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SIERA


♪♪I been waiting wide awake for the waves to come and take Take me right to you One hundred bottles of the good shit couldn't even bring you back

What am I to do? Feel like I'm circlin' a drain All I see is the remains of an ugly truth. One hundred models I could follow All the way to hell and back but they can't replace you Oh oh oh ohh....♪♪


♪♪I was puttin' on for you like a jerseyWhat I didn't know then you couldn't hurt meNever thought you were gonna do me dirtyLeft me in the cold but on the inside I was burningBut that's just the way it goes

Wish that I could have control Everybody dies alone ..♪♪- Post Malone...


Owen did truly broke my heart like he grated it into pieces I loved the nigga with all I have but then he does this to me I mean if there's somewhere I messed up he should have told me and not use the Miscarriage as his way of dumping me I'm always dumped by my family but never thought that Owen could be added on the list my parents death was the last time I was very distant and all that stuff because I knew without them I wouldn't cope but then Owen came and made me realise that they are really gone both of them so there's nothing I can do no suicide can Bring them back but it will only cause pain I always lived on the quote that says" marriage bring nothing but pain while death brings nothing but happiness" . But when it comes to me it's been the opposite when will get peace I just want to rest this is too much I cried myself through the weekend Never got out of my room locked myself in Retha tried to Talk to me but I didn't open it was like I wasn't There Retha tried to Talk to me but I didn't open it was like I wasn't There the guy really did a number on me ...


Today it's Monday I have a class to attend to at 09:45 so I haven't woken up and I'm just curled up in my bed Crying my heart out if tears were blood I would have been gone by now ... A knock disturbs me and I know for sure it's Retha knowing she won't give up I jolt up from the bed and drag my tired Body to the door and I opened for her and she got in And I got undercovers ...


Rethae: and then smogo [ problem] dikeledi?[ Tears]


Mxm she thinks this is funny...


Me: it's not funny Retha...


Retha: and I didn't say it's funny key me guess Bao hurdile[ they have Hurt you]?


Me: mxm...


Retha: oh what happened? Oh kabona ke auty ele loan [ oh I see it's that boy loan]


She calls Owen loan ...


I tell her everything ...


Retha: I hate to say it but I told you mtase I told you that the jerk is cheating on you and that you should walkaway . If you had listened to me when I told you you wouldn't have seen what you saw .I told you let's go out but what did you do ? I'm sorry to say this.


Wow seriously did she have to say that at a time like this well that's Rethabile for you ...


Me: ohk Retha I know you told me so okay.but this ain't the Time for all that.


Her: Ohk I know and I'm sorry that was insensitive . I'm sorry mtase but all will be you just need to hold on the fool here is that loan he's Gonna get what he did to you trust me Karma is a Bitch like my friend Carmela she will visit him don't worry...


She hugs me and I keeping Crying on her lap but where did ivdin to deserve all This why would Owen do this to me ? I loved him no but I still love him so much was no longer enough for him . Was I not good? Was I cold? Then why didn't he tell me . I can't stop Crying and the more I Cry the more I feel like the pain subsiding . Retha is just quiet she is Just brushing my back my friend ain't good on comforting .


Retha: ohk now it's enough you have cried it's enough and it's time to wipe those tears now it's getting late Remember we have to attend the law class we need to pass the LSAT if you still want to become a medical lawyer .


Me: I'm not going I feel like sleeping.


I don't feel Like going anywhere I just want to sleep let alone do all those preps but knowing Retha she wouldn't let me Have this . She pushes me back and looks at me straight in the eye with a serious Face she's trying she never gets serious or angry she's a Smiley..


Retha: oh hell no Sisi you are not doing this now okay not now stop stressing and crying over a dick you not and you can't let that dog Loan win you are gonna get up take a shower or a bath and wear those tight jeans and reveal everything you got and walk out wearing heels with your Head held up high .. Ok.


I nod


Retha: no I want you to say it I won't cry Over a wrinkled black dick?


Me: I'm not gonna cry over a dark wrinkled Dick.


Retha: louder...


Me: I'm not gonna Cry myself Over a wrinkled black dick.


Retha: that's more like it you never Ever cry fjrca Dick now we are here to stay and get that degree no going back to Dobsonville all ugly and alone. So please not because of a jerk ass ..


Me:"You're right mtase .You're right."


i get up and go straight to take a shower and dried then lotioned myself and wore my Black summer dress off shoulder and my push in's and Retha did my make up ..


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