderful intimate session and i cant help but say its make up one.after that he drive me back...i was a long ride and we were both quiet.i just didnt know what to say to him.my face was pink from the beatings and my body was in pain. Bontle. Well my weekend was amazing..today is monday and im in his room lying on his bed just enjoying each other's company. Me: zo how old are you? Ru: 23 and you? Me: im 19...you look young though. Ru: my genes wont allow me to grow. Me: i see. Ru: tell me about yourself..your family I so hate that topic yazi.my phone rang disturbing me from talking and i was grateful.it was roomie hai talking about her yoh i think im gonna have a problem with her.she just never listen. so i answered. Me: hey roomie Addy: im outside our flat..i forgot my key..can you please open up for me? Me: i will be there.. I hung up. Me: she doesnt have a key.let me leave now Ru: let me walk you there... We could spot them outside our room and to be honest i wasnt happy to see him.he is an abuser according to what she told me the first time.when we got to them i hugged roomie and she moaned as if she was in pain.i looked at her and i couldnt believe my eyes. Me: OMG what happened to you? Addy: i......i... Tebza: she was attacked last night while i was still at work Me: i wasnt talking to you..Advice he did this to you didnt he? Why are you tolerating his bullshit? Tebza: Dont dare talk to me like that.im telling you what happened...Why are you pointing me with fingers? Me: Because you are a monster and my friend is blinded by your stupid love.. He raised his hand to slap me but Ru stopped him. Ru: what? You are a woman beater now? You wana fight? Fight me then..im a man i can take your shit..dont ever raise your hand to my woman..matter fact dont dare raise your hand to any woman..dont ever console yourself to be a man by hitting women.. Ru started fighting him and pushing him outside the building. Me: Roomie are you okay? Addy: Why did you have to do that? Why did you and your boyfriend ambush him? She flicked her tongue and walked to the bathroom. So much for caring.Ru got back and we went to his room. Ru: dont you have to be with your friend Me: she doesnt need me..she was busy defending him saying you and i ambushed him..she is pissing me off cause she cant see that she is a victim of an abusive relationship.... Ru: yoh she said that? Then i give up. Maybe im judging her...besides im not perfect

I woke up with a huge headache and with so much regrets of what happened the previous night..still cant believe i let him get this far with me.but homestly i love him..i have developed feelings for him...I stayed with him till monday and all i can say is we were having alot of fun..he was really different from the monster i painted him to be. On monday they said its only inductions so i wasnt going to school and i will only go back to pta when Tebza gets back from work..he left in the morning..worse i had to wake up and iron for him amd make his lunch box.during the day his cousin Thabo came. Thabo: hey Me: yebo Thabo: are you good Me: yes im great.. Him and i would talk here and there but he will also concerntrate on the tv he was watching..i made him food when i was also eating..he later on left..i found it awkward but maybe that is how they live..i cooked dinner for my man and when i was done i took a shower and wore his shirt and boxer. He came back changed his formal suits into something simpler... Tebza: how was your day? Me: it was okay just boring. Tebza: okay. It smells nice in here Me: yeah i cooked for you. Tebza: thank you.its as if you knew how bad i needed a home cooked meal Me: i will dish up for you then when you are done you will take me back to PTA.. Tebza: Why are you in a hurry to leave? Me: i have to attend tomorrow and you know that. Tebza: is there something you have to tell me? Me: depending on what you are talking about..what are you saying? Tebza: Stop acting stupid..who was here today? Me: ohh that..your cousin Thabo came. Tebza: are you sleeping with him? Me: yoh Jesus!!!! Wa tshameka akere? Ga se nna tikiline wakwa..nxla (you are playing right? Im not a hoe do you hear me) Tebza: do you think im a fool? If you are not sleeping with him then why didnt you tell me that he was here and why do you want to leave so early? Me: dont you dare say things you know are not true..you know what forget about eating..take me back.. Tebza: you dont dare talk to me in such tone.im not your friend so you better respect me or else. Me: or else what? What will you do? Throw me with a phone? Tebza: you better stop provoking me Advice you better stop. Me: mxm.. I attempted to walk away when suddenly punches where thrown at me..i fell face up and he kept punching me on my stomach with his fists...i screamed but nigga kept on punching me. I got tired of screaming so i just sobbed..he got tired and got off me..he walked to the bedroom.. Some thought said i should take whats mine and run away without looking back but my heart kept saying i love him so much to let him go expecially since he is my first..i stood up from the floor and limped to the bedroom.he was sitting on the bed with his head facing up and tears rolling down his cheeks....why do i always provoke him.why do i push him to do such things to me... he loves me and all i keep doing is push him to hurt me... Me: im so sorry..i didnt mean to provoke you Tebza: cant you see how much i love you? Me: i see now babe hence im saying forgive me. Tebza: its okay..come here.. I went to him and we started kissing..and that led to another wonderful intimate session and i cant help but say its make up one.after that he drive me back...i was a long ride and we were both quiet.i just didnt know what to say to him.my face was pink from the beatings and my body was in pain. Bontle. Well my weekend was amazing..today is monday and im in his room lying on his bed just enjoying each other's company. Me: zo how old are you? Ru: 23 and you? Me: im 19...you look young though. Ru: my genes wont allow me to grow. Me: i see. Ru: tell me about yourself..your family I so hate that topic yazi.my phone rang disturbing me from talking and i was grateful.it was roomie hai talking about her yoh i think im gonna have a problem with her.she just never listen. so i answered. Me: hey roomie Addy: im outside our flat..i forgot my key..can you please open up for me? Me: i will be there.. I hung up. Me: she doesnt have a key.let me leave now Ru: let me walk you there... We could spot them outside our room and to be honest i wasnt happy to see him.he is an abuser according to what she told me the first time.when we got to them i hugged roomie and she moaned as if she was in pain.i looked at her and i couldnt believe my eyes. Me: OMG what happened to you? Addy: i......i... Tebza: she was attacked last night while i was still at work Me: i wasnt talking to you..Advice he did this to you didnt he? Why are you tolerating his bullshit? Tebza: Dont dare talk to me like that.im telling you what happened...Why are you pointing me with fingers? Me: Because you are a monster and my friend is blinded by your stupid love.. He raised his hand to slap me but Ru stopped him. Ru: what? You are a woman beater now? You wana fight? Fight me then..im a man i can take your shit..dont ever raise your hand to my woman..matter fact dont dare raise your hand to any woman..dont ever console yourself to be a man by hitting women.. Ru started fighting him and pushing him outside the building. Me: Roomie are you okay? Addy: Why did you have to do that? Why did you and your boyfriend ambush him? She flicked her tongue and walked to the bathroom. So much for caring.Ru got back and we went to his room. Ru: dont you have to be with your friend Me: she doesnt need me..she was busy defending him saying you and i ambushed him..she is pissing me off cause she cant see that she is a victim of an abusive relationship.... Ru: yoh she said that? Then i give up. Maybe im judging her...besides im not perfect

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