It was finally time that I left the hospital and langa has advised that I will stay with him till I find my feet at list . I had no choice . we did not have a relationship or whats so ever at this point but we talked I was just not ready . we drove off in his car I just looked outside my window
Him : what's wrong Zoeh?"
Me: nothing I'm good "
Him : mmh"
Silence was the only thing I was good at lately langa always said that I need help. I always told him that I'm OK he is just imagining things . we arrived at his house it was a town house not fancy and not too big just beautiful when I walked inside I noticed that it was written bachelor all over it . the deco was either gray brow cream or black no life at all . I folded my hand and looked around.
Me: when did you buy this house ? the last time I checked you lived in a flat "
Him: when I found out you were preg... . "
I looked away but I could fill tears burning in my eyes
him : " i'm sorry i did not mean too .. "
Me: where is my room ? "
Him : come I'll show u "
I followed him up stairs down the passage he opened the door and my room was big very big to be sleeping alone . it had white linen . and painted in cream with yellow touches everything in this room was white and bit of pink and yellow.
Me : its beautiful"
Him: I'm glad u like it "
I smiled at him he has done all of this for me .
Him : go in look around and don't forget to open the closet "
I looked at him puzzled but I did not let my excitement show . I was happy and I didn't know I could feel like this .
Me : thank you "
Him : my pleaser Zoe. Let me go make lunch "
I raises my eyebrow at him
Him : I'll make a call and lunch will be made and delivered"
Him : I'm glad I made u smile u really deserve to be happy "
He walked out of my room I did not have any lagged so I just walked around my room I looked outside the window the garden outside was so outstanding . I remembered to open the closet as langa advised me too and to my surprise it was packed with new clothes my size infect and some a size bigger than me . I looked at my self in mirror and notice that I still had baby fat so that why the bigger size. He even bought shoes and underwear . I just did not believe my eyes . I walk to the bathroom to take a long bath I ran myself a bobble bath and just shocked myself . I fell asleep till I heard some knocking on my door
Him : Zola are u alright ?
Me: yep "
Him: are u shore ?"
I opens the door with a towel wrapped around my body
Him : I called out u did not respond "
He looked at me with worry
Me: I just fell asleep in water and did not hear u. "
Him: OK kwl lunch is ready come join me when u done
Me: cool aaaah langa before u go thank you "
Him : don't mention it please hurry up I don't like worming food "
I rolled my eye
Me : something never change I'm coming "
He walked out . and I just threw myself on the bed . and rolled around for once in my life I was free of worrying there may be light at the end of the tunnel after all .