part 5 the signs of a crazy baby mamma

RENE I passed out and only woke up when my i felt the need to pee..i checked the time and it was mid night..i checked the phone but there was no missed calls besides im not a deep sleeper.. i dialed his number and it rang unanswered...It i called again and when i was about to give up it got answered. Nisha: *sleepy voice* Hello. Me: Hi. Nisha: Who is this? Me: The question is who are you? Because if you owened that phone you will know who i am. Nisha: Just in case you didnt know some of us are sleeping this time so where will i get the wide open eyes to check the caller id in my sleeping state. Me: And again if that was your phone you wouldnt even be talking trash so can i please talk to Joe? Nisha: He is sleeping right now so he wont be able to answer. Me: Okay..And oh next time you decide to be someone's PA and answer their phones try to be more patient and nice because you never know who you are talking to. Nisha: I wouldnt like to know missy...it doesnt even bother me who you are.. She then hanged up on me.That feeling was coming back again.I was suffocating...I was hurt.i thought we were gonna fix things but he just keeps doing this shit. I went outside for fresh air and i saw someone standing at the gate..Fear creeped in.Am i safe? I quickly went back in the house amd locked the door then went back to my room and slept my fears away.. * * Its friday today and atleast i will have to tolerate seeing him today.I got prepared for school and i when i was done i found gran awake already. Me: Morning gran Gran: Morning my child. She had the widest smile ever. Me: hmmm aint we happy today? Gran: You dont realise do you? Me: What gran? Gran: Happy birthday my child. Me: Is it my birthaday? What day is it today? I looked up at the calender that was at the wall and indeed its my birthday.How does one forget their birthday? I mean i should really keep count because every year i forget my birth date. Me: Oh gran i totally forgot. Gran: Worry not my child.i got you a present Me: hao gran you didnt have to.your presence in my life matters the most. She took out a pep plastic and handed it to me. I opened it and it was a phone box.Oh my gosh it was a samsung j1 ace neo. Me: Oh my gran where did you get the money to buy me this? I hope you didnt strain your money on this Gran: I have been saving for it.i knew your birthday was near. I asked Mrs Leshaba next door to help with buying it since she works at pep so she did and gave me yesterday. Gran: Atleast now i can have my phone all to myself without you disturbing me. I giggled Me: Oh gran thank you so much. I went and hugged her. Gran: Now go before you be late for school. I went to put my phone in my room and then i went to school... JOESEPH Stupid me was so much in a hurry yesterday that i forgot my phone at that room with Nisha.But then i trust her not to do anything stupid.Besides my phone has a password that is hard to get through. I couldnt borrow phone from Phil since we were still angry at each other.All i did was stand outside her place since it was late.i even lost focus on watching out so i ended up going home.Today is her birthday and i just want to do something special for her.I want her to see how much she means to me.so i waited for her to go to school before i go to see her gran..When i was certain that she left i went to her place.i knocked amd her gran opened up for me. Gran: hello Me: Hi gran. Gran: I remember you..JoesephRene's friend. Me: Yes gran its me. Gran: What are you doing here?are you not supposed to be at school? Me: I am but since today is Rene's birthday i want to do something special for her.She told me that she never celebrated her birthday so i want things to be different..i want to put a smile on her face. Gran: Are you sure you are only her friend?or there is more? Me: We are friends but i believe that someday i will make her my wife. Gran: Lets hope so..i dont want her to lose focus on her school work because of relationship stresses. Me:Okay gran..so wi you help me. Gran: What do you want to do for her? I explained to her what we should do together to prepare for her birthday.but then i had to go to town fast so that i can get everything we need. After talking to her i went to town.Plus i had to take my phone from Nisha. I asked money from dad telling him i want to do a school project..i told mom the same thing so i gathered alot of money...I then went to town.i firstly got there and called my number with a public phone. Nisha: Joe's girlfriend speaking hello It wasnt Nisha but that bitch named Val. Me: I swear i dont want to seem ghetto but imma fuck me a bitch..give her the fucken phone. I heard a shuffle a bit then Nisha spoke. Nisha: he...hello Me: Come to your school gate and give me my phone.. I didnt wait for her to respond..I stood at the gate and she came after a while. She got to the gate and gave me those innocent eyes.i wasnt in the mood for that after she even had the nerve to ask her friend to answer my phone in such manner. I gave her my hand indicating that she should give me my phone.She put it on my hand and i turned and walked away.I didnt even dare look back. I went to the shops and bought everything we needed.One last thing i called dad with a public phone and told him that i lost my phone so he should come buy me a phone at town soon as possible today. He said he will do that..its not like they keep track of my phones..im now using hauwei P9 and i asked him to get me the same phone.When i got to Rene's place we started decorating the sitting room..We asked the lady at zone 6 who makes cakes to do one writen happy 17th birthday Rene. Rene I was kind of glad that Joe didnt come to school.It was gonna be awkward for us anyway..school went by just fine.Even though Hailey and Rose ignored me all day acting all bitchy towards me.It was only the last period when Hailey reported me to our english teacher that i swore at her.She was even crying.I was mad pissed.i was angry because he didnt believe me when i said i didnt even talk to her..Well i guess the innocent always receive the bad.i got punished to clean my class..as in sweepRene's friend. Me: Yes gran its me. Gran: What are you doing here?are you not supposed to be at school? Me: I am but since today is Rene's birthday i want to do something special for her.She told me that she never celebrated her birthday so i want things to be different..i want to put a smile on her face. Gran: Are you sure you are only her friend?or there is more? Me: We are friends but i believe that someday i will make her my wife. Gran: Lets hope so..i dont want her to lose focus on her school work because of relationship stresses. Me:Okay gran..so wi you help me. Gran: What do you want to do for her? I explained to her what we should do together to prepare for her birthday.but then i had to go to town fast so that i can get everything we need. After talking to her i went to town.Plus i had to take my phone from Nisha. I asked money from dad telling him i want to do a school project..i told mom the same thing so i gathered alot of money...I then went to town.i firstly got there and called my number with a public phone. Nisha: Joe's girlfriend speaking hello It wasnt Nisha but that bitch named Val. Me: I swear i dont want to seem ghetto but imma fuck me a bitch..give her the fucken phone. I heard a shuffle a bit then Nisha spoke. Nisha: he...hello Me: Come to your school gate and give me my phone.. I didnt wait for her to respond..I stood at the gate and she came after a while. She got to the gate and gave me those innocent eyes.i wasnt in the mood for that after she even had the nerve to ask her friend to answer my phone in such manner. I gave her my hand indicating that she should give me my phone.She put it on my hand and i turned and walked away.I didnt even dare look back. I went to the shops and bought everything we needed.One last thing i called dad with a public phone and told him that i lost my phone so he should come buy me a phone at town soon as possible today. He said he will do that..its not like they keep track of my phones..im now using hauwei P9 and i asked him to get me the same phone.When i got to Rene's place we started decorating the sitting room..We asked the lady at zone 6 who makes cakes to do one writen happy 17th birthday Rene. Rene I was kind of glad that Joe didnt come to school.It was gonna be awkward for us anyway..school went by just fine.Even though Hailey and Rose ignored me all day acting all bitchy towards me.It was only the last period when Hailey reported me to our english teacher that i swore at her.She was even crying.I was mad pissed.i was angry because he didnt believe me when i said i didnt even talk to her..Well i guess the innocent always receive the bad.i got punished to clean my class..as in sweep mop and apply polish..I even cried shem.like God its my birthday and my friend just decides to lie against me like really... When will all this ill treatment stop..When will i be happy..My gran managed to pull through to make my day special but some random bitch decides to ruin it with her lies.What is she gonna gain from all this? I got done around 5..I sat on a chair and tears just decided to fail me. Me: God what have i done to you that is so wrong? I know i only go to church to please my gran..I know i have neglected prayer because i feel like you failed me.But for how long will i suffer? For how long will i live life as a victim? When will my happiness come? When will you decide to answer my prayers? You took both my mom and dad and left me an orphan.You left me with a grandma who might give in to death anytime.What guarentee do i have that i wont be left alone to fend for myself in this world? The say you are a father to the fatherless and a mother to the motherless but why do i feel like you have hidden your face from me and you are giving me your back.Why do i feel like you dont want me? For once just once please make me happy.people ask for alot and all i want is happiness.. I wiped my tears took my bag and locked the class and went home.


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