We spent the following Saturday shopping I went all out to pumper my mom then we went to catch a late night movie after a long day we drove past Debonairs for pizza on our way home. Noah was very tired he ate and fell asleep on the couch I put him to bed then mom and I had a late night chat we even slept together that night. Sunday morning we went to church then we left right after the service because I didn't want to drive late when we arrived I passed by Siya's house to check on Alu and everything was okay we stayed until late then went home to rest.
I helped Noah with his home works I also did my work then we went to bed.
Monday morning I woke up early and prepared everything for me and Noah then we left the house I arrived at work and got really busy I had a lot of meetings and a lot of clients coming through to a point where I felt it was too much I was never that busy so I went to check with the receptionist what was happening.
Her : oh I thought you knew I'm sorry
Me : knew what?
Her : Junior resigned so all of his meetings are being forwarded to you.
Me : uhm... when was this?
Her : he submitted his resignation letter Friday afternoon
I was shocked...
Me : No one told me about this do you know why? I mean did you read the letter?
Her : nope only boss knows but I don't think it was something bad.
Me : did he seem okay?
Her : I can't really tell when his okay or not his hotness is so intense and God intimidating
I stared at her...
Her : oh sorry I get carried away sometimes
Me : look can you forward the meetings to someone else that has a cleaner schedule? Because I can't cope
Her : okay i'll check
Me : Thank you
I walked back to my office and continued working I was hurt and I missed Jr with every inch of me but I needed a time out just to figure everything out I didn't want him breaking up with me be a pressure for me to try and fix things. I wanted to focus on myself just until I knew exactly what I wanted
I was hurt and I missed Jr with every inch of me but I needed a time out just to figure everything out I didn't want him breaking up with me be a pressure for me to try and fix things. I wanted to focus on myself just until I knew exactly what I wanted I loved jay dearly but just like my mother said I wanted it to feel right I wanted us to be together for all the right reasons not because I was afraid of being single. After work I drove to Sanga's place just to keep my mind of things a little I listened to her go on and on about her man but it wasn't that bad because I loved seeing her happy.
I eventually went home...
Now Tuesday of the month August I will never forget it was a rainy day too rainy that I told Noah not to go to school I tried driving to work in the stormy and windy weather because I didn't have any choice because I had a lot of work than usual I left work around 6 pm that day and the weather was still going crazy when I left the office I bumped to Jr coming in...
Jr : hi
Me : hey
Jr : are you okay?
Me : really?
Him : wrong question?
Me : No not at all what brings you here?
Him : I need some files I left here
Me : you didn't think it was important to tell me you gonna quit?
Him : we are not together anymore I didn't think I needed to
Me : No just in a professional manner as a heads up for a lot of work about to hit my door.
Him : sorry then
Me : why did you quit ?
Him : I want to focus on my Gallery
Me : oh is it? I thought you were starting to like working as a technician
Him : I did but I lost the inspiration so I don't want to torture myself with something I no longer serve purpose for
Me : I see well it's good to see you.
He looked at me and smiled faintly...
Him : you too
I walked away....
I got to my car and drove home just when I was starting to enjoy my coffee and relaxing my phone rang it was Siya...
Me : Hello
Him : Awonke please come to the hospital now.
He sounded out of breath
Me : what's going on?
He had already dropped the call I grabbed my keys and ran to the car without saying anything then I drove to the hospital.