part 9 dear fear

SIPHOKAZI I was now totally drunk.. Me: Pearl i think its time you take me home.Im tired. Ike: I will take you home. Me: Whoaw brika lapho Mr handsome.Firstly i dont know you and im not gonna let a stranger take me home..Anaga please take me home with your girlfriend since she decided to go mute on me. Pearl: We are still having fun Kazi..We will go home soon. Me: 30 minutes and we are leaving. Girl1: Pearl your roomie wants to be a party pooper.Next time leave her behind. Me: Sorry to burst your bubble but next time im still coming here and with her for that matter.You better tolerate me because im here to stay bitch. She stood up and i did too. Me: I aint your friend so why are you tripping.Someone please give her a chill pill before i stuff mine in her lousy mouth. The men started chuckling and the girls were laughing.It was like i said a joke to them. Anaga: Atleast you met your match today.No more too much talk now huh. They all burst in laughter. Ike: Siphokazi lets go.I think you have had enough for the day. Me: Im not leaving. Pearl: Please take her home.. Me: Mxm party poopers.. He held me by my hand walked me out.hmm i dont even know why im saying walking because i felt like i was walking on air. Ike: Stop bumping into people you will bump into grumpy ones and they will kick your ass. His voice was a little deep but sexy..Why do i find this guy attractive? He helped me get into his car and drove off.I was so sleepy i couldnt help it.The music was becoming faint and lights out. MZWAKE I have been trying Kazi's phone ever since i saw her pictures on facebook at which she was tagged by whom she call 'friend'...The friend went far to even say they were going at a club but her phone was off.I know for a fact that this is the beginning of our downfall.There is no way she will live that kind of life style and remain commited to me.What has come over her for crying out loud.She promised to focus only on books.Patying is a distraction to her education.The first thing i told her about varsity was to have good friends who wont lead her astray but look at her now going after what i warned her against.. Mtho: Nigga are you gonna stress about her the whole night? Mthokozisi is my room mate and a good friend.He is someone who has the same goal as me which is study hard and pass because he is also here with bursary.One thing about bursary is that it humbles a person to strive hard to achieve because the moment you start failing you will lose it..I have to embrace my bursary to a point where i pass with straight A's. Me: Im worried about her.What if she gets drunk and someone takes advantage of her? Life is not safe out here bro. Mtho: I understand but there is nothing you can do at this point.You are here and she is there.. Me: I cant believe she is doing this to me right now.I warned her against this.I told her to Stay away from bad friends.What if she fails?Im scared jo. Mtho: All will be well.Just try to sleep.Its already midnight and you have been up for too long. He is right.At this point im hopeless.Im here and she is there.I got in my blankets with my phone in my hand and drifted to sleep since i was very tired from all the studying i did in the library today.Im studying foward so that i can understand better when im taught. CHARITY. I was now in a taxi home.I didnt stay at the hospital because it wasnt anything serious..I decided to go to Tebello's place first so that i can tell him about this.He was at the corner of his street with his friends smoking weed...I went to him. Me: Dumelang. Them: Sure sure. Titelo: Sure ntwana. Me: Hey Titelo:Are you good? Me: Im great. Titelo: nice..Guys i have to get home..We will hang out later. Titelo was a talkative kind of a guy.He left and i was now with the others Tebello: Walk ahead im coming. Me: Okay..I walked slowly ahead. TEBELLO I honestly dont like it when she comes without warning me.. Now she found me smoking. X: Bro you should be careful because i dont trust Tee with you girlfriend. Me: No man you are reading too much into it. X: I was just warning you.dont let them get too attached to each other to a point where they hang out together without your presence.Anything can happen. Me: Okay bro. We fist bumped and i hurried after Charity. Me: Babe Charity: Hi. Me: What a pleasent suprise visit.To what do i owe for you presence my queen. Charity: We need to talk. Shit i hate that statement.If she is not gonna break up with me then i did something wrong.I scratched my head. Me: Hmm okay..What did i do now? Charity:Lets go to the park so we can talk. We walked there...We sat on the swings. Me: Im all ears. A tear dropped from her eye Charity: Im pregnant. Me: Huh what? Charity: I said im pregnant.. Me: I need to think.Come let me walk you home. Charity: But we still have to talk about this..We need a way foward. Me: We will talk some other time. She got up and i walked her home in silence.

SIPHOKAZI I was now totally drunk.. Me: Pearl i think its time you take me home.Im tired. Ike: I will take you home. Me: Whoaw brika lapho Mr handsome.Firstly i dont know you and im not gonna let a stranger take me home..Anaga please take me home with your girlfriend since she decided to go mute on me. Pearl: We are still having fun Kazi..We will go home soon. Me: 30 minutes and we are leaving. Girl1: Pearl your roomie wants to be a party pooper.Next time leave her behind. Me: Sorry to burst your bubble but next time im still coming here and with her for that matter.You better tolerate me because im here to stay bitch. She stood up and i did too. Me: I aint your friend so why are you tripping.Someone please give her a chill pill before i stuff mine in her lousy mouth. The men started chuckling and the girls were laughing.It was like i said a joke to them. Anaga: Atleast you met your match today.No more too much talk now huh. They all burst in laughter. Ike: Siphokazi lets go.I think you have had enough for the day. Me: Im not leaving. Pearl: Please take her home.. Me: Mxm party poopers.. He held me by my hand walked me out.hmm i dont even know why im saying walking because i felt like i was walking on air. Ike: Stop bumping into people you will bump into grumpy ones and they will kick your ass. His voice was a little deep but sexy..Why do i find this guy attractive? He helped me get into his car and drove off.I was so sleepy i couldnt help it.The music was becoming faint and lights out. MZWAKE I have been trying Kazi's phone ever since i saw her pictures on facebook at which she was tagged by whom she call 'friend'...The friend went far to even say they were going at a club but her phone was off.I know for a fact that this is the beginning of our downfall.There is no way she will live that kind of life style and remain commited to me.What has come over her for crying out loud.She promised to focus only on books.Patying is a distraction to her education.The first thing i told her about varsity was to have good friends who wont lead her astray but look at her now going after what i warned her against.. Mtho: Nigga are you gonna stress about her the whole night? Mthokozisi is my room mate and a good friend.He is someone who has the same goal as me which is study hard and pass because he is also here with bursary.One thing about bursary is that it humbles a person to strive hard to achieve because the moment you start failing you will lose it..I have to embrace my bursary to a point where i pass with straight A's. Me: Im worried about her.What if she gets drunk and someone takes advantage of her? Life is not safe out here bro. Mtho: I understand but there is nothing you can do at this point.You are here and she is there.. Me: I cant believe she is doing this to me right now.I warned her against this.I told her to Stay away from bad friends.What if she fails?Im scared jo. Mtho: All will be well.Just try to sleep.Its already midnight and you have been up for too long. He is right.At this point im hopeless.Im here and she is there.I got in my blankets with my phone in my hand and drifted to sleep since i was very tired from all the studying i did in the library today.Im studying foward so that i can understand better when im taught. CHARITY. I was now in a taxi home.I didnt stay at the hospital because it wasnt anything serious..I decided to go to Tebello's place first so that i can tell him about this.He was at the corner of his street with his friends smoking weed...I went to him. Me: Dumelang. Them: Sure sure. Titelo: Sure ntwana. Me: Hey Titelo:Are you good? Me: Im great. Titelo: nice..Guys i have to get home..We will hang out later. Titelo was a talkative kind of a guy.He left and i was now with the others Tebello: Walk ahead im coming. Me: Okay..I walked slowly ahead. TEBELLO I honestly dont like it when she comes without warning me.. Now she found me smoking. X: Bro you should be careful because i dont trust Tee with you girlfriend. Me: No man you are reading too much into it. X: I was just warning you.dont let them get too attached to each other to a point where they hang out together without your presence.Anything can happen. Me: Okay bro. We fist bumped and i hurried after Charity. Me: Babe Charity: Hi. Me: What a pleasent suprise visit.To what do i owe for you presence my queen. Charity: We need to talk. Shit i hate that statement.If she is not gonna break up with me then i did something wrong.I scratched my head. Me: Hmm okay..What did i do now? Charity:Lets go to the park so we can talk. We walked there...We sat on the swings. Me: Im all ears. A tear dropped from her eye Charity: Im pregnant. Me: Huh what? Charity: I said im pregnant.. Me: I need to think.Come let me walk you home. Charity: But we still have to talk about this..We need a way foward. Me: We will talk some other time. She got up and i walked her home in silence.

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