part 4 ecstasy

I went to fix myself up then we headed to town with my car when we got there we met some of the girls that we work with at spur then we all went out and ate. The girls suggested we hit the club and I wasn't really a club person crowds just made me feel some type of way. Busi : please chomy can we go? I didn't want to be a disappointment because I knew if I decide to head home Busi will refuse to stay behind with the other girls so I agreed to tagging along. We went to a club when we arrived the weren't that many people so we secured a table then the girls ordered drinks we all started drinking but I only drank ciders. Me: I wanna smoke (yes I smoked but some days were better than others) Busi: smoke here Me : the smoking area is over there Her : it doesn't matter we're in a club people are drunk Me : if the bouncer comes over you gonna handle him Her : haha gwala okay I pulled out a ciggie from my bag then started smoking with no time the girls started being loud and dancing they were drinking Vodka and wine that's never a good combination. I don't remember the last time I had that much fun I probably never did I was with free spirited people then there were guys that invited us to sit with them they were so accommodating I never knew a person could feel that comfortable and welcomed in a club. I had a few drinks then started drinking energy drinks because I hated being drunk the club filled up they played good music everything was that on point. "I pulled Busi close" Me : you never told me clubs are this fun Her : you never wanted to listen I told you if you go to the right clubs it's really fun there are no dodgy things going on Me : Okay you were right Her : wanna try out Vodka? Me: Never you know I don't like alcohol I just need a smoke Her : I thought you said you quit Me : I did I mean Sane forced me to he would kill me if he knew I still smoke but It takes down the frustrations you know? It's my coping mechanism Her : it's really bad for you though I think you should try let it go while you still can Me : I will Her : you always say that Me: you came here to have fun not go all DR Phil on me Her : Fine. But we are going to have this conversation again She stood up and started dancing I was a chilled person to be exact one of those people you get annoyed by just looking at them because they are so chilled it intimidates you I was that kind of person yes I spoke my mind but I was a calm person I think my voice made it worse because I have one of those really light soft voices. I didn't smile a lot and ever since I was young my friends always told me I have a bad way of looking at people but I didn't it was just how I was when I look at someone I just look at them deep it's more like I'm trying to get to know you visually to make this simpler let me just say I was generally a deep person and people who didn't understand me mistaken me for a person I wasn't. In high school I would get all sorts of remarks that I looked down on other people or Ndiphakamile but I didn't and I wasn't I was actually the most humble person I grew up poor I had no authority to anything that's probably what made me to become a reserved person then I was judged for that I'm sure a lot of students who didn't know my background thought I was some rich girl just because of the way I carried my self but it was just that I was too humble and down to earth the only thing negative about me was that I wasn't a people's person. After having the first awesome night of my life we all left the club Busi and I went to sleep but the other girls and the guys we were with continued with the night. We spent the night at my apartment then she left the following morning I was tired on that Sunday I woke up and cleaned then cooked after I went to take a bath and went back to bed. I later on woke up and dressed into shorts and vest then went to eat and watched TV when I received an unknown call. Me : Hello Caller: Good Afternoon mem is this Awonke Menzi? Me : Yes it is Caller : okay Name is Portia I'm calling from FNB your application for an internship has just been processed I would like to inform you that you are accepted I couldn't help but jump up and scream Me : I'm sorry uhm.. She laughed Her : it's okay my dear

I was tired on that Sunday I woke up and cleaned then cooked after I went to take a bath and went back to bed. I later on woke up and dressed into shorts and vest then went to eat and watched TV when I received an unknown call. Me : Hello Caller: Good Afternoon mem is this Awonke Menzi? Me : Yes it is Caller : okay Name is Portia I'm calling from FNB your application for an internship has just been processed I would like to inform you that you are accepted I couldn't help but jump up and scream Me : I'm sorry uhm.. She laughed Her : it's okay my dear listen I'm going to email you some things then on Tuesday you will have to come through they will give you a test first then if you do well FNB would be happy to accommodate you. I could hear by the way she spoke that she was smiling Me : Thank you thank you so much Mem I really appreciate this Her : Just pass that test Me: yes mem Her : Enjoy the rest of your day my love Me : Thanks you too Her : Bye I hanged up and jumped around then threw myself on the couch I said a little prayer "God I know I am a work in progress and thank you for all the great things that are yet to come this is the beginning Amen" Immediately Noah came running then jumped on top of me Me : Hey Boy yam how are you ? Him : good Me: Good ibinjani I weekend? Sane: Wonke I looked at him well Sane didn't want me communicating to Noah In xhosa in front of him we always fought about that but at some point I realised that maybe it reminded him of something really traumatic so I finally stopped. Noah is too used to English but I was happy he understood and could speak a little bit of Xhosa because at the end of the day that were his roots my mom would force him to talk xhosa when we were back at home and my baby would try because he knew that his Gran was a little mean. Me: oh sorry Him : it's okay? He had a great time if that's what you were asking Noah : yes mommy Grand mom and grandpa took me to the rides then me daddy and... and grandpa went fishing . It was just so cute how he starttered. Me : wow that's great Him : yes you should've came Me : next time big boy go put your bag in the room Him : okay wawo He dragged his bag to the room Me : juice? Him : please I stood up and went to the kitchen you know when you get one of those feelings that someone is staring at you I turned and looked at sane Me: are you checking me out? He laughed Him : just go I smiled and went to the kitchen then poured all of us juice and went back to the lounge and sat next to him Sane : thanks so what's up? Me : nothing I got an internship Him : for real? Me : Yeah Him : wow that's great that's gonna be your big break Me : I know I'll get experience and get paid so yeah its a big deal but I gata write some test first Him : you'll nail it come here He stood up then opened his arms I got up and hugged him I was short so every time he hugged me he would lift me up then spin me around when he put me down we were staring in each other's eyes...

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