I couldn’t. I mean I couldn’t do it. I tried so much so hard like I wanted to do it but I just couldn’t. It not an easy thing to do I dialed the number it rang and got answered “Hello. Hello” I kept quiet I couldn’t respond not that I had nothing to say but I had a lot to say just that the words couldn’t formed in my mouth so I just dropped the call. I decided to send a text so it goes “Hi there. I hope you are good. Hum…I wanted us to talk you know…Things has changed a lot between us so I was thinking if maybe we should…Hum……” Okay! How am I going to put this ish I need to think and find a way to…no no I can’t send this text I thought to myself so I deleted it. Just few seconds I deleted the text a text from him came through (OMG did I say HIM okay now you’ll know I’m talking about him) a text from him came through and I read “Hey babe I just wanted you to know that you are my everything my joy my freedom my pillar of strength. I love you” tears stream down my face like a waterfall I was this close to breakup with him. I can’t be selfish and break up with him I guess I’ll LEARN to LOVE him again.. Since that day my life changed.
Did it changed for Better or for Worse?