Author: Dikeledi Charity

Dear Fear

part 1 dear fear

MZWAKE It was just a normal ordinary day whereas i was chilling with my girlfriend Siphokazi but i call her Kazi for some odd reason Me: Babe. Kazi: Sthandwa sam Me: I could just see us in a few years time in our graduation gowns ready to join the world of workers. Kazi: You dont know how bad i would really love to watch that happening. Me: I still cant believe that we have been together for 4years and 10months. Kazi: Even my parents keep telling me that if i ever let you go then they will really be disappointed in me. Me: Remember on our second year unniversary when we introduced each other? Kazi: Yeah Me: I was so scared that i almost peed my pants... Kazi: So much drama. Me: Babe iyo you dont know.We were in grade 9 and only 15.. Kazi: I remember they told me that we are still young to be imtroducing each other.Mom even said you are gonna play with my heart. Me: Little did she know that im really inlove with you... Kazi: Lets stop day dreaming.We have to study hard...We really have to make sure that we get the bursary for university. Me: We better...And oh i forgot to tell you that i received my letter of acceptance at the university of KZN.. Kazi: I told you that they will accept you..With marks as good as yours then i knew they would Me: For a moment i was scared...Now im still waiting for the bursaries i applied for. Kazi: Dont worry my love. I met Siphokazi when we were 14..I was so interested but i was scared and shy.I only got a chance to date her when we were 15 and in one class.Ever since then we are unseperable.We study togethereat together and do most things together.One thing im proud of is that our parents know that we are together regardless our different financial background.Her family is rich whereas mine is not..My parents can only afford to put food on the table...Kazi is the only girl child in her family after 3boys..So i can say she is a princess.At first her parents didnt want us together but they ended up accepting...We are now only left with one week to write our final exams and all i can say is we are determined..We have been studying day and night to make sure that we pass well... Its clear that i love Kazi from the bottom of my heart.I see us having a future together..I just hope that varsity life doesnt drift us apart. SIPHOKAZI Love!!! If someone approaches me someday and ask me what love is trust me i would say love is MZWAKE...We may be young but i know for certain that this is true love...Sometimes i look at him and think of 1 Corinthians 13:6-8...It is a scripture in the new testament that teaches us of what love is...According to the way i interprete it may be different to how other people interprete.Well maybe that is because im young and drunk in love. L.O.V.E L.O.V.E IS MZWAKE NKOSI Love is kind and patient. -MZWAKE is the most sweetest

eat together and do most things together.One thing im proud of is that our parents know that we are together regardless our different financial background.Her family is rich whereas mine is not..My parents can only afford to put food on the table...Kazi is the only girl child in her family after 3boys..So i can say she is a princess.At first her parents didnt want us together but they ended up accepting...We are now only left with one week to write our final exams and all i can say is we are determined..We have been studying day and night to make sure that we pass well... Its clear that i love Kazi from the bottom of my heart.I see us having a future together..I just hope that varsity life doesnt drift us apart. SIPHOKAZI Love!!! If someone approaches me someday and ask me what love is trust me i would say love is MZWAKE...We may be young but i know for certain that this is true love...Sometimes i look at him and think of 1 Corinthians 13:6-8...It is a scripture in the new testament that teaches us of what love is...According to the way i interprete it may be different to how other people interprete.Well maybe that is because im young and drunk in love. L.O.V.E L.O.V.E IS MZWAKE NKOSI Love is kind and patient. -MZWAKE is the most sweetestkind and patient guy i know and im the opposite of him. *Love is not proud -well i can say we are both the same at this one cause we got no pride towards each other *Love does not dishonour others nor self seeking -O.M.G MZWAKE doesnt do that and im just something else *Love does not demand its own ways - i gues we havent arrived to that stage and im sure he wont be innocent at this one either *Love is not easily angered nor irritable. -now i feel like im the worst gf ever. today i was angry simply because of communication break down between us. *Love is not jelous. -wow i get so jelous when he talks over the phone for a long time and wonder wether its girls or not and yeah he is worse at this one. *Love keeps no record of wrongs. -we have never hurt each other before and in future if we do i bet we wont remind each other of it. *Love always protects - MZWAKE is my shinning armor. We protect each other from things we know will hurt someone expecially if it concern cheating *Love always trusts. -i have never trusted him before but now i found a way to cause he gave me the benefit of the doubt.im not sure about him. *Love always hopes. -we have hopes for our relationship expecially about the future. *Love never fails. -i will never accept a fail or a fall of our love.i hope he does the same too. *And love endures through every circumstances. I gues thats the king of LOVE MZWAKE is for me. * * * TEBELLO I was at town with my friend Titelo..We just bored strolling after getting ourselves sloshed...We were tipsy and when i saw her my heart just told me that she was the one for me..I dont know wether its the alcohol but then if its the heart then i have to please it. She was walking with an elderly man and somehow i was afraid to be disrespectful...Titelo came up with a plan that he should distruct the old man while i give her my numbers or she gives me hers.Or atleast wait and see if they dont go separate ways. Titi: Boy i think the plan of following them is better..I mean how are we gonna distruct them at the same time. Me: You are right.. We followed them and it wasnt long that she got in a salon and he left her there. Titi: I will wait for you here.. Me: Okay. CHARITY I noticed some two guys following me and dad but i couldnt tell him because i know he would throw a fit. One guy came in the salon and approached me. Me: What do you want from me. He looked at me but didnt say a word. He was really handsome though.I just wonder why he was following me. Me: You have been following me.So what do you want. Him: Pheeew atleast you saw my struggle...Can i have your numbers? Me: No..I dont give my numbers to strangers. He frowned. Him: So i went through all this trouble for nothing? I shrugged my shoulders. He got on his knees. Him: I beg you please.. The people in the salon were looking at us. Me: Please get up..you are making people look at us. Him: Not until you give me your numbers. I gave out my hand.. Me:Your phone. He have me his phone and i stored my numbers.. Him: Thank you so much...Im Tebello by the way. Me: Charity. He walked out...

Write your opinion