part 8 the signs of a crazy baby mamma Mia

NISHA Joe never called me..He didnt even bother to send me a text..What bothered me the most was the selfie on his whatsapp profile with a beautiful girl next to him.His even updated his status pictures and it was of him and the same girl with the caption of 'my Mrs her' and some were 'my future Mrs'.. Lord have mercy on me.I swear i got hurt at the same time...No one really loves me..My parents are forever busy.They never have time for me.Leon checks up on me every now and then but he is far...Now the the guy i thought will change it all is hurting me aswel. I went to the bathroom and searched for a razor..i found it and without thinking twice i cut both my hands on the veins...alot of blood was coming out and i was getting weak..I didnt even care at that moment because this life is just not worth it... JOE The drive to phalaborwa was not long expecially since it was my dad of a wreckless driver.The place just looked lonely.. Me: Dad Dad: yes son. Me: Where will we be staying. Dad: I have been looking for a house this side so i found one selling a 5bedroom house at Namakgale score the process is still taking time. Me: So far where will we be staying? Dad: The person said we can move in because its only a matter of time the lawyers contact us. Me: 5 bedroom..It sounds huge. Dad: It is. Me: But we are only two. Dad: Who knows i might move on some day. Me: can i ask? Dad: yes you may Me: Do you still love mom? Dad: with all my heart..we are talking about my high school sweetheart here.. Me: If you still love her then why did you pack up and go? Dad: Sometimes love is not enough son..I have stayed with hopes that your mom will change but she didnt.she still went back to him. Me: Do you think you will ever forgive her? Like is there a little hope of you guys getting back together? Dad: No..Its all over.There is no way we will ever get back together... Me: Oh okay..So have you found a school for me yet? Dad: We will ask around son.Dont panic.It will all be alright. Honestly nothing was gonna be alright.i grew up with both parents.All this is new to me.I even hate the fact that i have to make new friends.... We got to the house and there was a man waiting for us outside.. Dad: good afternoon It was around 1 Man: Afternoon.Here are the keys since you know the house. Dad: Thank you. Man: The lawyers called me and the want to see us tomorrow. Dad: Okay no problem.Its been a while long since this proceedings i just wish they can be done already. Man: Im sure its the final step.The house doesnt have any problems anyway. Dad: Thank you very much. Man: No problem He handed dad the keys and he left. Me: For how long have you known that you will be moving here? Dad: I applied this side a while back and i had hope that i will be taken so i started house hunting until i came across this other man who knew someone who was selling a house and then he took me to the man you just met. Me: Why didnt you say so? Dad: And sell out to your mom that im planning on leaving? Me: Yoh okay. Dad: Go and pick a room so that we can go to town and atleast find beds and a few furniture. Me: Its saturday dad shops closes at 1. Dad: Oh shit it slipped my mind. Me: Its better you find a hotel or something so that we can go there

the process is still taking time. Me: So far where will we be staying? Dad: The person said we can move in because its only a matter of time the lawyers contact us. Me: 5 bedroom..It sounds huge. Dad: It is. Me: But we are only two. Dad: Who knows i might move on some day. Me: can i ask? Dad: yes you may Me: Do you still love mom? Dad: with all my heart..we are talking about my high school sweetheart here.. Me: If you still love her then why did you pack up and go? Dad: Sometimes love is not enough son..I have stayed with hopes that your mom will change but she didnt.she still went back to him. Me: Do you think you will ever forgive her? Like is there a little hope of you guys getting back together? Dad: No..Its all over.There is no way we will ever get back together... Me: Oh okay..So have you found a school for me yet? Dad: We will ask around son.Dont panic.It will all be alright. Honestly nothing was gonna be alright.i grew up with both parents.All this is new to me.I even hate the fact that i have to make new friends.... We got to the house and there was a man waiting for us outside.. Dad: good afternoon It was around 1 Man: Afternoon.Here are the keys since you know the house. Dad: Thank you. Man: The lawyers called me and the want to see us tomorrow. Dad: Okay no problem.Its been a while long since this proceedings i just wish they can be done already. Man: Im sure its the final step.The house doesnt have any problems anyway. Dad: Thank you very much. Man: No problem He handed dad the keys and he left. Me: For how long have you known that you will be moving here? Dad: I applied this side a while back and i had hope that i will be taken so i started house hunting until i came across this other man who knew someone who was selling a house and then he took me to the man you just met. Me: Why didnt you say so? Dad: And sell out to your mom that im planning on leaving? Me: Yoh okay. Dad: Go and pick a room so that we can go to town and atleast find beds and a few furniture. Me: Its saturday dad shops closes at 1. Dad: Oh shit it slipped my mind. Me: Its better you find a hotel or something so that we can go thereIm not about to sleep on the floor. Dad: I will do just that.. Yoh the house was empty. RENE I only managed to go and see gran around 12 and her situation was getting worse i dont want to lie..This time around i went with Hailey and she promised she will go back with me even in the evining...When visiting hours were over we went back..My phone rang. Me: Hello Joe: hey babe.how are you? Me: I wish i can say good but gran is getting worse. Joe: Oh nana that is bad.i wish i can be there for you right now. Me: Its okay i understand.She said she called her relatives and they will be here by tomorrow. Joe: Im glad that you will atleast have people to be there with you through this. Me: Im just scared as to why she called them though.i somehow think that she knows her time to part from this world has come.She was always sick but she never called them. Joe: Dont think the worst my love.Maybe its because she misses them Me: Lets hope so. Joe: I will call you before i sleep. Me: Okay. Joe: I love you so much. Me: I love you more He hanged up. Hailey: You guys are serious aint you? Me: You can say that but its just sad that he is no longer here. Hailey: What do you mean? Me: He moved to Phalaborwa with his father. Hailey: And Phil? Me: Phil is still around staying with his mother. Hailey: What happened? Me: Divorce but he didnt explain further as to why Hailey: I must see Phil.He must be going through a bad space. Me: Okay then. Hailey left.I just tried to keep busy with school books.Later on Hailey came with her parents since it was late..They drove us to the hospital.They came in with us and when we got to the ward gran was not there..The bed she was at was empty..What is this? Nisha. I tried to open my eyes but they were heavy..I heard the sound of beeping machines..I finally opened my eyes and i came in contact with both my parents wearing coats..yep they must be my doctors right now. Mom: What were you thinking Tanisha? Do you want to kill us at an early age heh? What if your brother didnt find you? I tried to speak but my throat was dry. Me: Wa....water *i managed to say* Dad cane and gave me water Mom: Your brother decides to suprisingly visit and you do this Nisha? Dad: You have long ruined this child by spoiling her..look at the kind of things she does now?.You are grounded young lady for all your life.


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