BONTLE I woke up with the most widest smile on my face...as to why i really dont know..well i do know just that i dont know how to say it...i just seem to like Ru so bad...i have a crush on him that will last me a life time.its my first time giving myself a chance to like someone.it has always been me and my miserable upbringing..boys never really crossed my mind and its really wierd cause im 19 now.i went to bath then wore a jean with a golf shirt and my pumps...yes i dont really come from a wealthy family that is why i dont wear fancy clothes...today i will be going shopping ..i called my roomie. Me: hey roomie Addy: morning...im coming back..im on my way as in now. Me: this early? Yoh girl..where are you now? Addy: at jhb.. Me: okay you will find me downtown...you will call me...we have to do shopping. I decided to look around before Addy gets here so that when she comes we will buy and leave.. Voice: hey beautiful I turned only to be met by Ru with a group of guys and ladies. Me: hi. Ru: you seem lonely..wana join us? Me: i cant..im with Addy: i could use with the distraction.will call you when i get there. I wonder whats eating her up.i thought she said she will be back sunday or monday..i hope they didnt get into a fight..i took my handbag and went out then locked..when i passed Ru's room it was closed so i passed and went out the building... I headed to town and when i got there i first i checked out things we will need just to push time until she arrives. Voice: hey beautiful I turned only to be met by Ru and a group of guys and girls my age. Me: hi. Ru: you seem bored.dont you wana join us. Girl: im sure she dont...she seem busy. Me: yeah in actual fact im busy..im waiting for my roomie. Ru: oh okay..guve me a call if ever you need help Me: i will remember that.and call if i need it. Ru: but you dont have my numbers though. Me: uhhm right...give me your phone. He did and i dialled my number and saved it then buzzed myself..i then handed him his phone and i save his in my phone. Ru: see you around. Me: cool. They left and i continued with what i was doing..minutes later Addy arrived looking horrible..i hugged her in a way of greeting Me: hey roomie Addy: hey.. Me: you look horrible.whats the matter? Addy:i would love to tell you but its a long story.i will tell you when we get to our room. Me: okay. We did our shopping and by the time we were done we had alot of things and some we couldnt carry.... Addy: how are we gonna carry all this girl. Me: i think i might know someone who will help. Addy: and who is that? Me: dont worry you will see I took out my phone and sent Ru a text asking for help with our plastics.. It didnt even take him a minute to respond..he texted back saying he is on the way and where are we? I told him and within minutes he arrived...He was driving a navara. He helped us put our things in the car and he drove us to the flats. Ru: told you that you will need my numbers. Me: now i see what you meant.. We got to the flats and he helped us take the in. Me: thanks for the help. Ru: anytime.im always a phone call away. Me: i will keep that in mind. Ru: please do...and oh there is a bash tonight at the campus.would you and your friend like to join me and my friends. Me: i dont think we will be a good company. Addy: no silly..we will come join. Ru: since i invited you what should i get you ladies to drink? Addy: we dont do alcohol so energy drinks will be better. Ru: okay no problem..will pick you up around 6 Me: okay.. He left Addy: And that? Me: what? Addy: what did i miss Me: nothing we are just friends nje. Addy: with the looks you give each other i doubt its looks that friends give each other. Me: iyo think whatever anyway what happened with you and your man who is hot for year? She sat down with tears in her eyes..she told me what happend and by the time she was done she was crying. Me: aoo mokgotsi askies..it wasnt your fault as you claim it to be..it was his fault..he sounds like he has a short temper and is an abuser. Addy: i did this..i push.... Me:No...you dont have to stand up for his actions..now your phone is broken.no wonder i couldnt hear you properly when you called..i really dont think Tebza is a good guy...get to know him first.learn of his past relationships before jumping into alot of things with him..he sound like an abuser. Addy: i love him so much Me: love yourself more to think of your own safety.i dont think you should continue with this relationship.now lets forget about him tonight and go party.. Addy: when i left his house i told him i never wana see him again. We packed the things we bought and i can say things better...we will be buying beds next month with the pocket money we will get from our bursaries...since it was getting late we freshened up and wore different black jeans..i wore a black shirt and she wore a blue one.i combed my short her while she straightened her weave..around 6 a knock came through the door. Me: come in..its open. It was Ru...nigga was smart..he was wearing a brown side pocket trouser with a blue and white adidas short sleeve shirt and blue and white jordans.i see him as my typical sexy guy whereas someone might see him as an ordinary guy..so we dont really have the same taste.. Ru: ready? Us: yes we are. Ru: lets hit the road then. We went out and locked...his friends were outside the building..we got on his navara and there was a lady who was sitting in the front so we didnt even see fit to ask cause its his life anyway..him and us are just friends... We got to the university hall and we chilled there for two hours and it was kinda boring so they said we hitting a club..our energy drinks were finished so when we got to the club Ru bought us wine..at first we refused but later decided to got for it. Advice. I dont know if my eyes were lying to me or not...he was smiling which confused me...for a moment i thought he will head towards me with anger...he came towards our way.i dont wana lie i honestly love him and i see a future with him... Me: roomie Tebza is here and he is coming our way..dont look. Bontle: yoh hai i hope he wont cause a scene. Me: my hope aswell. Tebza: hello Us: hi. Tebza: can we talk outside? Me: i doubt that is a great idea. Tebza: i wont waste your time..just a few minutes. Me:okay fine..roomie i will be back. Bontle: you better hurry back. We went out the club.. When we got to his car he opened and took out a plastic.. Tebza: i know what i did was worse and somehow bruised you and im sorry...here this is a new phone..im sorry i broke your phone.. I looked at him with no emotions in my face or eyes. Me: no its okay..i dont want a mew phone. Tebza: please accept it..atleast to show that you have forgiven me. Me: okay fine. I took the phone and walked back in the club before we talk further. When i got to Bontle and the rest...Ru asked us to dance but Bontle refuses so we went to dance together...i noticed Tebza looking at us and i didnt even care...Ru got tired and went to Bontle and i cotinued to dance with Ru's friend.. Bontle Ru: i honestly like you..i cant hold it back anymore..i just have to let it all out..i want us to be a couple.please babe..ever since that day you came to my room i just cant stop thinking about you. I just blushed not knowing what to say. Me: uhmm i really dont... Ru: just give us a chance..i will love you unconditionally love. Me: i guess we can just give it a try. Ru: i love the sound of that...now lets hit the dance floor. Me: okay.. We hit the dance floor and Roomie seemed to be having alot of fun.. Addy On a serious note my mind was occupied by Tebza..i really love him...i needed some fresh air so i went out. Tebza: its not safe for you to be alone out here. Me: i just needed fresh air.. Tebza: lets get out of here...you will text your friend. Me: okay. We got in his car and drove back to his place...i dont want to explain to you what we did when we got there.but all i can say is im no longer pure...it was hard to resist.. Admin Cee Sorry for posting late...my phone has been giving me problems..