We were standing next to his car. Just after ice cream and everything. I didn't want to think about what he had told me just yet and as much as I wanted to believe him I didn't want to pick a side yet. Yes he's my boyfriend and I'd choose him over anyone any time but Thuli is also my best friend and as much as I don't trust her now she's been with me through thick and thin.
If Kamogelo is lying to me in anyway I really would not see a future with him no more. I've been nothing but honest with him no matter how hard it was opening up and I expect exactly the same thing from him
Kamo: So you okay?
I smiled. I really had a good day with him and we took a whole lot of pictures. If things weren't this way with Thuli she would have been the first to share all this with her.
Me: I'm alright baby and I had a good time with you.
Kamo: I'm glad you did.
He took my hands into his then stood facing me. I had to look up at him considering he's taller than me.
He stared at me for a while as if searching for something. It's like our eyes were doing the communication and somehow
as if searching for something. It's like our eyes were doing the communication and somehow I couldn't take my eyes of his and neither could he. It was an earth stopping kinder moment if you know what I mean.
Me: I love you.
His hands went to my face and cupped it too. I meant each and every word there.
He brought our faces together I could feel his breathe on my face.
Kamo: I love you so much it hurts sometimes.
I smiled. I was just feeling a bit uneasy I know it's all in the past whatever transpired between Thuli and him but I still needed to know the full story.
Our lips collided and it was reassuring of our love for each other.
The only problem was if it was real or not. I still have this feeling that there's something he's not telling me.
Should I just ignore it? Am I imagining it? From what I heard female intuition is never wrong.
When we broke the kiss he opened the door for me and I got in. He started the car and drove off.
He parked inside our yard.
Kamo: Thanks again for today.
Me: I should be thanking you.
Kamo: I'm glad you enjoyed.
Me: It was nice.
He kissed me on the cheek. He left with the lingerie I didn't even say anything about it to him.
It was just after 5pm. Dad wasn't home he probably went to church.
I took off the dress and changed into dad's T-shirt.
I then went to watch some TV.
I had no plans for Saturday. I still wanted answers and the best thing was for me to at least visit Thuli but what if she tells me something contradictory to what Kamo said?
How will I know which one is telling the truth.