part 3 dear fear

TEBELLO Yoh that girl is tough though but I like that. Phela I had to go down on my knees for her number. I know what you guys are thinking it's stupid to go make yourself an idiot infront of people just for her number. But somehow I felt like it's going to be worth it because that girl made my heart skip a beat. Let me just call her.I hope she answers. * phone rings * Charity: Charity speaking hello. Me: And her voice is even more sweeter over the phone..I feel like im talking to an angel Charity:( changing the tone of her voice ) Who am I talking to ? Me: Oh sorry ke Tebello.The dude from the salon Charity: mmmh! How can I help you. Me: Tjo baby girl why do you have to be so mean Charity: Please do yourself a favor and don't call me baby girl.Now what do you want Me: Wow now this is beyond being harsh.Anyway sisters I just wanted to see you for some few minutes Charity: Why? Me: I can't stop thinking about you. Let's meet at the park please I'm begging you. Charity: Which park? I dont even know where you stay. Me: It turns out we live at the same area so you will know which park. Charity: Thats creepy.How did you know we live at the same area? Me: Facebook. Charity: I'm going to give you 10mins of my time I jumped for joy..Okay im already at the park.You can meet me here. * * CHARITY Some of you are wondering why I agreed to meet Tebello. Well I hate to admit this but he is kind of cute plus I wanted to get away from this house before it drives me crazy.My parents are always at church.Yeah im a PK(preacher's kid) ( I Got To The Park ) Tebello: Thought you weren't coming ( he leaned over for a hug but I stopped him) Me: I thought so to Tebello: why do you have to be so rude Me: you wasting my time I said I'm giving you ten minutes Tebello: Tjo ok sorry Me: So why am I here Tebello: so we could spend some quality time together and get to know each other. ( I tried to walk away but he grab my hips turning me to look at him) Tebello: Please sit down..Give a nigga a chance.Im trying here. I sat down and we got to know each other.He is not really bad after all..We sat there and spoke for a long time until I had to go home * * MZWAKE Eix I feel so bad I don't know what to do I even lost my appetite. I went to look for her and I found her in the parking lot next to the car crying her lungs out. Me: BABE Kazi: What do you want Me: Love I know you hurt but you don't have to be this harsh Kazi: I asked you a question Me:OK fine I'm here to check up on you.Baby I'm sorry please forgive me Kazi: Forgive you how when you kept this from me Me: I didn't know what to do babes askies Kazi: Kodwa you let me go forward in planning our future only to find out it won't come true. Me: You looked happy planning our future for us I didn't wanna ruin it. (She looked at me and bursted ) Me: I'm sorry standwa saam askies I kissed her but she pulled back and walked back to the restaurant. * SIPHOKAZI My mother and I was sitting at a table far from them nd i just got lost in my thoughts. I asked myself alot of questions a lot of times and it even confused me. I'm happy for Mzi but sad cause his going far and im angry because he kept it as a secret. Like we are supposed to be a team. I know as time goes I'll have to accept that he has to go and study for his future I can't stand infront of it. But how am I going to focus with him not around. Not to brag and all but shame my man is hot all.The girls will want him left right and center so how do i let him go. Mom: Baby girl are you ook Me: (sniffing) yeah ngi right Mom: anything to drink Me: ngi right mama Mom: I know it's hard for you Me: You have no idea ( a tear falls down ) Mom: Baby true love always finds it's way back Me: What if he cheats there and comes back with the girl pregnant and wanting to make her a wife mama ( she hugs me and we go back to the table Baba settled the bill and we left).. Its so hard trying to pretend like all is well when it not.Mzi is all i have known..My first in everything.I cant even imagine how many girls will throw themselves at him.When we got home he held my had. Mzi:Lets take a walk.. I looked at mom for approval. Mom: Its okay. Mzi: Baby i just wish you can try to understand where im coming from with this.Its really hard for me aswel.I didnt plan this at all.. Me: I understand. Mzi: So are we okay. Me: As long as you promise to call me everyday and text me every chance you get. Mzi I promise my love.

TEBELLO Yoh that girl is tough though but I like that. Phela I had to go down on my knees for her number. I know what you guys are thinking it's stupid to go make yourself an idiot infront of people just for her number. But somehow I felt like it's going to be worth it because that girl made my heart skip a beat. Let me just call her.I hope she answers. * phone rings * Charity: Charity speaking hello. Me: And her voice is even more sweeter over the phone..I feel like im talking to an angel Charity:( changing the tone of her voice ) Who am I talking to ? Me: Oh sorry ke Tebello.The dude from the salon Charity: mmmh! How can I help you. Me: Tjo baby girl why do you have to be so mean Charity: Please do yourself a favor and don't call me baby girl.Now what do you want Me: Wow now this is beyond being harsh.Anyway sisters I just wanted to see you for some few minutes Charity: Why? Me: I can't stop thinking about you. Let's meet at the park please I'm begging you. Charity: Which park? I dont even know where you stay. Me: It turns out we live at the same area so you will know which park. Charity: Thats creepy.How did you know we live at the same area? Me: Facebook. Charity: I'm going to give you 10mins of my time I jumped for joy..Okay im already at the park.You can meet me here. * * CHARITY Some of you are wondering why I agreed to meet Tebello. Well I hate to admit this but he is kind of cute plus I wanted to get away from this house before it drives me crazy.My parents are always at church.Yeah im a PK(preacher's kid) ( I Got To The Park ) Tebello: Thought you weren't coming ( he leaned over for a hug but I stopped him) Me: I thought so to Tebello: why do you have to be so rude Me: you wasting my time I said I'm giving you ten minutes Tebello: Tjo ok sorry Me: So why am I here Tebello: so we could spend some quality time together and get to know each other. ( I tried to walk away but he grab my hips turning me to look at him) Tebello: Please sit down..Give a nigga a chance.Im trying here. I sat down and we got to know each other.He is not really bad after all..We sat there and spoke for a long time until I had to go home * * MZWAKE Eix I feel so bad I don't know what to do I even lost my appetite. I went to look for her and I found her in the parking lot next to the car crying her lungs out. Me: BABE Kazi: What do you want Me: Love I know you hurt but you don't have to be this harsh Kazi: I asked you a question Me:OK fine I'm here to check up on you.Baby I'm sorry please forgive me Kazi: Forgive you how when you kept this from me Me: I didn't know what to do babes askies Kazi: Kodwa you let me go forward in planning our future only to find out it won't come true. Me: You looked happy planning our future for us I didn't wanna ruin it. (She looked at me and bursted ) Me: I'm sorry standwa saam askies I kissed her but she pulled back and walked back to the restaurant. * SIPHOKAZI My mother and I was sitting at a table far from them nd i just got lost in my thoughts. I asked myself alot of questions a lot of times and it even confused me. I'm happy for Mzi but sad cause his going far and im angry because he kept it as a secret. Like we are supposed to be a team. I know as time goes I'll have to accept that he has to go and study for his future I can't stand infront of it. But how am I going to focus with him not around. Not to brag and all but shame my man is hot all.The girls will want him left right and center so how do i let him go. Mom: Baby girl are you ook Me: (sniffing) yeah ngi right Mom: anything to drink Me: ngi right mama Mom: I know it's hard for you Me: You have no idea ( a tear falls down ) Mom: Baby true love always finds it's way back Me: What if he cheats there and comes back with the girl pregnant and wanting to make her a wife mama ( she hugs me and we go back to the table Baba settled the bill and we left).. Its so hard trying to pretend like all is well when it not.Mzi is all i have known..My first in everything.I cant even imagine how many girls will throw themselves at him.When we got home he held my had. Mzi:Lets take a walk.. I looked at mom for approval. Mom: Its okay. Mzi: Baby i just wish you can try to understand where im coming from with this.Its really hard for me aswel.I didnt plan this at all.. Me: I understand. Mzi: So are we okay. Me: As long as you promise to call me everyday and text me every chance you get. Mzi I promise my love.


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