part 10 dear fear

SIPHOKAZI I woke up with a banging headache but i was in an unfamiliar place with no one in sight.I tried to remember all the events that took place last night and it clicked that i left the club with Ike.. Ike: Oh you are awake. Me: Why am i here? What did you do to me? He smiled Ike: You fell asleep and i didnt even know which room you stay in back at campus so i just brought you to my house.And i didnt touch you. Me:Okay where is Pearl? Ike: With Anaga probarbly making love..Let me go and make breakfast so far drink this.It will reduce the hangover. Mxm how did he know it was killing me.I took the glass and he left.I searched for my phone and it was under the pillow.7 new messages and 21 missed calls all from Zee. Me: Shit im in trouble.. I tried to call him but his phone was off..He is so going to kill me..I got out of the blankets and wondered around the huge house. Ike: Going somewhere? Me: I was looking for you.Damn this house is big and beautiful Ike: Yes and it need a woman inside it. I blushed. Me: Tell me Ike dont you have a wife and kids. Ike: I had a wife but she died of cancer.My children live with my mother back home. Me: How many? Ike: Triplets. Me: Wow thats nice Ike: It is. Me: They are lucky to have a father like you who is out here hustling for them. Ike: Yeah it is.. Me: I need to leave now Ike: So soon? Thought i was gonna spend some time with you.atleast get to know each other better. Me: I dont have clothes nor cosmetic here. Ike: Tell me you sizes and i will go to the shops just so you can spend the day with me. Me: No Ike that will be too much to ask for. Ike: You are not asking because im the one who offered.Now tell me so that i can go. I gave him my sizes and also a list for my cosmetic..He left. I called Zee again and this time it went through.. Zee: Hi Me: Hey babe. Zee: Glad to hear you are alive. Me: What do you mean by that? Zee: After having so much fun and getting drunk at that club one is supposed to worry if you will make it out alive. Me: Did you send someone to spy on me? Zee: Was considering it but you friend is making it easy for me to know what you get up to..Kazi what has gotten into you? After warning you about this type of lifestyle you went for it. Me: Why are you on my case? Stop sticking your nose into my business Mzwake. MZWAKE Hearing her talk to me like that hurt me because it was the first time she talks to me like that..Siphokazi has already adapted to the life of varsity.The kind of like a parent would never believe if they saw their child living such life.Im afraid that if this continues then i will not be able to get her out of that situation.Im far away from her and i dont even have enough money to go that side.. CHARITY I last saw Tebello yesterday after i told him about the pregnancy and he dismissed me..How am i going to handle this.If my parents find out they will kick me out.I need to talk to his friend Titelo.He is the only one who knows Tebello better... * * One month later Tebello and i talk over the phone and he comes to see me ones in a while.What worries me is that he never wants to talk about the pregnancy. All we do is make love and we dont even use protection because he complains that it hurts him.All i am now is a submissive girlfriend.Soon i will be showing and my parents will chase me out.Where will i go? I called Tebello. Me: Tebello Him: Babe. Me: We cant keep on ignoring the fact that im pregnant Tebello. Him: I will come by later to see you. Me: Okay. I called Titelo who has been a very good friend to me but i havent told him about the pregnancy. Titi: Hey friend. I was crying that i even had hiccups. Me: T...Titelo ca...can you please come over? Titi: Hey whats wrong? Why are you crying? Me: Please do come over Titi: Okay im coming. My parents were at church preparing for the church conference so it wasnt gonna be a problem for him to come over.. I waited for him and finally he got here.We went to my room. Titi: You scaring me.Why are you crying? Me: I need you to talk to Tebello for me..Im pregnant but he is not even interested in any of the things i say..You must convience him not to break up with me..He has to marry me because my parents will chase me out... Titi: My goodness you are what?!!! Charity you are a PK Me: What is pk? Titi: Preacher's kid. My phone rang. TEBELLO I called charity. Me: Im outside. Charity: Im still abit busy. Me: Hurry up. I waited for ten minutes but still nothing.I tried to call but she didnt answer... X's words rang in my head..What if she is with a boy in that house.Her father's car is not in the yard. Alot of words have been running in my head. I made my way inside..I didnt even knock.I searched the rooms until i found her in one of the rooms sitting on the bed crying.. Me: What the fuck do you take me for? I have been outside for a long time while you are .... I turned around and my eyes met with Titelo's eyes. X was right all along.They were playing me for a fool.Anger and hatred occupied me.I took out my pocket knife and started starbing Charity..I kept on doing so until i realised she wasnt breathing...I dropped the knife and ran out.SIPHOKAZI I woke up with a banging headache but i was in an unfamiliar place with no one in sight.I tried to remember all the events that took place last night and it clicked that i left the club with Ike.. Ike: Oh you are awake. Me: Why am i here? What did you do to me? He smiled Ike: You fell asleep and i didnt even know which room you stay in back at campus so i just brought you to my house.And i didnt touch you. Me:Okay where is Pearl? Ike: With Anaga probarbly making love..Let me go and make breakfast so far drink this.It will reduce the hangover. Mxm how did he know it was killing me.I took the glass and he left.I searched for my phone and it was under the pillow.7 new messages and 21 missed calls all from Zee. Me: Shit im in trouble.. I tried to call him but his phone was off..He is so going to kill me..I got out of the blankets and wondered around the huge house. Ike: Going somewhere? Me: I was looking for you.Damn this house is big and beautiful Ike: Yes and it need a woman inside it. I blushed. Me: Tell me Ike dont you have a wife and kids. Ike: I had a wife but she died of cancer.My children live with my mother back home. Me: How many? Ike: Triplets. Me: Wow thats nice Ike: It is. Me: They are lucky to have a father like you who is out here hustling for them. Ike: Yeah it is.. Me: I need to leave now Ike: So soon? Thought i was gonna spend some time with you.atleast get to know each other better. Me: I dont have clothes nor cosmetic here. Ike: Tell me you sizes and i will go to the shops just so you can spend the day with me. Me: No Ike that will be too much to ask for. Ike: You are not asking because im the one who offered.Now tell me so that i can go. I gave him my sizes and also a list for my cosmetic..He left. I called Zee again and this time it went through.. Zee: Hi Me: Hey babe. Zee: Glad to hear you are alive. Me: What do you mean by that? Zee: After having so much fun and getting drunk at that club one is supposed to worry if you will make it out alive. Me: Did you send someone to spy on me? Zee: Was considering it but you friend is making it easy for me to know what you get up to..Kazi what has gotten into you? After warning you about this type of lifestyle you went for it. Me: Why are you on my case? Stop sticking your nose into my business Mzwake. MZWAKE Hearing her talk to me like that hurt me because it was the first time she talks to me like that..Siphokazi has already adapted to the life of varsity.The kind of like a parent would never believe if they saw their child living such life.Im afraid that if this continues then i will not be able to get her out of that situation.Im far away from her and i dont even have enough money to go that side.. CHARITY I last saw Tebello yesterday after i told him about the pregnancy and he dismissed me..How am i going to handle this.If my parents find out they will kick me out.I need to talk to his friend Titelo.He is the only one who knows Tebello better... * * One month later Tebello and i talk over the phone and he comes to see me ones in a while.What worries me is that he never wants to talk about the pregnancy. All we do is make love and we dont even use protection because he complains that it hurts him.All i am now is a submissive girlfriend.Soon i will be showing and my parents will chase me out.Where will i go? I called Tebello. Me: Tebello Him: Babe. Me: We cant keep on ignoring the fact that im pregnant Tebello. Him: I will come by later to see you. Me: Okay. I called Titelo who has been a very good friend to me but i havent told him about the pregnancy. Titi: Hey friend. I was crying that i even had hiccups. Me: T...Titelo ca...can you please come over? Titi: Hey whats wrong? Why are you crying? Me: Please do come over Titi: Okay im coming. My parents were at church preparing for the church conference so it wasnt gonna be a problem for him to come over.. I waited for him and finally he got here.We went to my room. Titi: You scaring me.Why are you crying? Me: I need you to talk to Tebello for me..Im pregnant but he is not even interested in any of the things i say..You must convience him not to break up with me..He has to marry me because my parents will chase me out... Titi: My goodness you are what?!!! Charity you are a PK Me: What is pk? Titi: Preacher's kid. My phone rang. TEBELLO I called charity. Me: Im outside. Charity: Im still abit busy. Me: Hurry up. I waited for ten minutes but still nothing.I tried to call but she didnt answer... X's words rang in my head..What if she is with a boy in that house.Her father's car is not in the yard. Alot of words have been running in my head. I made my way inside..I didnt even knock.I searched the rooms until i found her in one of the rooms sitting on the bed crying.. Me: What the fuck do you take me for? I have been outside for a long time while you are .... I turned around and my eyes met with Titelo's eyes. X was right all along.They were playing me for a fool.Anger and hatred occupied me.I took out my pocket knife and started starbing Charity..I kept on doing so until i realised she wasnt breathing...I dropped the knife and ran out.


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