The love that was suppose to build me not break me ..
The love that was suppose to
raise me not kill me ...
In what way do I differ from other children who are loved by their mothers ?'
I dragged my self downstairs because there was a knock on the door ...
Kwena and Mr client seemed to be busy so I wouldn't disturb them hence I decided to go open the door...
My jaw dropped when the guy that I once slept with back at the restaurant a few days back was standing there .He frowned .
God really created beauty there .He was looking so hot with his matching wrist watch and belt on.His attire just spelt rich ..His muscles just made me want to throw my self to him .His cologne just filled the atmosphere ..
I couldn't help but just drool .I have slept with a lot different guys but have never had such beauty holding me in their arms expect for him vele ...
He smiled making me nervous .My stomach crowld a bit making my womanhood hot ...
"Hey " he spoke
"Argh where's my respect at ? Come in !" I spoke creating space for him to come in
Him:"I understand "
I offered him a sit
Him:"I'm looking for Thomas ..Is he around ?"
Me:"Ye...yeah ..He is actually busy with his girlfriend but i can call him for you "
It was just hard being around him .He made my knees weak even when I knew we are strangers ..
Him:"And the candle ?"
"Trust me I don't mind "
He also laughed
"Can I get you anything to drink or eat maybe ?"I asked after our moment of laughter
Him:" The only drink I need at the moment is your numbers" he bit his lower lips making me wet down there
"And I'm still wondering why you haven't called me "
I groaned making him laugh
Him:"Small world right?"
Me:"I totally forgot but anyway since you're here I'll write down my digits for you "
He chuckled checking his wrist watch
"I've got a meeting to get to in less than 2hours "
I stood up
"Let me go check on them maybe they are done"
He also stood up blocking my way .
**Eish this guy makes me weak at all times**
He held up my chin smoothly
"You're beautiful you know that ?"He asked
Me:" Yes "that came out as a whisper
Him:" Boitumelo I'd hate to your body being fed to dogs and letting you watch your own life being taken away from you all because of money .Trust me darling this world has lots and lots of money so I would prefer if you stop stealing it because you'll end up losing your life Ms Mokoena "
My body tensed immediately
I suddenly became uneasy ..
What the hell is he talking about and How the hell does he know my name ?...
He brought his lips right before mine and held my waist so hard making me flinch ...
"I have your tens so I'll call you
In her eyes love was all that I saw .I could have strangled her to death if it was someone else but when I was welcomed by her i lost all the strength in me and all the anger I had .Yes I had suspected that it was someone I knew but I never thought It would be her ..
I paced all around the room
Me:"I seriously never thought it could be her"
Him:"So what are your plans man?"
Me:"I don't know yet but I'll have to punish them .They messed my club up .I lost more than 450k "
Me:"I gave her 30k what more did she want from me?"
He kept quiet
"Damnit man ! How did I get here ?"
He kept quiet still
Just one round of sex in the toilets then I'm failing to find procedure to all of this !
I looked at Thomas
"Make sure they don't skip the country I think I'll need them for something even though I don't know yet "
He nodded I walked out ...
Me:"Tesh I'm not ready to face the outside world "
Her:"But mom you have to ..I need you !"
***I'm suppose to get out of prison in a few weeks times but the truth is I'm not ready at all. Prison is my life and has always been my life. I found love and warmth there hence i never gave my self time to figure our how it would be leaving on the outside world **
Her: "Mom please ..Just for once stay out of trouble so you can make it out "
Maybe if I can try and stay away or far from trouble then I'll get out of here and fix all my wrongs ...
I looked at Tesh
"Okay my baby I will "
she smiled and was about to stand up to give me a hug but the warder stopped her since we weren't allowed to touch ....
.Mother's hatred ????.
TO BE CONTINUED
Story not structured well and that just decreases the interest in reading it... what’s with the question marks ?????